Chapter 71: The Existence of Obsessiveness

Chen Mo breathed a sigh of relief, ordered a good dish, put down his phone, and said to Shiya, "I'm sorry for what happened just now, there shouldn't have been such a problem." ”

"Don't say that, no one expected anyone to go to the media, did they?"

Yes, he really didn't expect that woman to be so bold as to do such a thing, it seems that she feels too idle.

"Do you feel like your mood is affected?" Chen Mo asked cautiously, in fact, he was worried that she would not like others to say that she had anything to do with a certain man, because she had always disliked such things.

Shiya didn't answer immediately, and when she looked up, she saw the waiter coming over with a plate, and was about to take it, when Chen Mo suddenly got up, "I'll just come." ”

His tone was very gentle, with a hint of imperceptible pity.

Probably, he will always show his true feelings unconsciously.

Even if they had been separated for fifteen years, even if she had tried so hard to dissociate themselves from their relationship...... But he never gave up.

If you like her, you just like it, once such feelings are generated, you can't extricate yourself.

Chen Mo felt ...... Do you have to speed up the pace, otherwise someone as good as her will be taken by others sooner or later.

I have to say that Chen Mo is very considerate, the dishes she orders are all what she likes to eat, and after eating a meal, she remembered her habits and handled them for her in advance.

"Thank you." Shiya lowered her head.

"No, that's what a gentleman should do."

Shiya was originally thinking about something, but when she heard this, she suddenly laughed, "The person who is your girlfriend must be very happy." ”

Chen Mo raised his head to look at her, a smile flashed in his eyes, "I'm single and don't have a girlfriend." ”

Shiya hummed softly, raised slightly, and felt relieved, sure enough, excellent people will always be single.

Chen Mo looked at her gaze, the dazzling brilliance in his eyes, and his heart moved, "What about you?" Do you have a boyfriend? ”

As soon as the words fell, he looked at her as if he had not yet done so, but in fact he was both expectant and scared.

Shiya shook her head, the smile on the corner of her mouth was a little bitter, "No, but there is an existence that has always been obsessed." ”

Before her words fell, Shiya regretted it, she had never told anyone about it, why did she suddenly say it, and she was still a member of the opposite sex.

She's not a person who can show her feelings, but what's going on today...... If he continued to ask, what would she say?

Say you didn't grasp it well before, so now you regret it? said that because of that person, she is still single, and she may be the same in the future?

How could it be, how could she say this? Besides, no one of the opposite sex wants to hear someone talk about their feelings, maybe it's only when she lets down her guard for a while that she says such things, and he won't take it to heart at all.

Thinking about it this way, she no longer dwelled on this question, but changed the subject and said, "Is it going to be turned on tomorrow?" I may not have a chance to participate, but I will be back to Jiangcheng early tomorrow morning. ”

This was a plan that had been set in the first place, and Chen Mo knew it.

Chen Mo smiled, didn't say anything, and after eating, he sent her back to the hotel first.

Watching her back get farther and farther away, the expression on his face became more and more solemn, a little colder than the bitter winter day.

He got into the car and didn't start it immediately, but took out his mobile phone and read the novel, who did she remember? The sadness in her eyes just now couldn't be hidden, as if she was full of regret when she talked about that person.

Chen Mo took the mobile phone, hesitated for a moment, sent a message to Xiaomin, looked at the reply sent by Xiaomin, sighed, and after a while, he drove away.

Shiya returned to the room and looked at the scenery outside through the half-open window, the Huangpu River outside, the rolling Yangtze River, the vast smoke waves, the line of sight was excellent, and the scenery was good.

It's false to say that you don't care, when you have a good impression of a person, that person has long been gone, which is probably the biggest helplessness and regret, so over the years, she has always been alone, she thinks, it's not how good he is, but except for him, she can't tolerate anyone in her eyes.

In two days, maybe I will see him again, right at the groundbreaking ceremony of his alma mater, but it may be ...... It's never going to be seen again.

She couldn't imagine what she would do if he wasn't single anymore, if he had forgotten about it. Draw an imperfect end to the regrets of all these years?

Seeing that they might be about to meet, she didn't dare to face such an uncertain outcome again, at least ...... She would rather leave a beautiful memory behind.

When she came back to her senses, she found out when her phone was on, someone sent her a message, she picked up her phone, rubbed her eyebrows, Xiaomin sent her several messages in a row, and one ......

The development of Haishi is very good, compared to Jiangcheng, an obvious first-tier city, a third-tier city that I don't know if it can be counted, separated by not only a river, but also decades of development.

Xiaomin first asked about the situation in Haishi, and then talked about her feelings, asked her if she had any thoughts about blind dates, said that she had several friends who were single, and the environment was quite good, and asked her if she had any ideas of meeting.

When Shiya saw the message she sent, she suddenly felt that her head was full of black lines, the word blind date had been on her lips since she just graduated from college, and she had been covering her over the years, and she always refused with various excuses.

She said, "Mom, you can find me a blind date, first of all, you must be handsome, then you must be tall, and finally you must be self-motivated." ”

Her mother always said, "What do you want to be handsome, handsome people are more attentive, how tall do you think is tall, and which young people are not motivated now." ”

She always smiled, "Handsome, even if two people don't eat good, they can not starve because of their beautiful food, and the reality is not a handsome flower, or ugly and weird, as for height, I can't wear high heels, he is shorter than me, as for self-motivation, he must have a dream, not to get by, to be a monk for a day." ”

So after she rejected countless times, her mother asked her again, "It's okay to find someone similar to marry, there's no need to be too picky, two people are together to live, and they don't want to do anything earth-shattering." ”

Shiya sighed and said, "Mom, your daughter and I can go to the hall, get off the kitchen, write articles, the salary is not low, the person is not ugly, the house has a car to mention at any time, people like me, I can't just find someone to marry, directly lower my quality of life, I don't want to live the kind of not only to be able to go to the hall, to get down to the kitchen, but also to fight the junior, to raise children, if so, then marriage for me, all harm is not disadvantageous, why should I do such a stupid thing that does not make money." ”

Therefore, later, after countless quarrels for such a thing, her mother was defeated again and again, so she didn't reason with her, and directly kicked her out of the house, and gave a death order, if you don't bring a man, don't go home.

So much so that she hasn't been home for two years, and she asks her sister to buy something for the family during the New Year's holidays, or she buys it and sends it back directly, anyway, she herself says she won't show up.