Chapter 79: Thinking Alone
This night, Chen Mo has been guarding her, without a moment of sleep, since he knew her thoughts, his mood was very complicated.
At this time, his mobile phone vibrated a few times, he took out his mobile phone and glanced at it, it was their class group, and he noticed the content of their chat in it not long ago, and someone just said, "Major news, Shiya is actually in it, this is the person Teacher Zhan said." ”
"Oh my God, it really is."
"Well, can I say I've seen her before, a big beauty?"
"The big beauty is for sure, she was before!"
"Also, she has a store now, and the things in the store are delicious, don't blame me for not reminding you."
"What? She still has a store now? ”
……
Chen Mo glanced at Shiya, the corners of his lips rose, no matter how many people coveted her, he was the first to find her, this may be to make up for the fate that he didn't have in time.
But today, he suddenly understood that the two of them had endured the same kind of affection over the years, that is, they missed each other.
He bought the ring, just this afternoon, and he is getting married, and he has someone who wants to protect it for the rest of his life...... All of this is just because of her, from the year he met him to today, more than ten years later, he has always been clear about his heart.
He couldn't deceive himself, even if he deceived countless friends and brothers, but he had to admit that in his heart, there was a her in that soft place from beginning to end.
Therefore, even now, even if the people around him end their singleness one by one, and some children can play soy sauce, he is still alone, because he hasn't waited for her yet.
After many years of separation, when he saw her again, he wondered if he still had a chance, and later, he thought that whether he had the opportunity or not, this time, he would not give up, so he opened a flower shop next to her coffee shop, and whenever he had time, he would look at her through layers of glass, even if it was from a distance, he felt satisfied.
Now that she was in front of him, he knew her intentions, and he only felt that his breathing was a little tighter, as if he was still in a dream, which he had done countless times.
The smile on his face grew, and he felt that this was probably the happiest thing in his life, why did he be so happy? I was in such a good mood that I couldn't sleep as if I had drunk a big pot of espresso.
When Shishi woke up in the middle of the night, she ran into the room and squatted beside him, as if she was a little puzzled, what did the master do when he didn't sleep at night and sat on the ground.
Chen Mo lowered his head and gently touched its head, "Shishi, remember, this is your hostess." ”
Shishi shook her head and didn't make any sound.
Chen Mo looked down at Shishi, and always felt that this was the life he had always wanted.
What he actually wants is a life related to Shiya, since they reunited, several times he will always appear downstairs in her apartment, or near the coffee shop, sometimes knowing that he will not see her, but he will still insist, even if he guards her like this, he still enjoys it.
When Shiya woke up, it was exactly six o'clock.
Even though Chen Mo tightened the curtains and turned off the alarm clock, Shiya still woke up.
She rubbed her head, it was a little painful, and when she opened her eyes, she immediately realized that this was not her room, she hesitated, and was about to get up.
As soon as he got up, he saw a person sitting on the ground, Chen Mo got up from the ground, his eyes fell on the face that was not powdered, as if he had suddenly returned to the moment when they first met.
"Are you alright? Does it hurt to have a headache? ”
"This is your home." Shiya was obviously relieved, unconsciously, as long as he was there, she would feel safe, don't worry, "I drank too much last night, didn't I go crazy with alcohol?" ”
"Have you ever been drunk before?" Chen Mo raised his eyebrows, with a hint of ridicule in his tone, "Of course...... I got drunk and went crazy, kicked and scolded me, and almost threw me into the Yangtze River. ”
Shiya gasped, would she really do such a thing? She said apologetically, "That...... I'm sorry, I ...... I didn't mean to. ”
Chen Mo smiled, strode to the window, opened the curtains, and the sudden light made Shiya involuntarily raise her hand to block the light.
She was actually a little apprehensive in her heart, before she went to the riverside last night, she told Xiaomin to let her boss come to see her, in fact, when she heard the news that Chen Mo was going to get married, she was so sad that she couldn't help herself, and she thought of him first.
Speaking of which, they weren't even friends, but at that moment, she thought of him.
Perhaps, there are too many shadows of that guy in him, or maybe the relationship during this time has unconsciously produced some unknown emotions, but she doesn't care.
Chen Mo has finally come to this point, but she is still alone, thinking about it like this, her heart is instantly complicated as if the branches are intertwined, and she can't explain the emotions that can't be dissolved, after a hangover, she is not so sad.
She pursed her lips and didn't speak, and waited for him to come over, then she lowered her head and said embarrassedly, "Seth, thank you!" ”
Chen Mo noticed that she seemed to be much better, and he couldn't figure out what she was thinking now, he suppressed the urge to tell her everything, pulled the corners of his mouth, and was helpless, "Are you hungry?" There is a nice breakfast shop nearby. ”
Having woken up from her hangover, and the fact that she was the one who could look down on everything, her mood was almost restored, and she nodded, thinking that she was grateful for taking her in last night.
The two of them ordered the meal, and when they sat down and waited, they looked at each other without saying a word.
Shiya poured Chen Mo a cup of tea, and then said cautiously, "Thank you for taking you in last night, otherwise I might have spent the night in the Yangtze River." In the second half of the sentence, she deliberately changed her tone to a playful tone.
"You're welcome." Chen Mo raised his eyes and glanced at her, even if she slept all night, there were still many bloodshots in her eyes, "But what happened to you, even I was almost scared by the formation last night." ”
Shiya saw that they ordered the food and brought it over, took it, and put it in front of him first.
Chen Mo looked at her, his tone was calm, "If you have anything, you can come to me at any time, even if you want to find someone to talk to, you can find me." ”
Shiya took a sip of soy milk and mixed the hot dry noodles in the bowl again, and there was still a little bitterness spreading in her heart, "Seth, do you like someone but didn't tell her, and then waited for many years, and suddenly heard the news that she was going to get married?" I have, but I know it's expected, but it takes time to let go. ”
When Chen Mo heard this, he stared at her, if he liked him, why didn't he tell him? “”
Shiya was stunned for a moment, the aroma of sesame paste still couldn't hide the bitterness in her heart, she said, "Because I realized it was too late, I missed him, so I was punished for more than ten years to think alone." ”
In fact, at that time, she and he were both transfer students, but in succession.
They had not been at the same table for a long time, but in those few short months, there was a certain kind of implication that was unrealistic for them at the time.