Sometimes, when Shiya thinks about it, she always thinks, why didn't she meet in high school or college?

Only later did she understand that Chen Mo's actions at that time were nothing more than to show favor to her, but at that time, she was bent on trying to get out of this predicament, she had a long-term plan that others had not thought of, so she ignored his good.

It's not that there is no good feeling at all, two people with similar personalities, two people who can read each other's thoughts, even if neither of them takes that step first, they will slowly produce something strange in their hearts.

But she ...... After all, there are too many scruples, and I can still hear from him in junior high school, and then I slowly cut off all contact.

Originally, with the passage of time, it will slowly fade away, after all, it has never started at all. But Shiya always thinks of him, so that no matter how many people around her confess over the years, it is difficult for her to be moved, because there is a person hidden in her heart and she can't forget it!

Even today, fifteen years later, she still recalls those episodes that happened in the past, when she was young and frivolous, and she didn't know what would happen many years later, so she has all this today.

Zhai Meng said, "Shiya, in fact, you should try to love, no one knows how to go in the future and what will happen, you can only try your best to take every step now." Chen Mo is a very good person, they always discuss your affairs together, he is not indifferent to you, and you, how can you just smash it? ”

At that time, Shiya didn't understand, thinking that she was just a person, and she could only go through those months quietly, waiting for a long time.

Perhaps, no one understood what she was thinking at the beginning, in fact she was just running away. She only knows that she can't be drawn by emotional things, so no matter who she meets, she treats them coldly. Thinking of her family, thinking of everything that happened at home in those years, she never dared to try it easily.

No one understands her stubbornness, the years she has gone through have been too difficult, there are many children at home, the environment is not good, all she can do is to work hard to change the status quo, and work hard to make her family's face shine, so she must keep moving forward.

All she could do was rely on herself, and such thoughts had been suppressed in her heart, making it difficult for her to let go of herself.

Have you ever had no money to buy materials, so you had to lie at the door of the teacher's office and copy them word by word on a blank piece of paper? Have you ever experienced a young age without any love? Are you seen through tinted glasses? Have you ever been depressed because of the persecution of your family, and you can only be strong alone after giving up on yourself?

She's been through it all.

She has always been the only one in her world, she is sad, she is sad, she is happy, she is still the only one.

Therefore, she didn't dare to face Chen Mo, so now she can only be silently sad.

It's just that she has walked alone all these years, and the shadow of her family and the outside world is too heavy, and when she finally came over, she thought that the only one she could rely on was herself.

The bowl of hot dry noodles had gradually cooled, and she hadn't moved a piece yet, Shiya put down the chopsticks in her hand and raised her head, "I can't get out of the past, I think I can bear everything by myself, what I want to do is to be a useful self, I want to work hard to change the status quo at home, but I completely forget that I want to be happy." ”

Chen Mo was stunned, she had only heard Zhai Meng mention her family affairs later, but she never thought that this would become the biggest reason for her to escape. Shiya suddenly laughed, this smile was not as warm as usual, but with a touch of sadness, "This is the original me, in fact, I didn't dare to try, it was I who let go of the right to happiness." ”

……

Shiya didn't go home and went straight to the store.

Only then did she realize that Xiaomin had come very early today, and it seemed that she had been here for a while.

Xiaomin walked out when she saw her, holding her bag, as well as her phone and keys.

"What happened last night? Our boss left everything behind and rushed over, and now I'm afraid we have to go back to the company to clean up the mess...... It's the first time I've ever seen you want to drink. But what is the reason for you? ”

Shiya shook her head, she didn't want to say anything, she was finally able to forget about Chen Mo's marriage, and when she recalled it in the morning, she was out of control again.

Xiao Min didn't ask much, and noticed that she seemed to be wearing this set yesterday, and the expression on her face changed and changed, as if she had discovered some new continent.

"Boss, you guys ...... last night I saw that Shiya didn't change her clothes, so she was at your house yesterday? ”

As she said, Chen Mo was still working overtime for a meeting last night to catch up with work, and suddenly received a call from Xiaomin, threw everything in the company and rushed over, and now it is the busy time to go to the company.

Originally, Chen Mo was going to meet Shiya last night, but he didn't contact her when he suddenly had a job, and when he heard what she said in the morning, his mood became more and more complicated.

After a few hours of meeting, Chen Mo returned to the office and saw the message from Xiaomin, he thought about it and called her, "She's in a bad mood, you can talk to her if you have nothing to do." ”

"What happened?" Xiaomin was very surprised, "I just saw her and I felt that she was in a bad mood, and she rarely showed her feelings directly. ”

"Liu Ziyan's guys said in the group yesterday that I was getting married, and she saw it and thought it was ......"

Before Chen Mo could finish speaking, she was interrupted by Xiaomin, she said, "So Shiya doesn't have any feelings for you?" Does she know you're the guy, though? ”

"I don't know." Chen Mo rubbed his eyebrows, he hadn't told her that he was Chen Mo, and now he didn't dare to tell him, "Until today, I didn't know that she had a bad time over the years, even worse than I imagined." ”

"Chen Mo, in fact, you should think about it, now she has come out of that predicament, and more important than the past is the present." Xiaomin sighed, "What are your plans in this situation?" ”

He originally bought the ring, just to confess to her, who would have thought that such a thing would happen, and he really didn't know what to do for a while.

As if sensing his hesitation, Xiao Min said, "Some things have to be faced sooner or later, judging from the current situation, I think you should think about how to turn the fright into a surprise." ”

After hanging up the phone, Xiaomin looked around and chose a pot of pink moon, when Shiya took a fancy some time ago, it had not bloomed yet, and it had produced a lot of buds in the past few days, and it should bloom in a few days, she walked out of the flower shop with the flowers.

There didn't seem to be a shadow of Shiya in the coffee shop, Xiaomin looked at Shanshan in front of the cash register and asked out loud, "What about Shiya?" I saw her in the morning, and she was gone in the blink of an eye. ”

"The young lady called just now and said that she was asked to come over." Sansa looked up, her gaze paused for a moment, and then said, "I don't think she seems right today, did something happen last night?" ”

"What can happen?" Xiaomin shook her head and gave her the flowers, "Tell me when she comes back." ”

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