Lin Zhicheng's hand suddenly twisted unconsciously, he stared at me, and said word by word: "I want to get you back again, I want to marry you, I don't want to be with other men by your side, I think I will always have you in my later life, in short, I am serious." ”

His eyes are very good-looking, and now they look more like the crystal clear water of the lake in the deep mountains, and the fact that such a pretending person has instantly become very close to the shore makes me feel a little suddenly that all those gunsmoke scenes have been imagined by me these days.

I'm so unproductive.

I'm still sad.

All these days, I have been admonishing myself to be very cold in the face of him, I don't want to be the poor man who hugged his thigh and asked him with tears in his eyes why he left me, I want to raise my noble head too high, even if I am a loser, I must be like a proud queen, I am indestructible, so that he can no longer enter my castle.

I won't talk about the past, I won't ask about the past, I'll only stay for six months, and I'll leave him when I'm done, and I'm going to leave him with the most proud back, and I think this is the last dignity I can get for myself in front of him.

I'm actually so sad.

All my actions are just a sign of how much I evade and how much I care.

But even more sad is that I can never find a perfect reason to forgive him completely, to forgive a man who made my world fall apart.

And today, the saddest thing is that I am very unproductive.

I opened my mouth, I stared at him, and I finally had a look of nonchalant on my face that was turbulent inside. The voice became softer and softer: "Hehe, you want to marry me?" Then why did you share it with me three years ago....? “

Before I could say the word "hand", Lin Zhicheng's phone rang suddenly.

He snapped it all at once, but I still saw the words "Sun Qianqian" with the peripheral vision of my eyes.

Hehe, it turns out that they are still in touch.

My heart was cold all of a sudden, and I directly felt that I was a little bored just now, so I put away my little emotions, recovered my indifference, and looked at Lin Zhicheng indifferently holding the phone in his hand.

What made me especially reluctant to talk to him was that he was still staring at me, and he looked at me with a very innocent look and asked, "What did you just say?" I didn't hear clearly. ”

My slightly warmed heart was thrown back into the ice cellar, and I changed my cold expression and said, "It's nothing, I don't have anything..."

But I still didn't have a chance to finish the sentence, his phone rang sharply again, he picked it up and glanced at it, and then hurriedly said, "You have something to eat first, I have something to go out." ”

It was Sun Qianqian who texted him.

I didn't see the content, but I saw the name.

Just as my heart was knocked to a stone and sprinkled with salt, my heart became completely ruthless again, and I replied lightly: "Don't tell me about you, it's none of my business." ”

Lin Zhicheng's face was anxious, his brows furrowed at my words, but finally said lightly: "Let's eat, I'm leaving." ”

I especially hated the tone in his tone that once again treated me like an obedient little sheep, and as soon as he walked on the front foot, I threw the things he bought in the trash can with the back foot, and finally went to eat noodles nearby with a few colleagues from the administration department.

I don't know if I didn't have a good rest or what, the state has been bad in the afternoon, and the work that should be done has not been done well, and finally I was too lazy to sit there and mix the salary, so I wrote an email directly to the human resources department and asked for half a day off.

When I returned to the hotel, I just took the card to open the door, and Wu Kaiyu, who lived opposite, opened the door and came out, and he asked, "Why did you come back?" ”

I shook my bag casually and said lightly, "Sleepy, I'll come back to sleep." ”

Wu Kaiyu opened his door, and he followed me into my room and asked, "Are you uncomfortable?" ”

I didn't answer this question, but asked very jumpingly, "When will you go back to Zhanjiang?" ”

Wu Kaiyu was stunned for a moment, and he said, "The day after tomorrow." ”

I sighed, and said, "Okay, let's go have one in the evening." How about going to Soho. ”

His brow furrowed, and he said half-loudly, "It's okay." That, you can call out the vice president of Hongde last time and sit together, he is a good person. ”

I understood that he was referring to Zhang Lei, and then I said okay.

Who knows, when I went there at night, after Wu Kaiyu ordered a Hennessy of more than 3,000, Zhang Lei pretended to say that he and Chen Feiyan were now going to have a second child, and they had to quit drinking during this time, and they couldn't drink a drop.

So the whole wine was drunk by me and Wu Kaiyu.

Or maybe I drank more than half of it.

It feels a little fragmented, I don't even know that Wu Kaiyu went out to answer the phone, and in the end I don't know who sent me back to the hotel, in short, I slept so unsteadily this night, I have been chasing and running crying and howling, opening my teeth and dancing claws in all kinds of turmoil, but I can't make a sound.

In the middle of the night, I felt thirsty, so I fumbled with a splitting headache and turned on the bedside lamp.

As soon as the lights were turned on, I almost got sick and had a heart attack!

On the edge of my bed, there was a black human head, not moving!

I grabbed the quilt and reflexively screamed.

At this moment, the head moved, slowly raised, and he looked at me innocently, and in the hazy night, his expression was confused, and I could see his face clearly.

This person who is scared to death and does not pay for his life, the special one is Lin Zhicheng!

it! Can anyone tell me how he got to my room!

As soon as I lifted the quilt, I bounced off the bed, took a step back, glared at him and asked, "Why are you here?" ”

I really didn't know how to ask, and after drinking the broken pieces, I didn't know who sent me back, but I remember wandering along the way, someone was playing Eason Chan's song.

Asked by me, Lin Zhicheng stood up, fumbled and turned on the light in the room, and the light suddenly swept down into my eyes, I half-squinted, and finally pointed to the direction of the door and said, "You can go." ”

The alcohol was still in my head, I was still a little dizzy, my sanity had not fully returned to my body, and I was afraid that if I was not careful, I could press him to the ground and beat him again.

However, this pretending man didn't know that he was pretending to be forced to the end and suddenly took the wrong medicine and changed his sex, he ignored my words, but said to himself: "You're thirsty, right, I'll get you some warm water." ”

After he finished speaking, he turned and walked towards the side of the hall, I had wanted to follow him out, but I had a terrible headache, and after standing for a while, I felt like the sky was falling apart.

Eventually, I was defeated by the headache and rushed to sit down on the bed, so that my body could sit there steadily.

Lin Zhicheng quickly came over with water, he handed it to me, and said in a slightly cautious tone, "Drink some." ”

I looked at him suspiciously, always feeling a little uneasy and kind, but I was so thirsty, and finally I compromised and reached out and took a big sip of it, looking at the remaining parts of the cup, and holding it in my hand like this, it was very warm.

At this time, Lin Zhicheng pulled the computer chair over and sat in front of me, and said to himself: "Your mobile phone is turned off, I can't find you, so I have to come to the hotel to find it." When Zhang Lei sent you back, I happened to be at the door, so I asked him to go back first. ”

I groaned, got through the headache and said, "I know, you can go back first." ”

But Lin Zhicheng looked like he had taken medicine, he glanced at me, and said slowly: "I'm here, you're drunk, of course I have to take care of you." ”

Before I could answer, he continued, "I won't disturb you, I'll sit down in the hall." ”

After the reunion, I was used to seeing his pretending face, and now that he is like this, instead of being flattered, I am very dramatic.

What's more, when I thought of asking him why he broke up during the day, he not only didn't hear it, but also received Sun Qianqian's message in the middle of my sentence and left, which made me have no emotions to continue to remember the past with him at all.

After a headache, my face instantly turned cold, I stared at him for no less than thirty seconds, and finally I said lazily: "Your presence here is the biggest disturbance to me." It's not good for lonely men and widows to be in the same room, Mr. Lin, please go back, I can't rest well if you are here like this, and I will be late tomorrow. ”

Lin Zhicheng's face suddenly turned a little gloomy, his head suddenly lowered slightly, and after a while he said, "Zhou Mo, I really want to start over with you, I'm serious." I don't dare you accept me now, let's take our time this time and let me chase you. I just hope that you can give me a chance to compete fairly with other people. ”

I was stunned for a moment.

In my impression, Lin Zhicheng rarely bows to others.

Or let's put it this way, in my cognition, Lin Zhicheng has never bowed his head to anyone, even in the most stormy days of Hongde, he still looks invincible.

Glancing at him out of the corner of my eye, I suddenly felt a little sad.

But this sadness only lasted for a few seconds, because compared to the sadness he made me, I was overwhelmed by the heavy price I paid because of him.

Glancing at him, I said slowly, "I hope you'll let me go." ”

This is against my heart.

God knows how much I'd like to pounce on it, and God knows how long I'll have been waiting for this day.

But, God knows how much hope I have, how desperate I am.

I've been in hell for a while, my life has been reshuffled, my life has been reassigned, I have another soul.

I have not dared to fall in love again all these years, and I have seen that the black nature is more afraid of ghosts than ordinary people.

And the reason why I dare not fall in love is that I am a disabled woman, and I don't know if I will have such luck in my life that there will be another child in my body.

I saw a psychiatrist for almost a year before I woke up from that nightmare.

And now, the perpetrator of this is right in front of me, and I think he will disappear quickly, and after drinking, even if I am about to wake up, it will be difficult for me to control my emotions.

I'm afraid I'm going to explode again, I'm afraid I'm going to spread out the wound that I don't want to tear open again, and I'm going to put salt on it and seal it, and it's an ominous break in the epilogue of our so-called relationship.

But Lin Zhicheng, I don't know when he became stubborn, and he didn't know how to observe words and emotions at all.

He pursed his lips in front of me, as if he had been thinking for a long time, his hand suddenly put on my shoulder, he stared at me like this and said slowly: "But I don't want to let go anymore, I want to be with you, I want to have a family with you, I want to have a child with you, I want to have you in the days to come." ”

In his eyes, there is a school of sincerity and seriousness.

But I laughed.

He mentions anything, he mentions the child to me!

didn't shake off his hand, I stared at him like this, a little nervous, and a little sad: "You think, everything you want, is it in your heart, you can think whatever you want, if you want to break up, you can send a text message to dump me if you don't see one, and if you want to get back together, you will appear in the hotel where I live in the middle of the night!" Lin Zhicheng, is it in your heart, I, Zhou Mo, am so cheap, if you hook your fingers, I have to roll over with you, right! ”