A lot of things, almost will be good.

There was one person, almost together.

Sometimes, however, it can be a lifelong regret.

At the beginning, when Shiya met Chen Mo, it was when they were very young, Shiya was a transfer student, Chen Mo was too, Shiya's grades were good, and so was Chen Mo, but I didn't expect that they would have an intersection, and this intersection would affect Shiya's life.

It was the first half of 2004, and Chen Mo came to Shiya's class as a transfer student, the first class of six years.

Because he was about to graduate from elementary school, and the schoolwork was very heavy at that time, no one wanted to sit with his new classmates at all, especially at that time, Chen Mo's skin was a little dark, even more so.

The head teacher thought about it and could only let him sit in the last row.

Within a few days, Chen Mo's tablemate asked to change positions, so the head teacher had to call out to the class, saying, "Who wants to sit with Chen Mo?" ”

At that time, Shiya had been in this class for more than half a year, and knew that no one wanted to share a table with transfer students, unless you had particularly good grades, don't expect them to help you, which Shiya realized after the final exam of last semester.

Originally, she felt that it was the same no matter where she sit, so she raised her hand and said softly, "Teacher, I am willing to change positions."

With such a sentence, he began his career at the same table with Chen Mo.

Within a few days of sharing the table with Chen Mo, Shiya and Chen Mo formed a bond.

In a class, two people kicked each other under the desk, and then Chen Mo didn't sit down and fell to the ground directly. The teacher on the podium suddenly stopped and said sharply, "Chen Mo, what's going on?" ”

Chen Mo glanced down at Shiya, and said helplessly, "Teacher, I didn't sit still." ”

The teacher cupped his eyes and said, "Sit down quickly and take the class seriously." ”

When Chen Mo sat down, he found that Shiya was smiling profusely, and she didn't do anything wrong in the slightest.

Chen Mo was very unhappy, "It's funny? ”

Shiya smiled and replied, "This is because you didn't sit still, and it has nothing to do with me." ”

Although it sounded a little annoying, Chen Mo could only sigh helplessly.

Since then, the two of them have not known each other, and they got along quite well during that time, because Shiya was there, so Chen Mo quickly got acquainted with the classmates in front and on the right, and there were good buddies later.

In fact, strictly speaking, they were young at that time, but there will always be some good feelings between men and women, Shiya has a friend who started early love in the fifth grade, whether it was in that era or now, it is a proper early love, even these, sometimes that kind of good feeling will always be ambiguous.

It's just that that person happens to be you, while helping you, and at the same time opposing you everywhere, I just feel that you are different, whether in eyes or behavior, it is different for you, which will inevitably cause other people to coax.

Children, when they see such things all the time, they are very excited, and they want the whole world to know about them.

After sharing the table with Shiya for a while, Chen Mo began to slowly integrate into the collective, originally his grades were good, but after almost everyone in the class was wiped out in the Olympiad, Chen Mo actually did not participate in the room and directly trained with those students who participated in the Olympiad.

At that time, many people in the class thought it was incredible, and Shiya was surprised at first, but she knew that in fact, he had not done well all the time, but at the beginning because he came to an unfamiliar environment and did not adapt to it, so he didn't show it.

When he came back, it was obvious that the atmosphere between them had changed, Chen Mo was getting better and better, Shiya was still not slow, in the teacher's opinion, Shiya was a good student, and it was not a problem to go to a good junior high school, so it didn't take long for the head teacher to transfer Shiya to the front again, and changed Chen Mo to a gay table.

Making other students feel that their relationship is unusual is something that happens after changing seats.

Although Shiya is also excellent, Shiya has always felt that he can't be too embarrassed, otherwise it will really make him think that he is very powerful.

Once, Shiya's tablemate, who was also a girl, wanted to ask Chen Mo to borrow a book, but refused.

To say that Shiya is aware of her own feelings, and she can see at a glance the feelings of others, especially the series of dramas that happened in the fifth grade before, so she is more sensitive to those young feelings than others, she can see at a glance what the table means to Chen Mo, but she can't see through it.

It just so happened that Chen Mo's tablemate knew about it, and when he heard that Chen Mo refused to lend the book to Shiya's tablemate, he proposed to let Shiya borrow it, Shiya felt that she would also be rejected, and she didn't have much hope, but she didn't expect Chen Mo to really lend it to her.

Shiya finished reading it quickly, and when she was about to return it to Chen Mo, her tablemate specially said to help her return it, and threw it on Chen Mo's table, Chen Mo originally had a glass of water on the table, this one was thrown down, the water cup was overturned, and the water in it spilled out, wetting the book and other things on the table.

Shiya said apologetically, "I'm sorry, I don't think she meant it. Then he handed him a tissue.

Shiya was particularly embarrassed, originally she was going to return the book herself, so that this would not happen, and the people between them were all in good time, with an expression of waiting to see a good show.

Chen Mo said nonchalantly, "It's okay, it's not your fault, just wipe the water dry and blow it again, don't take it to heart." ”

Shiya has always been particularly sluggish with her feelings, and even avoided these.

She has always believed that love exists, but it doesn't happen to her because she doesn't want to think about emotional matters and doesn't want to be hurt.

The year passed quickly, and the ambiguous atmosphere wafted away.

Almost everyone thinks their relationship is not pure, except for Shiya herself.

Shiya has a classmate who has a good play, named Zhai Meng, they always go home together after school every day, and Zhai Meng sits in front of Chen Da's right, and sometimes I hear those boys discussing Chen Mo and Shiya.

Once, Zhai Meng told Shiya on the road, saying, "You know what? Those men are all saying that there are pink bubbles between you and Chen Mo, do you also like Chen Mo? ”

Chen Mo's achievements are also handsome, except for some dark skin, there are no other shortcomings.

Shiya choked on saliva suddenly, "What do you call this, maybe others like it, but I won't." ”

Because she doesn't want to talk about feelings, she can be friends with him, but there will be no emotional entanglements.

Zhai Meng was puzzled and asked, "Why?" I think you guys are quite worthy, I think Chen Mo is very good to you. ”

Later, after a long time, Shiya realized that what she missed was not only a beautiful period in her youth, but the love of her life.

People are like this, they have opportunities at their fingertips, but they don't know how to cherish them, and only after losing them do they realize that they are actually very important.