To tell the truth, at that time, Shiya didn't hate Chen Mo, just because of the coaxing of her classmates, and her family life was also extremely stressful at that time.

Shiya was originally going to school in the countryside, four sisters and brothers in the family, from childhood to adulthood, her parents were under great pressure, when she was a child, Shiya had wanted to buy a reference book, and the family couldn't get a penny, and the teacher said that she wanted to take the exam, so she squatted in the open space in front of the office, copying the test paper word by word.

When the teacher talked about the key points of the materials, Shiya quickly copied the book word by word, so that later in high school, Shiya was able to easily keep up with the teacher's speed.

Later, when she came to the city after the end of the fifth grade, her family's economic conditions were not good, and when she came to the city, her three children were studying, and the eldest of the family had gone out to work for more than half a year, and the tuition fees in the city were expensive, so the family life was even more poor.

So, she went to school during the day, and when she came home at night, she began to help the family earn money.

While studying, she works part-time, which makes Shiya not have too much time to think about the relationship between her children and daughters.

Therefore, Shiya told Zhai Meng without any hesitation, she said, "What I want now is to study hard, go to a good university in the future, find a good job, and earn money to reduce the burden on my family." ”

Zhai Meng asked her, "Then don't you believe in love?" Don't you plan to get married in the future? ”

Shiya stopped, was stunned for a moment, and said, "I believe in love, but I don't think love will happen to me." ”

She is not pessimistic, but she is unable to accept the contradictions brought about by the trivialities in the family, then quarrels with each other, and then approximates strangers, just like her parents.

Shiya has a cousin Satoshi, who is a year younger than her, so he is also the first level above her, and she always calls him Green Onion.

Green onion is a typical person who can play well and everyone can play well, and his grades are not too good, but he is a person who can speak in the student union.

At that time, Shiya's grade was about to graduate, but she still couldn't avoid the normal inspection of the student union, such as whether she wore a red scarf, the hygiene of the classroom, and so on.

Green onion often went to Shiya's class to check, so the two of them inevitably had a small fight, and later it evolved to the point that you ran and chased me on the road after school.

Who knew that Chen Mo happened to see it, and his face was even darker at that time, and he didn't know if it was because of what the classmates around him said, or because of Shiya. Later, Zhai Meng also told Shiya about it.

One day after school, it was raining that day, Zhai Meng and Shiya shared an umbrella, because Zhai Meng didn't bring an umbrella, so Shiya sent her home.

Zhai Meng asked, "Who is that boy?" I saw that Chen Mo and the others talked about him, as if they had misunderstood something. ”

"My cousin." Shiya understood who she was asking, but she didn't expect her to say that they had misunderstood, and at that time she thought, it's better to misunderstand, so that they don't mess around.

Zhai Meng sighed and said, "Although I know your thoughts, if Chen Mo is what you call love, and now you miss it, won't you regret it in the future?" ”

"Regrets?" Shiya frowned, she didn't know what regret was at that time, because she had been running away.

Zhai Meng looked at her very seriously, "If you are just running away, then you will definitely regret it in the future, what kind of person Chen Mo is, I don't believe you don't know." ”

"But Zhai Meng, don't forget our current age, we should focus on learning now." At that time, Shiya's heart was to study hard and work hard to earn money.

However, after a long time, she really regretted it, in the thousands of worlds, she really can't find someone like Chen Mo anymore, she can accompany you crazy and make trouble with you, you can wait silently, she got good results, he was happy for her, seeing the smile on her face, he was happier than her, completely forgetting that this time he lost.

Fifteen years later, Shiya remembers the picture most clearly, that mock exam, at that time, few people in the class could get a full score, and the teacher of that exam was very important, Shiya got a full score.

When standing on the podium, her gaze swept over Chen Mo's body and noticed the smile on his face, as if he was proud of her.

She quickly looked away, looking down a little awkwardly.

With Chen Mo's results, she couldn't believe that he didn't get a full score.

But he didn't get a perfect score, but he seemed to be very happy.

As the time of graduation approached, the students in the class began to consider which junior high school to choose, and at that time, the choice of junior high school was to fill in the application by themselves, and then see if the school of choice was willing to accept it, and then take the entrance exam after acceptance, and then stay in the school of choice after passing.

Shiya chose the fifth middle school in the city, because with her family's situation, she can only be guaranteed to go to the fifth middle school, while Chen Mo chose the third middle school in the city, and the vast majority of people in the class will choose the third middle school, as soon as the third middle school is close to their primary school, it is separated by a road, on the other hand, if the students of their school are promoted to junior high school, they can directly enter the third middle school, which can be said to be directly promoted.

Zhai Meng also chose the third middle school, when she learned the answer from Shiya, Zhai Meng was obviously a little lost, she and Shiya have known each other for a short time, but the relationship is very good, and she really wants to continue this relationship until junior high school, or even later.

"Shiya, why did you choose the fifth middle school?" In her opinion, although the fifth middle school is after the third middle school, the teaching level is much higher than the third middle school, and there are far more people entering the key high school every year than the third middle school, so relatively speaking, the fifth middle school is also relatively difficult to enter, and few people in the class will choose this high school.

Shiya's expression was solemn, if she had other choices, she would not want to choose No. 5 Middle School, too far from home, although there is a bus, but due to the environment at home, the bus is too luxurious, she can only walk to school, so that the time spent on the road will be much more.

She said, "I don't have a choice, if I want to go to junior high school, I can only go to No. 5 Middle School, where our family has acquaintances who can allow me to go to school smoothly." ”

Of course, this is not a back door, zero years, urban middle schools have extremely harsh conditions for foreign children, or children from the countryside, if it is not an urban hukou, you must have a house in the city at home, the housing price at that time is not too high, hundreds of square meters, but Shiya's environment is not good, she can't afford to buy a house at all, if she wants to continue studying, she can only find acquaintances, exempt from the restrictions of urban hukou or housing.

Zhai Meng didn't know much about the environment of Shiya's family, only knew that the environment of her family was not too good, so she didn't say much, but she still felt regretful, she said, "Chen Mo also chose the third middle school, in this way, won't you see each other in the future?" ”

Shiya didn't speak, feeling a little lost in her heart, she didn't know what the reason for this loss was. If there is a choice, who wants to have a fixed path.

Zhai Meng was worried that they would not meet again, so that they might never have a chance again, knowing that there was no choice, he could only secretly make up his mind to help them continue to contact.

On the day they finished the last exam, Chen Mo didn't look very happy, because he wouldn't be able to see each other soon, he waited for Shiya to turn back, but Shiya never looked back.