Or maybe things in this world do sometimes fall out like this, and the saying that you are negative is not funny.

In short, all of this makes me very sad to mention.

The good news came in mid-June.

Yang Qiao, who has not been in contact with us for so long in Zhanjiang, has been discharged from the hospital, she took the initiative to contact Lin Zhicheng to make peace, saying that she would return the last handle about me in her hand to us, and Lin Zhicheng needs to pay 15% of Hongde shares for this.

The fact that I was pregnant had already made Lin Zhicheng smile from ear to ear, and Yang Qiao's acceptance of the reconciliation could be regarded as the end of his heart disease, he was crazy with joy, and asked me to book a ticket back to Shenzhen as soon as possible.

Originally, I liked the slow-paced life in Zhanjiang, and I wanted him to go back alone, but he felt that he didn't feel at ease not to take me with him, so he went all the way.

We took the car at 11 o'clock in the evening, and it was already 6 o'clock in the morning when we returned to Futian, and the genius was bright, and he took care of me, carried all the luggage on his body, and insisted on holding me with one hand, I thought he was too naïve, just a little way, as if he was afraid that I would fly.

If I had known that this was our last shred of tenderness, or that I should not have pretended to dislike him at this point.

But I don't know, just as I don't know why a good life is once again reaching out to me.

When I returned home, Lin Zhicheng carefully and gently helped me make the bed and let me sleep for a while, saying that he would solve the problem first, come back at noon to cook for me, and take me to Dameisha in the afternoon to surprise my grandmother on the spot.

When I woke up, Lin Zhicheng had already gone out, he bought milk for me, put it on the coffee table, and pressed a strip, saying, "Wait for me." ”

I smiled sweetly, put down the note, stroked my stomach and drank the milk, turned on the TV and clicked on a random channel to watch it.

I didn't dare to watch my favorite horror movies anymore, for fear that prenatal education would not be good, so I also chose a children's channel without Lin Zhicheng's supervision.

I was really surprised by the arrival of this child, I kept stroking my stomach when I was looking at the big gray wolf and said: "Give us the doll to see the joy of the baby, and come out smart and smart in the future, smarter than your father." ”

In the past, I categorically couldn't say such things, probably because of motherhood, which allowed me to release my hypocrisy to the fullest.

Just then, a doorbell rang outside.

I walked over and saw Lin Zheng standing in the doorway inside the cat's eye.

Even if I don't like him anymore, he is Lin Zhicheng's father, so I hesitated for a moment and opened the door for him.

He glanced at me, sniffed my nose again, and said with a look of disgust: "Your house has been unoccupied for several months, and there has been a burst of mildew, go down and say, I have something to look for you." ”

I had been fixed there, but all of a sudden he said fiercely, "I have something to look for you!" No matter how good you are, you are also my daughter-in-law! ”

As soon as I heard this, I felt that it was the same, and I would have to live a life in the future, and I couldn't see Lin Zhicheng and his father like enemies.

So I turned around and came back to pick up my phone and followed him directly to the elevator down to the first floor.

At this point, the people who do the morning transportation have already finished work, and the people who went to buy vegetables have not come out yet, and the whole community garden is relatively lonely.

And Lin Zheng kept walking forward with a calm face, and I followed all the way, anyway, the air is good, so I should take the baby in my belly out for a walk.

Probably because of my calmness that annoyed Lin Zheng, he stopped beside the pool and said in a questioning tone: "Do you know that Zhicheng wants to give 15% of Hongde's shares to Yang Qiao?" ”

That's why we came back to Shenzhen, and of course I know.

So, I nodded.

Lin Zheng didn't know where the anger came from, the green tendons on his neck fluffed up slightly, and his tone suddenly became fierce, he said, "You know you don't stop him!" I've spent a lot of money on that mess before! Now you still have to take the money to post it! Why did Zhicheng marry such a loser as you! ”

I thought to myself why didn't he go to Lin Zhicheng, he wanted to come to me to make trouble, but since he came, it wasn't a matter if I didn't answer, so I thought about it and said, "Mr. Lin, you should call Lin Zhicheng about this matter, this is his decision." ”

It is estimated that in Lin Zheng's opinion, money is really more important than anything else, as soon as he heard my words, his eyes widened wider than just now, as if he was going to eat people, he glanced at me fiercely, and said in disgust: "What do I call Zhicheng to ask!" All the problems are on you! Since Zhicheng has been with you, there has not been a smooth day! I didn't make a lot of money, but it flowed out like running water, and I couldn't stop it! ”

The more he spoke, the more excited he became, his hands danced a little, and I was asked to pay attention to it because the doctor said that the fetus was stingy in the first three months of the examination in Zhanjiang, and I was afraid that Lin Zheng would accidentally push it, so I hurriedly took a step back.

But what I didn't expect was that I had just gained a firm foothold, so Lin Zheng reached out and pushed me hard, and said fiercely while pushing: "My son has been instigated by a woman like you!" It's infuriating to not distinguish between right and wrong! And you, just by you, dared to beat me last time! ”

It was at this moment that I was caught off guard and fell towards the pool next to me.

I subconsciously tried to stabilize my abdomen with both hands, but because one leg was hanging on the guardrail of the pool, and the other leg was split on a large pebble, the pain poured all over my body like a fire, I didn't care about scolding Lin Zheng, I used the only remaining strength to protect my stomach, in vain I tried to carefully shrink my legs back, but the crystal clear water turned into a shallow and faint blood in an instant.

And Lin Zheng, who pushed people, he was completely stunned there, and my despair and resentment dominated me and yelled at him with my last strength: "Send me to the hospital!" ”

I certainly didn't faint in pain, I certainly fainted in despair.

When I woke up, there were still needles on the back of my hand, and the potions were delivered into my body through a long tube, and I saw a shocking whiteness, and then I saw Lin Zhicheng and Mrs. Lin sitting on the edge of my bed with a grim expression.

I opened my mouth, I felt that my throat was smoking, I was so thirsty, I wanted to pull out the needle to drink water, so I said: "Lin Zhicheng, I don't take a drip, the potion is not good for the child, I want to pull it out and drink water." ”

After I finished speaking, before Lin Zhicheng nodded and agreed, I wanted to pull those needles blankly, but Lin Zhicheng held my hand down, and he hugged me fiercely, his voice must have been pretended, so gentle and calm, he said: "Zhou Mo, we haven't had enough of the world of two, it's too early to have a child." We are still very young, and we are bound by children, how can I take you to the end of the world. Didn't you say you didn't go to a lot of places you wanted to go? After a while, shall we go? ”

But such relief has not helped.

I was so desperate.

I just want to be a normal mother, I just want to have my own child, I can have a child who can hold him in my hand, make him laugh, watch him grow up, listen to him call my mother, watch him laugh, watch him cry and jump around! But why, why!

This hope was originally built on disappointment, it was too hard-won, but when it came, someone tore it apart and destroyed it in front of me, and my life that I thought I could fill was once again shriveled into nothingness.

What a cruelty it was that broke my heart!

I've never been so desperate!

What path did I take?

I'm constantly fighting monsters on the road, but I'm just escalating my self-righteousness, in fact, I've been sadly standing still until I'm inadvertently knocked down again by life.

I don't have the courage to come back to life with full blood.

I took off Lin Zhicheng's hand in disgust, I was even a little disgusted with myself, I quickly pulled off the needle and fell down hard, regardless of the blood coming out of the place where the needle was pricked, I just crawled out of bed quickly, but when I couldn't walk a few steps, I squatted down like a madman, hugged my shoulders in a defensive posture, and cried.

My tears almost made a Yellow River, and I felt like I was the saddest person in the world.

In my belly, there have been two children!

The first one, who was strangled in a dim alley for almost three months, was strangled in a dim alley, and could do nothing but build him a small graveyard in the depths of her heart, but my poor mother could do nothing to protect him.

And now, I thought that I had finally been reborn, that I had finally become the kind of invincible person, but after all, I still couldn't protect my second child.

They floated through my life for a while, and before I could even taste more of the joy of motherhood, they quietly left.

I knew I couldn't anger Lin Zhicheng, but I was on the verge of collapse and put all my anger on him.

So, when his hand was on my back, I wanted to shake it off even if I cried bitterly, and I glared at him with tears in my eyes, "Don't touch me again!" I beg you to stay away from me, when I beg you! Your ex and your stepmother lost my first child, and your dad lost my second child! They're all my life! I owe you something in my last life! I owe you something! What do I owe to you, so I have to pay you back like this in this life! Returned again and again, again and again! ”

And how selfish I am, how cruel I am.

When I yelled at Lin Zhicheng, I forgot that the child was not only mine.

Lin Zhicheng's hand on my back stiffened, but he quickly hugged me with heavier force, and his tears also fell, he said: "Zhou Mo, calm down, calm down, let's calm down, we are still young, we will have children later, we are not in a hurry." ”