Shiya came home and squatted on the ground, she was such a coward, no wonder she couldn't grasp happiness.

She let the tears flow uncontrollably, how could she not expect someone to accompany her after being alone for a long time? Besides, she's not unimpressed.

If you cry in the dark for a long time, you will become more and more lonely, as if you are the only one among thousands of people.

Shiya didn't know how long she cried, but she became more and more conscious, she wiped her tears, turned on the computer, and decided to write down the final ending.

At first she thought of two endings, but she wanted to give them a perfect ending, and now that she thinks about it, how can it be perfect?

Therefore, she still plans to write down two endings according to her original idea:

In the first ending, Shiya secretly left Jiangcheng after learning that Chen Mo was going to get married.

She never saw Chen Mo again, and a year later she heard that he had a child, and the family was happy. But she was alone, nothing.

Then, after all, there was something wrong with her body.

The hospital is full of people and hurry, and this is the place where life first comes and where life ends. On this day, the hospital was dead and dead, the sky was overcast, it seemed that heavy rain was coming, and the air pressure was terriblely low.

She held the diagnosis report in her hand, and the words of the doctor were repeated in her ear word by word, "Shiya, I'm sorry, the tumor has worsened and spread to the lymph, and there is no point in surgery." ”

She smiled bitterly, and suddenly saw a familiar figure, she blinked, and saw Chen Mo standing a few steps away from her, there was a woman beside him, and a little girl, very small but very cute, he looked at the big and small around him gently, "Think about what we will eat later?" ”

After speaking, he squatted down and picked up the little girl, and the other hand held the woman, and the family was happy, but he didn't see her at all.

But she walked over anyway, and she saw him very happy, as if there were only them in her eyes. This is the person she has not been able to let go, right in front of her, good to another person.

She...... Inadvertent misses are really a lifetime.

Shiya pinched the diagnosis report, her vision became more and more blurred, and she only felt that the strength in her body seemed to disappear suddenly, before she lost consciousness, she seemed to see him turn around, did he see her and recognize her?

In the second ending, Chen Mo sat on a wicker chair with a cup of coffee, waiting for the sunrise to rise, waiting for his wife and daughter to wake up, and waiting for life to move on.

He looked at the sea, breathing deeply the breath of the sea breeze that came from the depths of the sea. He looked into the distance, the flowers of all colors, the yacht fluttering with the waves, a seagull startled by the waves.

A hand fell on his shoulder, soft and warm, Chen Mo turned around, "Good morning!" Shiya said.

Shiya looked at him, rubbing her sleepy eyes, curious to know when he got up.

"Why didn't you sleep a little longer?"

Shiya shook her head, and it was getting harder and harder for her to sleep deeply.

"I don't want you to be too tired."

"I know, I'm not tired."

Chen Mo smiled, rubbing Shiya's hair, "Look." He whispered to her, gesturing to sea level, "The sun is coming out soon, and that's new hope." ”

"Hope?" Shiya wonders if she can still believe in hope? Is there any hope for her?

"Well, every day with you is full of hope."

Chen Mo took Shiya into his arms.

It's for this, Shiya wants to say to him, it's for this that she and I will continue to insist.

In order to keep you hopeful, in order to keep you happy.

The next day, Shiya's homepage completely fell, although they actually knew that this novel would be a tragedy, but they never wanted to make them snot and tears, and after reading it, they always felt extremely distressed.

Shiya has never given up hope, she has always wanted to have happiness, initially to wait for Chen Mo, but then finally met him, never thought that the ending would be like this.

"Great, judging from the ending, the Chen Mo that Shiya saw earlier is not the person she saw when she was a child, is it? And she didn't get together with that person, Shiya in this ending is too pitiful. ”

"You are stupid, the second ending seems to be a happy ending, but it faintly reveals that Shiya's happiness is not long-lasting, so on the whole, it is best for Shiya to relapse and may not be able to last until the end."

"But Dada, why can't you give Shiya a good ending?"

"I think this is the best ending, for Shiya, she is obsessed with the past teenager, and she doesn't dare to look for other happiness, this is a big reason from the influence of the family on her, in other words, this is more of a wake-up call, but when we become fathers and mothers, we must give our children a good spiritual living environment, so that they will be happier in the future."

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No matter what people left their opinions, Shiya didn't look at it, she was already tired and had just fallen asleep in the morning.

When Ke'er saw the final chapter, she hurriedly called Xiaomin, who was still asleep, and before she was awake, her mobile phone rang.

"Xiaomin, didn't you ask me yesterday if there was anything wrong with Shiya?"

"yes, what do you remember?" When Xiaomin heard this, she immediately came to her senses.

Ke'er pursed her lips and said, "Just go and see the final chapter released by Shiya." ”

"Okay, don't hang up yet." Xiaomin grabbed her hair, hurriedly opened the webpage, searched for her novel, the latest update at three o'clock in the morning, and then finished the novel, she clicked on it and opened it, always feeling that something was wrong, but she couldn't remember it.

"Kerr, what do you want to say?"

"Xiaomin, don't you know that Shiya had surgery three years ago? I watched the ending and thought of something very important. ”

"What's the matter?" Xiaomin's mind was still a little chaotic.

"Is it that her previous surgery has recurred? That's why something is wrong with her. ”

When Xiaomin heard this, with her understanding of Shiya, it was true that if there was a recurrence of the operation, she would definitely not accept Chen Mo's kindness, especially if the situation was unclear.

She thought about it, and after hanging up Ke'er's phone, she called Chen Mo, "I know why Shiya rejected you?" ”

"It's not that she doesn't feel for you, it's not because of anything else, it's because of her body." Xiaomin said, "You knew about Shiya's surgery three years ago, and it seems that it has relapsed now, and I don't know what the situation is now, so I will refuse you, because I don't want to drag you down." ”

"What did you say?" Chen Mo looked surprised, he thought of what Teacher Zhan said to him a few days ago, Shiya's surgery three years ago was originally very serious, he thought there would be no problems, but now it doesn't seem to be the case.

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