Chen Mo grabbed her hand into his palm without hesitation, and when he saw her, he raised his head in surprise and spoke word by word, "Shiya, do you remember what I said at the reception?" I'm serious, and ......"

He was about to continue, when suddenly his phone rang, and he frowned and stepped aside apologetically. Shiya looked at his back, with mixed emotions, what did he want to say? Is it to tell her that he won't get back together with his ex-girlfriend?

Not long after, when Chen Mo came back, the waiter also brought the food up, and Shiya still lowered her head, so that people couldn't tell what she was thinking about in the past few minutes.

Chen Mo asked in a very soft voice, "Are you hungry?" Eat it. ”

Shiya glanced at the dish he ordered, which suited her taste, and there was a faint feeling of emotion in her heart, but whether he had a girlfriend or not, she had no way or could not accept it.

She didn't pick up the chopsticks, she didn't even say a word, as if she didn't want to say anything now.

Chen Mo sandwiched some dishes for her, and said again, "I don't have a girlfriend, but I once had a crush, it always makes people feel the wonder of fate, I was still young at that time, I didn't understand anything, but I suddenly saw a person, and I felt how good it would be if she had been by my side, but unfortunately, later, we were in different schools, and this time it was several years, and this was the only person who appeared in my heart." ”

"Chen Mo." Shiya interrupted him suddenly, her voice a little low, "I...... You don't have to tell me this......"

She didn't say any more, she got up and ran out.

Many, many years later, Chen Mo always blamed himself when he remembered what happened this year, in fact, he should have told her everything, and he wouldn't have let her taste the bitter cup alone for so long.

If he had known what had happened to her, if he had told her his heart earlier, wouldn't he have let her suffer so long?

He looked at her back, and couldn't calm down for a long time, she ...... Is this a rejection of him?

After Shiya left, she didn't go back to Dukou, but came to the flower shop, where Xiaomin was tying a flower basket and was stunned when she saw her.

Before she could ask what was going on, she saw that Shiya was already in tears, and at this moment, she was like a very aggrieved child, crying very heartily.

Xiaomin stopped what she was doing, put the flower aside, and sat across from her, "Shiya, what's going on?" ”

At this moment, Shiya only felt extremely sad.

When she saw Chen Mo walking in front of her, he was actually very afraid of letting her see her embarrassment, at that time she hoped that no matter when he saw her, she would be confident and flying, she was too strong, and she didn't want anyone to see her weakness at all.

Watching his back gradually disappear from sight, there seemed to be his unique breath in the breeze, she squatted quietly in the corner, pursing her lips.

The next day, when the others mentioned that they were passing by on that road, Chen Mo lowered his head and just said nonchalantly, "Next time you have a chance, go again." ”

That day, Shiya didn't even have the heart to listen carefully, thinking about it, thinking about his shallow smile, thinking about his sudden glance.

He...... Actually, I saw her.

It's just that he didn't say it, and he didn't want anyone else to say it.

He said that next time he had a chance, he would go again, did he still want to see her again?

However, there was never another time, and not long after, she moved, and then she lost contact with him completely.

Shiya didn't say anything, and left after spending some time at the flower shop.

Xiaomin was worried about her situation, so she called Chen Mo and talked about it, "Chen Mo, what happened to the two of you, why does Shiya look sad?" ”

Chen Mo was originally in a bad mood, Shiya didn't say anything, and didn't give him a chance to say, as soon as he heard Xiaomin's words, he frowned, "She didn't tell you anything?" ”

Xiaomin nodded, "I asked her, she just cried vigorously and didn't say anything, I didn't think it was right, so I called to ask you." ”

Although Shiya didn't say anything and made him very frustrated, when he heard her crying, he immediately felt extremely uncomfortable in his heart, and said in a deep voice, "Where is she now?" ”

"This ......," Xiaomin bit her lip, "I don't know, she didn't go back to the store, maybe she went home." ”

After hanging up the phone, Xiaomin thought about it and walked next door, she wanted to ask them if there was anything wrong with Shiya recently.

Chen Mo thought for a long time, picked up the phone, put down all the work today, drove to Shiya's apartment, and as soon as he arrived downstairs, he saw her walking over in despair, thin and weak, as if a gust of wind could blow her away.

He quickly stepped out of the car and reached out to support her, "Is there something uncomfortable?" ”

Shiya was stunned and hurriedly took a few steps back, "I...... It's okay. ”

"Shiya." He grabbed her arm.

Shiya lowered her head and said nothing, as if when she faced him again, she had nothing to say, but in fact, it was not like this at all.

She bit her lip and said in a terrifying indifferent tone, "Seth, you go, I don't care what you think, but we are people of two worlds after all, and we can be friends, this is already the best result." ”

Shiya. Chen Mo frowned and sighed helplessly, "Then do you know what I think about you?" ”

Shiya doesn't want to think about anything now, she just wants to go home and sleep well, what else is she looking forward to now? What else can you expect?

From the time she knew her physical condition, she was still looking forward to it, but at this moment, she didn't even have the last expectation left, because she had never been a person with no future.

Originally, if everything was not broken, she could still say to him, do you want to try to have a relationship? But now, it's a luxury.

Shiya remembered what Zhai Meng said to her, if you don't try to capture happiness, how do you know if it will belong to you?

"I don't know, I don't want to know, let's leave it at that."

Chen Mo is helpless, this woman thinks about refusing whenever she wants, does she just want to die alone and grow old?

He still maintained the posture of supporting her, and even if he wanted to be her support, he looked at her intently and whispered, "I don't want to miss out on this." ”

Shiya was stunned for a moment, he said that he didn't want to miss it with her, but he didn't know anything at all, didn't know her condition, didn't know her, and didn't even know that her time was short.

There was some wetness in her eyes, if earlier, before today, maybe she would have accepted it without scruples, but now, if she would be a burden, she would not drag anyone down.

"Seth, we can't come together, we can't and won't have any relationship other than friends." Shiya lowered her head and said through gritted teeth.

Fate played a big joke on her, it turned out that the shoulder rubbing back then was not only missing a person, but also a lifetime of happiness, this is a punishment for her.

After saying that, she broke free from his grasp and hurried upstairs, not even daring to look back, for fear that she would not be able to control it.

Chen Mo looked at her back, he couldn't understand why she refused again and again, could it be that she hated him very much as before, but didn't she have a Chen Mo in her heart? What is it for?