I tilted my head and watched as his lips touched my skin, the tenderness in his eyes almost overflowing, and I stretched my fingers and played with his lips, "What if I want to walk alone?" ”

Xu Haochen held my fingertips, "I'll accompany you." ”

I withdrew my hand and sat back in my chair, "Go home." ”

Xu Haochen drove the car to a park not far from the Xu family's villa, in the winter night, the park was shrouded in a dim starry sky, bare tree trunks, a layer of frost, snow and dusty benches, everything had no scenery at all, and when he looked up, there was only a piece of fog.

Xu Haochen wiped the bench with the rag in the car and helped me sit down, the cold wind blew on my head, and the breath exhaled was almost condensed, I sat like that, Xu Haochen sat next to me, neither of them spoke, and the silent park was only the sound of the wind in my ears.

"Let's go back." Ten minutes later, Xu Haochen said.

I turned my head and stared at his misty face, "Do you know what it's like for me to be in your house every day?" ”

"That's our home." Xu Haochen said.

The corners of my mouth were hooked, and my voice was indifferent, "Let's get a divorce." ”

Silent.

A long silence spread across the vast park.

My eyes were fixed on a small grass that had long withered two meters away, the rhizome of the grass was almost out of the ground, and it would be swept away by a gust of wind at any time, as if my heart was also withering in Xu Haochen's villa until he died.

I said quietly, "You know, I'd rather you really don't have a house, a car or money, I'd rather we really just have an ordinary flash marriage, impulsive, or emotional, the two of us will never be lonely together, we will also fight wits and courage, we will also draw lines in bed, we will fight together on the street, we will slowly fall in love with each other, there will be our simple but happy wedding, and we will have our children." ”

Speaking of emotion, I raised my hand and stroked the corners of my eyes, my fingertips were a little wet, I swallowed the sourness in my throat, and continued, "Instead of being like now, you will investigate me for your sister, you will stun me with my hymen, you will send someone to test me, and at the same time you happen to fall in love with my friend, and you will gang rape my friend, and you will force my friend not to report the crime, not to seek justice for yourself." I always knew that your gentleness would not give too many people, but your cruelty has really hurt me and hurt my friends, because I have affected Yitong, and I can't let go of all the mustard and live peacefully with you. You are now a thorn in my heart, I don't want to see you, I don't want to talk to you, but you are still by my side every day, this thorn is getting deeper and deeper in my heart, and there will never be a day of healing. ”

Quiet.

A long silence permeated the air.

"Let's have a good baby first." Xu Haochen's lonely voice was hidden in the boundless night.

I know that this is already his biggest concession at this time, but I am not reconciled, "What about after giving birth?" ”

"You're the child's mother."

Xu Haochen's voice was low and heavy, like the riverbank after a thousand sails had passed, leaving a trace of dust.

I understood what he meant, and if I wanted a child, I would stay.

During the Spring Festival, Xu Haochen picked me up in the car despite my objections and accompanied his parents for the New Year.

Lafayette's face bloomed with a smile again, and he kindly took my hand to perform in front of my relatives, and the corners of my eyes provoked mockery, and in front of her, I didn't even bother to squeeze out a stiff smile.

In the second year of junior high school, Xu Ruolin returned to her parents' home.

Xu Haochen picked me up in the car again, and the car drove towards the Xu family's villa, my blurred vision looked out the window, "I don't have a home to go back to, I have no home for a long time." ”

Xu Haochen's home is not my home.

The car stopped slowly, and Xu Haochen took my hand, "As long as you are willing, I will give you a happy home." ”

I couldn't hold back my tears anymore, "I don't want to go to your house, can I?" ”

The car turned around, and Xu Haochen dialed a phone call and went out, telling Lafayette that we had something to do and would not go back.

"I want to go home." I say.

Xu Haochen's car drove towards the villa, took my things, and Xu Haochen drove me back to my hometown.

In front of his parents' graves, Xu Haochen knelt down, "Mom and Dad, I know I'm sorry for Yaoyao, but I really want to love her for a lifetime and take care of her for a lifetime. ”

I entrusted the house that Xu Haochen bought in my name to Zhao Yuwei's parents and asked them to help watch it be sold.

When I returned to my original home and opened my parents' photo album, I couldn't help but cry as I hugged the photos.

This is my only home, my home is just me.

Back in Anyi City, I don't want to talk anymore, I don't know what I'm thinking every day, the fetus is tossing in the belly day and night, and sometimes I can't even sleep well.

Xu Haochen said what was wrong in front of me, and what was wrong with what he did.

He still seized my papers, seized my mobile phone, and my landline and internet were still deactivated, and I was still in jail.

On the evening of February 28th, my stomach began to ache, Xu Haochen hurriedly sent me to the hospital, the wards and doctors that had been booked for a long time, no matter how luxurious the ward, no matter how professional the doctors, no matter how dedicated my husband was, they could not replace the pain in my body.

At 0:52 on March 1, a baby's cry woke up my facial expression, which had been silent for a long time, and I watched with soft eyes as the doctor wiped my child's body, "Can you let me see?" The most comfortable smile tugged at the corner of my mouth.

After a while, the doctor wrapped the child and held it in front of me, "Boys and girls? I asked.

"Boy."

Looking at my son who was crying loudly with a wrinkled face, the softest place in my heart was hit in a mess, this little thing is the continuation of my life.

Although there is a confinement lady and a nurse, Xu Haochen still takes care of me and the children very dedicatedly.

The wound in my stomach hurt so badly that I bit my lip and endured it, and the nurse came in and asked, "Does it hurt?" ”

"It hurts." I say.

"I didn't hear you scream."

"Bear with it." I say.

Xu Haochen hurriedly came over and moistened my lips with a cotton swab dipped in water, "Just call it out if it hurts, don't bear it." ”

"If you bring the child over and let me see it, it won't hurt."

Xu Haochen hurriedly picked up the child and put it beside me, my soft eyes stared at this little thing for a moment, but his wrinkled fingers were like the most beautiful flowers rippling in my heart.

I couldn't help but reach out and hold his hand, he began to cry, Xu Haochen hurriedly hugged the child, "You close your eyes and rest for a while, don't be too tired." ”

Lafayette is here, Xu Ruolin is here, and Fei Fei is also here.

They chattered about whether the child looked like me or Xu Haochen, "Such a big child can't see anything, and it will come out in a few days, like Haochen is good-looking, tall and big, white and chubby, he must be a handsome guy again." Lafayette said.

"If Xu Haochen is so perfect, what are you doing if you marry a daughter-in-law and have children?" I couldn't help but say.

"How do you talk, you look like my brother and you look good, what's wrong?" Xu Ruolin rushed out.

"If my mom was here, she would say that the child looks like me." Not to be outdone, I'm not to be outdone.

"Your mother is already dead." Galeries Lafayette roared.

I picked up the kettle on the bedside table and threw it out, "You put my son down for me." ”

It happened that Xu Haochen came in with porridge, and Lafayette said aggrievedly, "Can't I hug my grandson?" ”

A sneer appeared at the corner of my mouth, and tears flowed from my smile, "Who said that she wants her grandson to have a lot of women waiting to be born, not necessarily this in my belly." ”

Xu Haochen put the porridge on the bedside table, inserted the straw into the bowl, and handed it over, "Let's drink some porridge first." ”

I shook the bowl from his hand with all my might, "You bring my son to me." ”

The wound on my stomach hurt when I smashed the kettle, and now I waved a porridge bowl hard, and the wound on my stomach hurt even more, I couldn't help but grit my teeth and cry, "You know now that it's your grandson, when my mother died, I didn't see you show up politely, just a few days after my mother died, you came to me to ask for money, my mother died a long time ago, in order not to let me be killed, to protect me and the child in my belly died, how can it not be your turn to come to her after my mother died." ”

The more I spoke, the more excited I became, "Just for the dirty things your son did to me, I really don't have to worry about your family's money, and it's a shame for me that my son is your grandson." ”

Xu Haochen said helplessly, "Mom, Yaoyao has been in a bad mood these past few months, and when she is in a better mood, you can come again." ”

Lafayette was also unwilling, "Do I still need to look at people's faces when I hold my grandson?" ”

Xu Haochen was caught in the middle and was in a dilemma, and in the end, Lafayette was coaxed away by Xu Haochen's kind words.

After eating, Xu Haochen asked me, "I have already thought of a few names for the child, I used to see that you were in a bad mood, I didn't tell you, you see which one you like, if you don't like it, you come to pick it, it's okay to call it any name, he is our son." ”

"Is it okay for him to have a white name?" I say.

Xu Haochen's dim eyes stared at me for a moment.

After a long time, I said, "Is it okay for me to take him with me?" ”

Xu Haochen pulled the quilt on my body up, "Take a good rest." ”

"Bring the child here, I'm going to look at him."

"Okay."

A week later.

When I was discharged from the hospital and returned home, Lafayette would come over every day, and as long as I saw her, I was irritable, and as long as I heard her voice, I felt that the blood in my body was congealed together.

Xu Haochen changed the method to supplement my nutrition every day, and Xu Yunchang also came over every day, and when he picked up the child, the wrinkles on his face turned into a flower.

Xu Ruolin and Mu Bojun would also come over from time to time, and the cold and cold home suddenly became lively because of the arrival of the child.

It's just that my heart can't be warmed anymore.