I named my son "Xu Siqi", and on the day my son's name was on the household registration book, Xu Haochen came home, excitedly took out the household registration book from his arms, and half lay down beside me, "Yaoyao, now we are also a family of three." ”

I looked at him indifferently, "You stink so much, stay away from me." ”

Xu Haochen raised his arm and sniffed it, "It doesn't stink, did you just poop out of Qiqila?" ”

"Copper smells." I say.

Xu Haochen's eyes were gloomy, he hugged Qi Qi and put it in my bed, and said to Qi Qi: "Coax Mom, Mom is unhappy again." ”

I looked soft, raised my hand to caress Qiqi's face, lowered my head and kissed it, and heard a "click" in my ears. Xu Haochen came to my side and held his mobile phone in front of my eyes, "Look, you can also be very happy." ”

In the photo, I half-squinted my eyes, my expression was intoxicated, and my red lips touched Qi Qi's soft face, yes, I am also very happy, such a short moment of happiness was given to me by Qi Qi, and it has nothing to do with Xu Haochen, let alone the Xu family.

Qi Qi opened his mouth and cried, and I quickly untied my shirt and pressed him into my arms......

The night time is the hardest, Qiqi always wakes up and pees, although I only need to feed the baby, and I feel irritable when I listen to Qiqi's crying every night.

I haven't had a good night's sleep since I had Qiqi, and when I was in my arms, I was undoubtedly happy, and when I was just about to fall asleep and was woken up by his cry, I was also manic, and the days were in such a parallel of pain and happiness, tormenting day by day......

I will also lose my temper inexplicably, Xu Haochen will come back early every day, as long as I see him walk into the bedroom, I will put the quilt on my head and pretend to sleep, he will also tease Qi Qi to talk to me, I really don't bother to pay attention to him, so I stuff Qi Qi into his arms, "Take your son away, I want to sleep." ”

On the day of the full moon, many relatives came to the house, one by one holding the child and boasting that the child looked like Xu Haochen, Zhao Yuwei hugged the child, "Come to the godmother and hug, my godson is so handsome, these big watery eyes are carved out of the same mold as your mother." ”

Su Qiaoru said, "Qi Qi inherited all the advantages of his parents. ”

I glanced at Su Qiaoru, she was sleek.

Spring in March, the season of recovery of all things.

In the warm afternoon, I was stuffed into the car by Xu Haochen, he drove me to the suburbs to relax, accompanied by Qi Qi, the confinement lady and the nanny, I couldn't help but sigh, the cost of my travel has also increased a lot.

In the evening, Xu Haochen drove the car to Xu's house, when he just got out of the car, he heard a noisy cry in the house, and when we walked into the living room, Xu Yunchang was furious, Xu Ruolin wiped her tears in the corner of the sofa, Lafayette jumped and pointed at Xu Yunchang and roared, "My money was not given to others, I gave it to my daughter." ”

Xu Yunchang's trembling fingers pointed at Xu Ruolin, "My money is burned, and I won't give such a thing." After he finished speaking, he glared at Lafayette again, "Give her another penny, and you can go and live with her." ”

Seeing us coming in, Xu Yunchang glared at Xu Haochen again, "Don't think that I don't know that you also gave Ruolin money several times behind my back, and you have the ability to give her the entire Xu family." ”

When the words fell, Xu Yunchang's eyes glanced at Qi Qi in my arms, and walked over, his face was still stinky, but his voice softened a little, "Grandpa hug." ”

Xu Yunchang took Qi Qi and hugged him in his arms, "As far as my grandson is concerned, he won't make me angry." ”

In fact, every time I see Lafayette and Xu Yunchang holding the child and can't put it down, my heart is not a taste, if I want to leave, they will not give the child to me.

Xu Haochen is still holding my documents, he has returned my mobile phone, the landline and Internet at home have also been restored, and I can enter and leave the villa at any time, but I can't walk out of the gate alone with my children without him accompanying me.

One child slept soundly at night, I got up and went to the balcony, sat on the single sofa, and looked out the window at the night, my heart had drifted far, far away.

Xu Haochen didn't know when he quietly walked up to me, squatting down, his hands touching my knees, "What are you thinking?" ”

There was no light on the balcony, and in the dim night, I stared at his face, "It's okay to give me the child, I don't want anything, I just want the child." ”

"The child is yours." Xu Haochen said.

"I don't change his surname, I don't find him a stepfather, I'll take him alone, I can take him very well, you can also watch him at any time, okay?" I pleaded.

Xu Haochen caressed my cheek with his fingers, "My son, I have the responsibility to grow up with him, you are his mother, and you should accompany him." ”

Tears welled up in the corners of my eyes, "You know what I'm talking about. ”

"You know what I'm talking about."

The conversation ended unhappily.

When Qi Qi is 100 days, he can already occasionally turn over, Xu Haochen and I took him to the photo studio to take 100 days of photos, looking at Qi Qi who did not cooperate, Xu Haochen and I were in a hurry, we as new parents enjoyed every moment of our children's growth.

When the photographer motioned for us to take a family photo, the corners of my mouth drew a stiff arc, "I'm tired, don't take pictures." ”

Xu Haochen didn't say a word, holding Qi Qi with one hand and hugging me with the other, and a "family photo" was reluctantly photographed.

Coming out of the photo studio, Xu Haochen drove us to the mall to buy toys for Qiqi, at the entrance of the mall, there were hydrogen balloons selling pleasant goats, Xu Haochen walked over and picked a gray wolf and a red wolf.

Time seems to go back to the day we came back from our honeymoon, and on the two mirrors of the black Maybach, the red wolf and the gray wolf were flying against the wind.

When he got home, he tied the red wolf and the gray wolf to the sides of the bed.

Night.

Xu Haochen hugged Qi Qi, who had just been breastfed and asleep, to the small bed, he got into the quilt, put his long arm on my stomach, and I waved him away, "Don't touch me." ”

Xu Haochen leaned on me instead, "Do you remember that the gray wolf and the red wolf watched our live broadcast, and we continued to broadcast it to them." ”

I sat up and yelled, "Get out." ”

Xu Haochen glanced at Qi Qi on the small bed and covered my mouth, "Don't scare Qi Qi awake." ”

I wrenched his arm and grabbed the pillow from the head of the bed and put it on top of him, "Get out of here." ”

Xu Haochen was driven to sleep on the sofa by me again.

Two nights he climbed on top of me while I was asleep and was kicked by me.

Soon, when it came to the day when Xu Haochen and I got the marriage certificate, he and I have been getting the certificate for two years, which also means that Cheng Yitong's affairs have been in the past two years.

I used to want to call Cheng Yitong, but on the day Xu Haochen returned the phone to me, I didn't have the courage to press the string of numbers, I was afraid to hear her voice.

This night, Xu Haochen climbed into bed again, he kissed my lips, imagining the picture of Cheng Yitong being gang-raped, tears fell down his cheeks and flowed into his mouth, Xu Haochen kissed my eyes, "I won't do it." ”

I choked up, "I beg you, let me take Qi Qi away." ”

Xu Haochen was silent for a moment, "I'm just using Qi Qi to keep you, don't you know?" ”

I swallowed the slightest pain in my throat, "My heart has long since gone away." ”

"I'm waiting for you to come back."

A kite with a broken string may be able to be chased back to the ends of the earth, and a wounded heart may be buried by the wind and sand of time, but what if it dies?

"My heart is dead, and I can't come back."

Xu Haochen's voice was hoarse, "I can give you anything, except Qi Qi." ”

I was at a loss, and beat him with my hands like crazy, "Qiqi is my son, I was born in October, why don't you give him to me." ”

Xu Haochen hugged me tightly in his arms, "He is mine and yours." ”

"But I'm not yours anymore."

"You are my wife, the mother of my son."

Wow, Xu Siqi cried, I quickly jumped out of bed and picked up Qi Qi, I hugged Qi Qi tightly in my arms, "Qi Qi wants to be a mother, Qi Qi is okay to go with his mother?" ”

Little Qi Qi kicked his two calves in my arms and cried, and my heart was torn to shreds with the sound of Qi Qi's crying.

My hazy gaze met Xu Haochen's deep eyes, "I just beg you to give me Qiqi, I really can't live with you, I'll go crazy if I continue like this." ”

Xu Haochen blushed, "Why can't you think about my good side to you, do you know that I hold you in the palm of my hand and be the envy of Mrs. Xu, how many people are jealous, how many people hate, I don't hesitate to offend my mother and my sister, I don't hesitate to offend the Chen family, who has been friends with my father for decades, you always say that I am cruel, when have I been cruel to you, I have all my tenderness, and I hold my heart in front of you, have you taken a look?" ”

Xu Haochen began his speech again, "When I was twenty years old, my father had an accident, and I took over the company, why do you think a twenty-year-old hairy boy has come to the present step by step, in this world where everyone will worship high and low, why do I Xu Haochen make everyone admire me for three points?" He Boming is not cruel, he can give you love, he can give you money, but can he give you marriage, can he let you be the wife of the He family, even if he is divorced now, even if he can break through the pressure to marry you, will he let you do whatever you want in the He family, will he offend others for you?"

He Boming is my forbidden area, even if I know that what Xu Haochen said is the truth, but the scar in my heart was nakedly revealed, I still couldn't help but be annoyed and angry, "How I am with He Boming is our business, what does it have to do with you, I never thought of being Mrs. He." ”

The corners of Xu Haochen's mouth slowly hooked up a sneer, "Even if you want to do what Mrs. He did, he can only give you a bracelet, and he will marry someone else when he turns around, even if he is also paying attention to you, he is also sending someone to report your news at any time, he sees you changing boyfriends one after another, he clearly knows the pain in your heart, he doesn't dare to appear in front of you." What other men can give you and what they can't give you, I've given it to you, what more do you want? ”

I was stunned, no matter what, I never thought that He Boming would send someone to follow me, it turned out that I had always lived under the noses of others, whether it was He Boming's or Xu Haochen's.

I couldn't help but roar hysterically, "I don't want anyone, I don't want He Boming, I don't want you, can't I live alone with Qiqi?" ”

Love, the word is the greatest irony in my ears today.

"Nope." Xu Haochen coldly refused.

I pressed the crying Qi Qi in my arms, looked at Xu Haochen, gritted my teeth and said, "I won't leave him to you even if I jump off the building with Qi Qi in my arms." ”

Xu Haochen's eyes were clear, and his tone was indifferent, "Don't force me to be cruel to you." ”