Seeing her come out, her body was thin, she had always been very thin, so thin that he felt a little distressed, he knew that she had a bad stomach, and he also knew that she didn't eat meat much, it was not right to say that she was a vegetarian, and it was not right to say that she was on a diet, but her stomach was not good, just like him.

He pondered for a moment and said, "You've always been like this?" Isn't it too hard? ”

"Huh?" Shiya was puzzled, she frowned, "What do you mean?" ”

"I see that you are thin, it seems that a gust of wind can blow you away, it is normal for girls to love beauty, but you are not like this. I heard Xiaomin say that you have too many things to do alone, why don't you find someone to share it? ”

He hesitated for a long time to ask such a question, and now he finally asked it, why don't you find someone to share it? Is it because you haven't met the right person, or are you waiting? He looked forward to whether she would say that she was waiting for someone, or that she was still alone because she missed someone.

Shiya didn't know how to answer for a while, was silent for a while, and said, "Since I was a child, I have experienced the hardships of life earlier than others, because I felt like this too early, so I knew early on that I had no one to rely on except myself......

"You...... It's been a hard time! Chen Mo was suffocated in his heart, "Girls are cared for by their families, and when they grow up, they will have boyfriends, and they will be cared for by their husbands in the future...... You are alone, silently undertaking this, but it is self-evident that you want to work hard. ”

Shiya's eyes darkened, she also wanted someone to take care of her, but where was that person? There may be people who take care of themselves, so if you can't grasp some things, you are destined to be a pity.

Chen Mo pursed his lips and said, "Let's go, I'll send you back." ”

When she got home, Shiya finally couldn't help it, all the grievances that had accumulated in her heart ran out, and the tears that she had endured for a long time finally couldn't hold back.

Over the years, she has long figured it out, some likes to give up at the beginning, and it makes no sense to start again, but because she didn't catch it, she has regrets, and people have regrets, it's like embarking on a road of no return, and you can't get out of it when you step into it.

But she still left herself in her memory, and as for the person in the memory who was drifting away, it might be ...... No longer and no longer possible.

So she has never let go of herself, knowing that everything is impossible, but she is still deeply trapped in it.

Chen Mo watched her walk upstairs but didn't leave, he sat in the car, looking at the window, the lights inside were not on, would she feel sad?

Shiya rarely cried, she had long forgotten what it was like to cry, and she squatted in the corner in the dark.

Chen Mo sighed, she has been carrying it all the time, bearing everything alone, in fact, she is not happy, but she can't give up, she can only move forward, but this will only make her more painful, why? Why did she insist on being alone?

And what about him? Isn't it one person?

"Although Chen Mo has a successful career, he is also very good...... Chen Mo paused with Xiaomin's mobile phone, and the curvature of the corners of his mouth continued to expand, "But the person is actually very good, I know that you may have some misunderstandings about him, and feel that he is a cold person, as if he ...... Mobile refrigerators generally don't have any temperature, and they always have a poker face. ”

When Shiya received this message, she had just washed her face with cold water and sat on the bay window with a cup of tea in her hand, "Although I am not very familiar with him, I think many people may misunderstand him." ”

"What do you think about emotional matters? A few days ago, a friend went to your store to drink coffee, and when he talked about you, he said that he fell in love with you at first sight, fell in love at second sight, and knew that we were friends, so he had to ask him if he had a chance. This thing is actually his fiction, in terms of their current situation, the first thing to understand is her mind, he uses Xiaomin's mobile phone to talk about another person, he can know her thoughts about feelings, and at the same time, he can also know whether she will go on a blind date.

"Feelings are very complicated and very sacred, and I have witnessed many people who are like each other before they get married, and then they are strangers after they get married. Maybe it has something to do with my experience and personality, I look forward to having such a person, but I don't really believe in love. ”

Chen Mo pursed the corners of his lips, and the bitterness between his lips slowly spread, making his heart hurt slightly, "How do you know if that person will be the person you expect without trying?" ”

Shiya put down her phone, the expression on her face was a little sad.

yes, how can she know if it will be the person she expects without trying, but she knows very clearly that it is not, no one is him, how can it be the person she is expecting?

Over the years, she has heard and seen, there are so many emotional things, she doesn't want to change herself for a person, she doesn't want to make herself the kind of person she hates, and she doesn't want to find someone at random to verify the quality of her feelings.

It's just that when the person she was looking forward to would appear, she had no hope, but she still couldn't help but look forward to it.

Chen Mo glanced at the room with the lights on, and drove home.

He changed into loungewear and stood in front of the window, looking at the night scene outside, the city was so unusual to him, after graduation many people went to bigger cities, but he chose to return to the city and persevered all these years.

Liu Ziyan called, and he surprisingly had time to find him at this point.

"I was going to go to you for dinner tomorrow, to talk about the groundbreaking ceremony of my alma mater, and to say that it was a coincidence, but I heard something when I got together with a few friends from before me in the evening, and I thought you would be interested, so I couldn't bear it and called you."

"What's the matter?" Chen Mo raised his eyebrows, his voice was cold, "It's best that you have something very important, otherwise I don't mind slaughtering you tomorrow." ”

Liu Ziyan smiled and said, "I promise you're interested." ”

Chen Mo said indifferently, "Huh? ”

"I just heard the news of that Shiya, my friend said that she is now in Jiangcheng and opened a coffee shop, I know that you were interesting to her at that time, but unfortunately she didn't understand the amorous feelings, and now I think of you when I hear it, if you want to know other news about her, I can also tell you."

Chen Mo frowned, other people also knew about her, it seemed that someone would find her later and let her attend the party, which was not a good thing.

"I don't want to know." Chen Mo leaned against the window, he already knew about her, and he didn't need others to tell him at all.

Liu Ziyan was very surprised, he thought that he had never let go, but he never thought that he had thought too much, "Chen Mo, aren't you single because of her?" He always thought that Chen Mo was still a single person, just because he couldn't let it go.

Chen Mo subconsciously thought of Shiya, why is she still single?

"I ...... I haven't met the right person yet. He met it, but the man didn't know it.

Liu Ziyan looked thoughtfully at the group of classmates who were still drinking wildly, and sighed, "They said that she is single now, and she is always very indifferent when she asks about emotional problems, and I don't know if she has suffered too much emotional injury, or she has never thought about such a problem at all." I thought if you were single because she was single, you could get in touch at the next dinner party, and maybe you could get together. ”

…… Chen Mo was full of black lines, only feeling that these words were always inexplicably strange in his ears, and he didn't know what the person concerned would think.

Before he could react, Liu Ziyan continued, "There is one more thing, your former ...... Well, the woman who had a crush on you just returned to China, and she just asked me for your contact information, which seems to be unforgettable for your old love. ”

Chen Mo didn't take this to heart, except for one person, no one else was in his scope of consideration.