This matter was put aside by Chen Mo without turning a deaf ear, that girl, and she were two opposite people.

But he just loves her differently.

……

Shiya has never mentioned family matters, not that she has no family, but always breaks up unhappily, especially as she gets older, the forced marriage wars that many girls will encounter often occur.

Shen's mother called and asked her if she had a partner, while complaining that she had a second child of the same age as her, and those children younger than her would make soy sauce, and at the same time said which aunt and grandmother introduced her to a partner, so that when she would have time to go home.

Shiya thought about it, since she graduated from college, her family has urged her to deal with her and get married, sometimes she wants to ask, is it that she has been studying for more than ten years just to get married?

She knew that if this question came out, her mother would definitely come to say, what else can a girl do if she doesn't get married?

Shiya frowned, "I'm busy right now, 365 days a year, all year round......"

"It's busy, isn't it?" Shen's mother held back her anger and continued to complain, "Yesterday your cousin and girlfriend were brought home, and they should be engaged in a few days, and your high school classmate, I heard that she gave birth to her second child, and now she has both children and daughters, look at you again, the boss is not small, I haven't even talked about a relationship, I will be ashamed of your mother when I say it, if you don't come back this time, you won't have to come back later......"

When Shiya was very young, her parents often quarreled, and the cause was nothing more than trivial things, and there were several big night fights, and even once her mother ran away from home in anger......

Over the years, they have often quarreled because of big and small things, and it is difficult to see the scene of husband and wife respecting each other at all.

She didn't know if they loved each other when they got married, but they really didn't give in to each other over the years.

Some people say that when marriage comes to an end, it is often not a quarrel, but silence, even if it is once again, there is no word, but it is those who quarrel often that can last until old age.

However, love begins with sweetness, and marriage ends with a tired heart.

How many people who originally loved each other abnormally still described strangers in the end, she didn't want her future life to be like this, so she would rather be alone, even if she would be lonely and old, it would end up a lot of heart.

That has always become a scar in Shiya's heart, because of the quarrel between her parents, she competed with boys at a young age, and often said that boys' words were credible, sows would go up trees, or the world would be as black as a crow......

It is also because of this that she has never dared to open her heart, so she will miss it.

Before that, Shiya had fantasized that she would be the little princess of the family, the life that all children at that age looked forward to, but since then she has become extremely strong and full of thorns.

In the year of graduation, she could have stayed in that first-tier city to find a job, working 9 to 5, but because she didn't want to be too close to home, she resolutely went to the coastal city, far away from home.

Such a choice made her drift, bittersweet and salty, and she paid for everything.

No one wants to leave home, struggling to support alone, the outside world is beautiful, but it is also very helpless, she is outside and inside. Constantly hiding the brilliance on her body, she is no longer the dazzling morning star who walks in the forefront, it's not that she doesn't want to be high-spirited, it's not that she wants to be well-behaved and sensible, it's just that she has no choice.

Because of her abruptness, it will only become a burden, and no one wants to take the time to understand a dispensable person.

You want to have a foothold, you can not follow the crowd, but you have to be able to collect edges, after all, no one wants others to stand in their way.

And she understands that there is nothing reliable for her, except for herself.

She didn't expect to have an enviable marriage, and she just started a relationship casually, because she didn't look forward to it, so she didn't have it.

Wandering away for the New Year, she understands more and more that there is no need to change herself because of a relationship that will end at any time, on the contrary, she must make herself good enough to please herself in order to have a better tomorrow.

"I know all of this, but I'm not them." Shiya became more and more helpless, but she couldn't live according to other people's lives, and she didn't want to disrupt her own rhythm.

She was about to hang up the phone when Shen's mother stopped her.

"Shiya."

"Huh?"

"A few times ago, Fang Ya came back and asked about you, and it could be seen that he still didn't let go, as soon as he heard that you had opened a shop by the river, he said that he must go to the party, if you don't meet the right person, you might as well look around with him."

"I ...... And he couldn't be. Shiya sighed, Fang Ya was one of her blind dates, she had met twice, she felt that it didn't feel right, and rejected him after a short few months.

She hung up the phone and looked out the window, the sun was shining outside, but her mood was like being in an ice cellar.

Many things are reluctant, no matter how much others care about it, how dedicated they are, as long as the parties do not say anything, everything is in vain.

……

Shanshan walked in, looked at Kerr and said, "Xiaomin, that guy didn't come today?" ”

Ke'er shook her head, "I didn't see her in the morning, maybe I'll come later." ”

Shiya saw Shanshan come in, picked up the computer and walked into the kitchen, she was distraught and had to put it into the text, whenever this happened, she had a spring of thoughts, and she could always write no number in a short time.

There are Ke'er and Shanshan outside, and Ning Shan will prepare it after ordering, so she is relatively relaxed.

As soon as Shiya typed a large paragraph of text on the keyboard, the mobile phone that was placed next to her rang, and she looked at it and saw in a trance a person who couldn't call her at all.

She held the mouse's hand for a moment, hesitated for a few seconds before picking up the phone.

With a slight swipe, after connecting the phone, she heard the unusually cold voice, which made her body tremble, "I'm sorry to disturb you." ”

Hearing this voice, Shiya once again had an illusion, always feeling that the owner of this voice inexplicably coincided with the figure in her heart, and then she shook her head, how could it be him, she must have thought wrong.

Shiya was stunned for a few seconds and said, "Is there something wrong?" ”

"Didn't Xiaomin go to the flower shop today?" He softened his tone, but there was a hint of tiredness in his voice.

"Well, that's what they said just now." Shiya thought about it, and she did hear such a sentence before she came in, "What's wrong with her?" By the way, you seem to have said yesterday that the company has an event today, is it that Xiaomin hasn't sent the flowers over yet? ”

Chen Mo glanced at the mobile phone in front of him, remembering her words last night, she was still so rejected, but fortunately, let him know that she was still alone, maybe her feelings were blank, and the corners of her lips rose, "I called her to turn off the phone, so I want to ask if you saw her." ”

Shiya picked up her mobile phone and walked out of the kitchen, looked at the flower shop outside through the window, there was a lock on the door, it seemed that she hadn't come yet, "She didn't seem to have come......"

Chen Mo raised his eyebrows, and the curvature of the corners of his lips widened a few points, "I can't contact her now......"

Shiya hesitated for a moment and said, "She left a spare key with me before, what if...... If it's convenient for you, you can arrange for someone to come and pick it up. ”

Chen Mo's eyebrows were full of smiles, he had already calculated this step by step, and what he was waiting for was this day.

"Can you please go and see if she's ready?"

Shiya swallowed silently, and responded with some difficulty. She hung up the phone, took the spare key from the drawer and walked to the flower shop next door.

Dukou was only a few steps away from the flower shop, but when she opened the door, she was still stunned for a moment, all the flowers were there, but it seemed that the flower basket was not ready.

She thought about it and still called Chen Mo.

"Seth, I'm in the florist, but ......"

"Is the flower basket not tied properly?" Seeing that it was her calling, he asked directly, as if he had expected it.