Chapter 87: Actually, I Want to See You

She's been holding on for so many years that she's forgotten what it's like to have someone who cares.

She didn't want to go home, so she lived alone, she was used to being alone, and she was used to carrying everything alone.

So, it's good now, it's good for her to bear the good and bad alone.

Thinking like this, she packed up her mood, got up and walked back, there were many cars on the road, she seemed to see a familiar figure, this person, I haven't seen it for fifteen years, I have been hiding it in my heart, and now, she really let it go.

She smiled, and sometimes, no longer looking forward to it, but more relaxed and comfortable.

Shiya raised her hand and rubbed her eyes, it was time for her to rest, took a deep breath, and after making up her mind, she returned to her best Shiya state.

Chen Mo's phone came at this moment, and after she refused to answer, he still didn't give up, Shiya was stunned for a moment, thought about some things that she always had to face, and then picked up, "Is there something wrong?" ”

"Shiya." His voice was very low, and he could faintly hear a trace of worry, "I just went to the hospital to look for you, I didn't see you, where are you now?" ”

"What are you going to the hospital to do with me?" Shiya took a heavy breath and stepped forward step by step.

Chen Mo was silent for a while, then softened his tone slightly, "How are your hands?" Does it hurt? ”

Her hand seems to be unconscious? She couldn't feel the pain anymore, even if it did, it wouldn't hurt as much as the pain in her heart.

Shiya bent her lips, changed the phone to the side, and said in an extremely flat tone, "It's not a big deal, it will be fine in a few days." I heard Xiaomin say that it's good that the person you are waiting for is back...... You must be happy. ”

"Do you really think so?" Chen Mo raised his eyebrows, his tone was a little strange, so that people couldn't tell whether he was happy or angry, he seemed to be outside, and he could hear a lot of talking, Shiya once thought that he was nearby, because she could vaguely hear him talking.

Shiya was stunned and said nonchalantly, "Of course, if it's okay, I'll be busy." ”

When she was about to hang up the phone, she heard Chen Mo say, "Where are you, I'll go look for you, there are some things I think it's time to tell you." ”

Shiya breathed a little, and the tears that she tried to suppress ran out again, and she said stubbornly, "I, there's something wrong, outside." ”

Chen Mo heard a hint of resistance in her tone, and hesitated for a moment before saying, "I just came back from out of town, and I originally wanted to clarify something with you...... Actually, I want to see you. ”

Shiya's eyes were hazy with tears, she covered her mouth, did not answer, and took off her phone and didn't want to continue to disguise.

"Shiya, look back."

The familiar voice that suddenly appeared in her ears, her body trembled, and she didn't know how to face it for a while.

Chen Mo was standing behind her, dressed in a black suit, his hair was a little messy, and he was slightly panting, as if he was trotting all the way.

At this moment, with a light smile between his eyebrows and eyes, and the phone still in his ear, he bent his lips and said softly, "I finally found you." ”

This tone was as if he had traveled through time and space to find her, yes, if he was Chen Mo, the person she had in mind, in this case, suddenly appeared behind her, she would definitely feel that there was still brightness behind the dark clouds.

But he's not him, and in the same way, they all have their own happiness.

Shiya only felt as if it was raining in front of her, she couldn't suppress the pain in her heart, really, this time, she couldn't hide it.

She lowered her head and said in a normal tone, "Wow, what a coincidence." She paused, then added, "I have something to do, so I'll go first." ”

Before she could turn around, Chen Mo had already strode over, reaching out and grabbing her wrist, as if he was worried that she would suddenly disappear and never appear again.

Coming and going, there will always be people who accidentally bump into her, but he doesn't realize it, he only has her in his eyes, and his heart is on her.

Shiya still kept her head down, and the last person she wanted to face now was him.

Clearly, now she needs a warm embrace, Distinct, she actually hopes that he will appear, but now, she feels that they are no longer possible, she just wants to ...... Get out of the way.

She thought so, and did so, and she wrenched free from his grasp, turned around and wanted to run.

Although she has always exercised and is extremely fast in sprinting, she is not facing ordinary people after all, but Chen Mo, who is faster than her, and pulls her a little strongly, "You don't want to see me like this?" ”

Shiya pursed her lips, if ...... She didn't know anything, maybe she could still face him calmly, but now, everything is different, and she doesn't know what attitude to use to face this.

"I ...... I still have something to ......" excuses that even she couldn't convince herself.

Chen Mo pursed his lips, his eyes fell on her, he didn't mean to let go of his hand, he saw that the bandage on her hand was bright red at a glance, and frowned, "Seriously injured?" ”

Before Shiya could answer, she saw him frowning and moving closer to her.

Shiya was taken aback by his movements, and jumped a few steps back directly, seeing that he was a little at a loss, she licked her lips, "Is there something wrong?" ”

Chen Mo didn't answer, just pursed the corners of his lips tightly, and then he took a few steps forward, leaned down, and his eyes fell on her, as if he wanted to let her emotions have nothing to hide.

The look in his eyes startled her, and she seemed to have seen such a look somewhere.

"Feeling bad?" He suddenly asked.

Shiya was stunned for a moment, snorted for a moment, but couldn't say anything.

Chen Mo didn't force her, he looked at her quietly, as if waiting for her to speak, and as if he was thinking about how to say what was in his heart.

Pedestrians came and went, countless people passed by them, but none of them cared, as if they were cut off from the outside world, they were in another world where there were only the two of them.

After a long while, Chen Mo exhaled and coaxed softly, "Are you hungry?" Let's go eat first, shall we? ”

Shiya raised her eyes to look at him, now she was in no mood and had no appetite.

Seeing that she didn't say anything, Chen Mo directly took her hand and walked forward.

He found a Hunan restaurant nearby, and after ordering the food, he poured her a glass of water, picked up his mobile phone and prepared to ask Xiaomin what else happened to her besides what she said.

"Seth, you have a girlfriend, why are you messing with me?" Shiya lowered her head to hide the wetness in her eyes, and at a certain moment, she realized how helpless she was.

Chen Mo took the hand of the mobile phone for a moment, looked up at her quietly, although there was not much expression fluctuation on his face, his heart was like being poked by a needle, and the pain spread little by little.

She was very sad, this was the aura that Chen Mo felt from her, although this aura was not obvious, he could feel that she was sad.

His heart hurt so much all of a sudden, he originally wanted to protect her well, and he never thought of hurting her, but this time, he still hurt her.