"In the past, my mother didn't mention him to you, because she didn't want to open the wound in her heart, and she didn't want to see him again! But now... I should let you know too..."

Li Ru sat up straight, wiped away her tears, and her eyes became distant.

When she was young, she was introduced to Gu Yue's father Gu Youbin by a matchmaker. There was no free love in that era, and after Li Ru met him, her parents decided that it was appropriate and decided on this family affair. Li Ru's family is rural, while Gu Youbin is from the county seat. looks like a talent, and when he laughs, he feels very down-to-earth. This is Li Ru's first impression of him. It's just that people seem to be a little cold.

After getting married, the two slowly ran in, but they also had feelings. Soon there was Gu Yue. The name Gu Yue was given by him. It is said that the word leap is good, and it has a positive meaning. Isn't there a carp jumping over the dragon gate, I hope this child grows up and has a future!

Gu Youbin didn't have a mother, and Li Ru's mother was not in good health, so after having Gu Yue, she quit her job and devoted herself to taking care of her children at home. Gu Youbin's education is not very high, he is a technician in the factory, and he divided the house when he got married.

The days were so uneventful, Li Ru thought that she would live a happier and happier life, and stopped at a sultry evening.

When Gu Youbin left in the morning that day, he said that he would work overtime in the evening and not wait for him to eat. After the mother and son had dinner, the weather was sweltering, and Li Ru took Gu Yue to the park to play. The ball Gu Yue was holding accidentally rolled into a corner, and Li Ru picked it up for him, but he accidentally saw that the figure behind the big tree by the wall was somewhat familiar. Driven by curiosity, she looked at it twice. It was a man and a woman hugging each other. This is not a glorious thing, Li Ru hurriedly lowered his head and prepared to leave.

But at this moment, the woman suddenly pushed the man away, as if there was an argument. Li Ru, who had already taken a step, suddenly heard a familiar voice, and her heart fell into the abyss! Looking back, that man was her husband, Gu Youbin!!

The ball rolled to the ground, Gu Yue picked it up and dragged the corner of his mother's clothes, "Mom, what are you looking at?" ”

The two men heard the sound and turned sharply. Gu Youbin was stunned when he saw their mother and son.

Li Ru hurriedly covered Gu Yue's eyes, picked him up and turned around and ran! Tears were lost in the wind. She didn't want her son to see such an unbearable scene of his father!

I vaguely heard a sharp voice behind me: "You go!" You go to your wife! It doesn't matter if I'm dead! ”

Li Ru quickened her pace, she just wanted to go home quickly!

Suddenly there was a flash of lightning in the sky, as if a crack had cracked. The wind mixed with the rain the size of beans seems to hit people's hearts!

Li Ru hugged Gu Yue tightly, and her face couldn't tell whether it was rain or tears! She really didn't expect her husband to cheat! If she hadn't seen it with her own eyes, she wouldn't have believed anyone who told her!

What's even more sad is that he didn't catch up at all.

Back at home, Li Ru changed Gu Yue's dry clothes and coaxed him to sleep.

After a long time, I heard the sound of the door opening. It was like someone suddenly grabbed my neck, and my breathing became laborious.

Gu Youbin silently entered the house and saw that he was asleep

's eyes, with guilt flashing.

Li Ru walked straight to the living room, and he gently closed the bedroom door. sat across from her.

Time was silent for a minute, and Gu Youbin finally spoke. didn't expect that the first sentence of his mouth would make Li Ru's broken heart instantly shatter his bones and ashes!

He said calmly, "Let's get a divorce." ”

Li Ru's eyes widened, and she looked at his face that suddenly became unfamiliar. Tears just rolled down one after another!

No guilt, no self-blame, no apology, no explanation, just one sentence, let's get a divorce!

"Why?!"

She could no longer be calm, although she tried to keep her voice as low as possible for fear of disturbing the child. It's still a bit sharp!

"Didn't you see it all?"

He is still very calm, as if the two of them are talking about rice or steamed buns today.

Li Ru fell into an ice cellar, feeling chilled all over her body!

Breathing tremblingly, "You—You don't have anything to explain?!" ”

"You've seen it all, what else can I explain."

Syllable!

A loud slap made his face red in an instant! Li Ru, who has always been gentle, this is the first time she has beaten someone, and she still beats her favorite husband!

Gu Youbin lowered his head and didn't move.

"If you think beating me will relieve your anger, you can do it."

Li Ru took a step back and sat down on the chair dejectedly.

"I don't hit you, I just need an explanation! One reason! ”

Her face was distorted with pain, and she looked at his indifferent face with resentment!

Gu Youbin's throat moved, but he didn't speak. There is no explanation, anyway, it is a divorce.

Li Ru couldn't control it anymore, rushed to him and grabbed the clothes on his chest, and roared heartbreakingly!

"My husband I've always loved! I always thought of a happy marriage! I've never felt like you're treating me badly! There is no warning at all, don't you eat together in the morning to tease the children? Now you're suddenly going to divorce me without a word of explanation?! How am I sorry for you? Yes?! Why are you doing this to me? Why?!!! ”

The clothes on Gu Youbin's chest were torn by her! And his expression was numb, and he let her be so hoarse.

"You say! What do you say!! ”

"Because I don't love you! Never loved! ”

Gu Youbin was forced to be anxious, and roared out with a red face!

"What did you say?"

Li Ru looked at him in disbelief, weakly lowered his hand on the clothes on his chest, and staggered back two steps.

"The person I love is her, and I loved her before you. It's just that she married someone else. But her man treats her badly, domestic violence! She is divorced. I...... I ......"

"So your chance has come?"

Li Ru frowned, listening to this bizarre joke, obviously crying, but laughed twice. Just laughing heartbreakingly!

"I must not let go of her again this time!"

He looked at her eyes excitedly, and Li Ru felt in a trance that this person was not her husband, but a stunned madman!

"What about us? What about me and my children? You just

Ready to let us go?! ”

What a joke! I've been married for four years, and you tell me about love? Or love for another woman?! Why have you never had such a luxurious thing for me?

No wonder, although he is gentle with himself, he is never too enthusiastic! No wonder, he would do what she said, but never take the initiative! No wonder, apart from the basic needs, he never had an intimate hug or kiss! It turns out that this is not love!

It's her stupid who always thinks it's normal!

It's her stupid and traditional. There are a few people in this era who talk about love! I really never expected that her husband was a lover, and it wasn't for her!

If you don't love me, why do you want to marry me?

Wiping away the tears from his face, he looked away indifferently, and felt disgusted when he looked at him again.

"I'm not going to divorce you. I don't want someone to point at my son's nose and say he doesn't have a dad! ”

"But my heart is not with you, what's the point of living?"

"Isn't that what four years have passed?! I don't care how many four years I have to live like this! Divorce, I can't afford to lose this person! The child can't bear this blow either! ”

Li Ru is completely thinking about the child. What to love or not to love, it is the responsibility of parents to give their children a complete home! What's more, how many people are divorced? That's going to be punctured in the backbone!

"I'll give you the house, I'll give you everything in the house! You give me freedom, okay? ”

He looked at her with tears in his eyes and pleading. It's like a bird in captivity yearning for the sky.

Li Ru's heart was once again covered with a layer of frost. After sharing the same bed for so long, I only saw him clearly on the first day today!

It turns out that you can be so persistent for one person, and you can be so ruthless to her and the child!

Li Ru looked at his eyes, so painful that he couldn't breathe. "You really don't think about children?"

He wiped a handful of tears from his eyes and bit his lower lip tightly. looked in the direction of the bedroom, and there was reluctance and contradiction in his eyes.

"I'm sorry for him, but...... I can't go wrong with this in my life. ”

"Then why did you marry me in the first place?"

Li Ru had already dried her tears and said weakly.

"That's what my dad meant."

"So your dad died, and you have no scruples?"

Li Ru's sharp eyes seemed to see him out of a hole. If you hadn't experienced it yourself, you would never have known that a person can be so selfish and ruthless!

"I'm sorry...... When you meet your love in the future, you will understand me. ”

"Get out."

I didn't want to say a word to him, and pointed to the door with a blank expression. The heart is like ashes.

Gu Youbin hesitated, pushed the door and left.

Gollum, she fell to the ground. It was as if all his strength had been drained, and he fell to the ground and shivered.

Did I meet my love? You are my love!

I don't know what love is. I just know that you will have a hot meal ready for you after work. Your clothes will be washed and folded neatly. Take care of you when you're sick, you

When I laugh, I am also happy. Does this count as love?

This night was full of wind and rain, and this night was broken.

Some people are leaving, and you can't keep them.

After that, they went to the divorce formalities.

As he said, everything was left to her. He went home that day and packed his clothes, but she didn't come out of the bedroom, and she only heard him say sorry in the outhouse, and there was no sound.

She tilted her head and looked out the window at the sky. That's freedom! You're free, what about us?

Then, she heard Gu Yue crying loudly. rushed outside to see that he was clutching his pants tightly with his little hands, crying out in his mouth, Daddy don't go! Daddy don't go!

Li Ru hurriedly went to hug him, but he held on to it and didn't let go.

Gu Youbin's face was full of tears, and when he saw the person waiting anxiously outside, he was ruthless. Broke his hand and left the child with a resolute back......

(End of chapter)

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