Gu Youbin's face was full of tears, and when he saw the person waiting anxiously outside, he was ruthless. Broke his hand and left the child with a resolute back......

"Daddy! Daddy!······"

"Son!"

Li Ru hugged him tightly, looked at the ruthless man with resentment, and wiped away the tears on the child's face. "Son, from today onwards, he is no longer your father!"

The young Gu Yue didn't know what was going on, but he just made a deep cut in the young heart! His dad, gone.

Recalling these, Li Ru was as cold as she was back then. I have secretly persuaded myself countless times not to shed tears for this kind of person again. But when the wound was opened, the pain was still painful, and it didn't heal at all.

Gu Yue always kept an iron face, it turned out that his father was such an unbearable person! Not a man at all!

After Li Ru finished speaking, she leaned weakly on the sofa.

"Then what is he going to do now!"

The voice of indifference was as cold as ice.

"He's got a brain tumor, at an advanced stage."

Gu Yue clenched his fists fiercely, and the green muscles burst out!

"What did he do when he was sick and came to us? What about his love?! ”

"Alas!"

Li Ru wiped away her tears, "He told me that he went away with that woman back then. After getting married, she never got pregnant, and later learned that her ex-husband beat her because she didn't have children. I don't know if I listened to the home remedies that someone told her, I ate poisonous herbs, and I died before I got to the hospital. Your dad didn't look for it after that. He told me..." Li Ru choked, her breath trembled, paused and continued, "He told me, and later he realized how selfish and cold-blooded he was. I often cry alone for half a night and half a night, thinking about our mother. But he felt shameless to face us, so he didn't come back. He...

"Heh," Gu Yue sneered, interrupting his mother's words.

"Is this called retribution?"

Li Ru felt all kinds of feelings in her heart, and she was sad.

Just like Gu Youbin said, that woman is his love. But he is also his own love! I have hated it for so many years, if it is not for the love in the depths of my heart, how can I hate it!

She never thought that she would see him again one day in her life! She thought his face would only appear in the ironic and self-righteous happy years of her dreams.

But just half a month ago, when she came back from the restaurant at night, she always felt that someone was following her, so she hid around a corner. I don't know why the street lights were so bright that night, and his face standing there in confusion was so clear!

Li Ru screamed in surprise, and Gu Youbin turned around and covered her mouth with hindsight! Tears flowed down the round eyes in an instant!

The corners of Gu Youbin's fine lines also became moist.

It turned out that it had been two years since he returned. Occasionally, I'll sneak a look at her, and then disappear quickly!

No wonder, once when driving, as soon as I started the car, a figure shook through the rearview mirror. Another time I walked on the street and saw a back so familiar, but it was also a glimpse, and I didn't see it in a blink of an eye. At that time, I still thought, it can't be him, how can it be him!

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Ru listened to him talk about what he had experienced over the years, and he didn't know why that hatred also faded a lot when he saw his vicissitudes of life! He said in tears that he just wanted to see the two of them at the last minute. He also stuffed her with a card, which was his life savings. Hopefully, I can make up for the mistakes of my youth a little.

No matter how ruthless he was back then, now that he has this incurable disease and is helpless, she really can't bear to turn a blind eye. Even if there is no husband and wife relationship, he is also Gu Yue's own father. So, he called Gu Yue back.

Gu Yue listened to his mother finish saying all this, his mind was clamored by all kinds of emotions, and he suddenly had a splitting headache!

"I'm going to smoke a cigarette."

He didn't want his mother to see his discomfort and stumbled out! The lighter couldn't light the cigarette in his mouth, because his hands trembled so much! As a result of the headache, large beads of sweat rolled down his forehead.

"Ah!!h

Gu Yue let out a low roar, threw away the lighter and cigarettes, and buried his head in his knees. The eyes were horribly red, but there were no tears. He is not a person who sheds tears easily, and his tears only flow for warmth. For that person, it's not worth it.

Why is this happening! Why come back when you're gone! Do you think you can make up for the pain that goes deep into your bones when you give money now?! Do you have to be forgiven if you have a terminal illness?

After Nuan Nuan finished eating, she lay on the bed and looked at the ceiling boredly. What is Gu Yue doing now? glanced at the mobile phone next to him, and just wanted to pick it up but was stunned for a moment. Roll your eyes, hee-hee, a surprise for you!

After a while, Gu Yue returned to the house a little tired.

Li Ru was still in a daze in the same posture just now, her eyes were empty and sad. When he saw his son come back, he sat up straighter. Carefully scrutinize his expression.

Gu Yue sat down and was silent for a minute, and Li Ru's heart hung up. She can forgive that person, but she doesn't know if her son will forgive.

"Mom, where is he?"

An instant surprise flashed in Li Ru's eyes, "He lives on Huayuan Road, and it's a rented house." You... Are you going to go to him? ”

Gu Yue sneered, "He's not worthy." ”

Sadness appeared in Li Ru's eyes. I haven't told my son about his father's badness all these years, why does he hate it so much? Could it be that he remembered things at such a young age? Of course she didn't know that the back of that man's resolute departure had always appeared as a nightmare every night he woke up crying!

"You have his phone, let him come to the house, and we'll have a good talk."

Gu Yue dropped such a sentence and got up and went into his bedroom.

Li Ru swallowed and spit, looking at her son's sad and hateful face, her heart was crushed by something, and only pain remained.

Gu Yue leaned against the door, closed his eyes and sighed.

He could see the nervousness and anticipation in his mother's face. Gu Yue knew the reason. But how did she forgive that person so easily?! Is it love, or is it kindness?! Or maybe the suffering he has suffered over the years is not worth his time.

He didn't want to admit that his heart would hurt so much when he heard the news! How can we be relieved of the debt we have been owed over the years? You deserve to live

and live as long as possible. See for yourself how happy we are! Look at how good your abandoned wife and son are! Look at how much we don't need you!

Why are you running out of time!!

About half an hour later, I heard the sound of speech in the living room. The voice was very small, as if he was afraid of disturbing him. Gu Yuexin suddenly became nervous. Then I couldn't hear any more sounds.

Li Ru stood at the door of Gu Yue's bedroom, hesitated for two seconds, and knocked softly.

"Son, come out, your father... He's, he's coming. ”

Gu Yue's hand clasped the door panel tightly, trying to adjust his breathing.

Father...... There is only a back left in my memory.

Slowly opening the door, Li Ru looked at his eyes with concern, looking a little cautious.

Gu Yue followed his mother and walked towards the living room......

Seeing the stiff and panicked person on the sofa, Gu Yue's heart seemed to be slammed into it by something!

Everyone said he looked like his mother, and he felt like his mother himself. But! When I saw the face of this thin and vicissitudes of life, I suddenly realized that those were all lies!

This man obviously has a face that looks like him!

Even though his face is sallow, wrinkled, and his eye sockets are deep, he can still see the appearance of this person's Yushu in the wind when he was young! Especially the thick eyebrows like a sword, he is exactly like him!

The moment Gu Youbin saw Gu Yue, he stood up with a sudden! The hanging hands trembled slightly, and the guilt, shock, heartache, and excitement in their eyes ...... Intertwined. Some cloudy tears cried out of their eyes!

Gu Yue frowned tightly, and for a while he didn't know what to say, what expression to use, whether to stand or sit...... I couldn't take my eyes off him, and my breathing became more and more painful.

This person is his father?

Seeing that they were so embarrassed to see each other, Li Ru held Gu Yue's arm, "Son, this is your father." ”

Gu Youbin stared at him uneasily and expectantly, and the corners of his mouth moved a few times without speaking. It's just that those two lines of turbid tears couldn't hold back anymore and flowed down the dry eyes.

Gu Yue withdrew his gaze, glanced at the wall, and then turned his head to look at him. Speak slowly, without a hint of emotion.

"He's the one who abandoned his wife and children."

Li Ru's hand holding his arm suddenly tightened, and he looked at Gu Youbin's injured eyes.

"Son, he's not in good health, you ......"

Gu Yue pushed his mother's hand away and sat on the chair by himself. looked indifferently at the man who stood there silently weeping.

"Sit down."

Li Ru said a word to him and sat down next to his son silently.

Gu Youbin sat down stiffly and wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes. But he didn't dare to look at Gu Yue anymore, lowering his head like a child who had done something wrong, feeling uneasy.

Gu Yue didn't feel good in his heart, but he didn't want to say a good word.

"I heard my mother say that you are sick, and I want to come back and let her serve you and do my duty as a wife. Or let me serve you and do my filial piety as a son? ”

Gu Youbin raised his head violently and clenched his teeth tightly! pull

The corners of his mouth hurt, and his voice was weak.

"No, I...... I just wanted to sneak a peek at you. I didn't expect ...... I have not fulfilled the responsibilities of a husband, nor have I fulfilled the responsibilities of a father. I don't dare to expect you ......"

"So you know!"

Gu Yue interrupted him coldly, a little emotional.

Gu Youbin was startled, shrunk his pupils, and didn't dare to speak again.

Li Ru was also trembling in her heart, and she grabbed her son's hand tightly! Watching him shake his head, signaling him not to look like this.

Gu Yue took a deep breath and softened his attitude.

"How sick are you?"

"It's late, it's spreading." Gu Youbin's voice was full of endless sadness.

Gu Yue's eyebrows jumped, and he forcibly suppressed the pain in his heart.

"Wouldn't surgery work too?"

A touch of relief appeared in Gu Youbin's eyes, and his expression was relieved.

"There is no point in surgery anymore."

"That ......"

Before Gu Yue's words could be spoken, someone suddenly rang the doorbell at the door.

Li Ru wiped a handful of tears, "I'll take a look." ”

(End of chapter)

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