I don't know how long I sat there, until a cold wind poured in, and I shivered, and woke up, looking blankly at the empty room, as if I had lost the most precious thing.

He's gone!

Yes, he's gone, really gone!

Is it because I broke his heart?

Is it because you're disappointed in me?

I really missed him, right?

He's never going to care about me anymore, is he?

Don't you even care about me? Did you even give up on me?

You've gone too far, and you didn't even give me a chance. You just want me to regret it, don't you? You just want me to beg you, don't you? I'm not your plaything, I'm dignified, I'm emotional. If you want to be good to me, be good to me; If you want to ignore me, you will ignore me; Come when you want, go when you want. You think it's for my good, you can do whatever you want, have you asked me? Have you considered my feelings? You didn't even tell me and just left, did you think it was for my own good, or did you think I would go back to you? No, I'm not going to look for you, no! Never!

Let's go, let's break off.

I suddenly became angry, grabbed the teacup on the table and threw it to the ground. Looking at the broken teacup on the ground, my heart is as broken as the teacup. I sat on the floor and cried bitterly, crying a few times and feeling that I was too useless, and I tried to hold back my crying. Tears swirled in his eyes, and he was stunned to prevent them from flowing.

Crying is a sign of weakness, I can't cry anymore, I cried too much today, like a bag of anger that I don't have, I shouldn't be so weak. Without him, I still have my mother, and I want justice for her and myself.

Suddenly, there was a sound of footsteps outside, from far to near, getting closer and closer. My heart was beating at the moment, and my heart was in ecstasy, he didn't actually leave, and deliberately teased me.

I turned my head happily and was disappointed when I saw someone coming, and my heart went cold.

Qin Yichang walked in, "I heard from the doorman that you are back." I went to Mingyue Tower but didn't find you, so it turned out to be here. As he spoke, he pulled me up, "Why are you sitting on the ground, it's cold on the ground, get up quickly." When he saw my appearance, he seemed to be startled, and said distressedly, "Why are you crying?" I know that you have been wronged, Yuan Chenxiao and Du Chong have told me, you can rest assured that I will seek justice for you. ”

After saying that, he raised his hand to wipe my tears.

I stared at him blankly, unable to control the tears that had been in my eyes, and surged out, "Lolo, wheels, he's gone." He's mad at me, and he doesn't care about me anymore. ”

Qin Yichang listened to his hand and stopped there, and finally put it down weakly, and was stunned for a while, suddenly laughed self-deprecatingly, and muttered to himself, "It turned out to be him, and it was really him." You've seen that for a long time, haven't you? Good! Very good! That's nice! It's really good! ”

He sighed, raised his hand again, gently wiped my tears, and said with a smile: "Cry for this!" I thought it was something else. Well, stop crying, I told him he didn't go! ”

I don't believe it, "You don't have to lie to me. I know, he's gone. He took all his things with him, and even Qi Kuai left. ”

Qin Yi laughed and said, "What am I lying to you for? When have I ever lied to you! They were summoned to the palace by the emperor! Time is in a hurry, so it's too late to wait for you to come back. ”

I came to my senses as soon as I woke up, and my mind couldn't turn for a while, and I exclaimed, "Entered the palace?" Why did you enter the palace? ”

"Not long after you went out, the imperial brother came. He summoned Flywheel alone, and he didn't know what to say to him. After that, Feilun and Qi Kuai entered the palace together.

I was anxious, "You know that they have offended the emperor, why don't you stop them?" Oh no, the emperor won't do anything to them. Lolo, let's go save them. "Thinking of the emperor's methods, I can't help but worry, at this time I have long forgotten that I was still angry with him just now. Thinking that Feilun had left his post without permission, violated the emperor's order, and Qi Kuai had stolen the jade seal, if the emperor wanted to punish the crime, I am afraid it would not be light, and my heart was anxious.

Qin Yichang stopped me and sighed, "Don't worry, they'll be fine." I stopped them, but I couldn't stop them, and I couldn't speak too plainly, so I had to let them go. However, you really don't have to worry, looking at the appearance of the imperial brothers, it is not that you want to punish them, on the contrary, it seems that you want to reuse them. ”

I was confused, "Didn't the emperor punish them?" Instead, you want to reuse them? This emperor's heart is too big, right? ”

Qin Yichang nodded and said, "Although I am not close to the imperial brother. But I have to admit that the single-round talent and courage, the third brother and I really can't compare to him. Resolute, diligent, deep-minded, good at employing people, and daring to take risks. If you talk about the best candidate for the emperor, it must be him. When it is time to be ruthless, never be soft, and not be burdened by feelings; When employing people, know how to make good use of them, and be able to let go of personal grievances. Now the court is shaking, and the imperial brother and the third brother are tense. There are not many people available around the imperial brother, and even fewer people who are truly loyal. In case of mutiny, those civil servants are unreliable, and they have to rely on military generals. If he had strange people like Flywheel and Qi Kuai by his side, he would be more secure. What is their past fault, as long as they are willing to be loyal to him, how can he care about their faults. Brother Huang is really powerful, I don't know what method he uses to make Flywheel desperately help him without hesitation. ”

I was even more anxious when I heard this, "You said that the emperor wanted to use the flywheel and Qi Kuai to deal with King Yu." Ah, haven't they become pawns, cannon fodder? So what do we do? Should we persuade them to come back? ”

Qin Yichang shook his head and said, "I told Feilun what it meant." Although he didn't say it explicitly, I think he must have understood. He said he knew what he was doing, and he said he had to go, let me not stop him, and let me take care of you. Everyone has their own aspirations, and since he has already made a choice, we must not be persuaded to come back. He's a man who understands and knows what he's doing. ”

I'm still a little worried, "Are they in danger?" ”

"Danger is everywhere, where is there no danger? They naturally know what they are going to face, and with their ability, they must be able to protect themselves! ”

I thought about it and felt that what he said made sense, Flywheel must have listened to Uncle Xuan's words and wanted to make a difference, so he entered the palace. Since he has his ambitions, how can I stop him. Even if the emperor was using them, they were able to quell a possible rebellion for the emperor and reduce the suffering of the people, which was a great achievement. As for the danger, yes, where is there no danger, if you are unlucky, even if you lie in bed and sleep, the roof will fall, is it because of this that you will not sleep?