I knew my blood must not work, so he refused to try. Since I've saved myself so many times, what if I can really save him. I'm going to make sure he gives it a try!

I was ruthless, put my finger in my mouth, and bit my finger hard, and the bright red blood immediately gushed out and flowed down my finger, I didn't hesitate to stretch my finger over, "You just give it a try!" Do you want to let my blood go in vain? ”

Jia Siwen sighed, and had to take a bottle to take it, "Why are you bothering?" ”

I laughed and said, "Compared to you saving me, this is nothing!" Is it enough? Not enough for me to have. ”

Jia Siwen looked at me helplessly, "Enough! That's enough! If it's useful, one drop is enough, if it's useless, no amount of more! ”

I listened to it with some sadness.

Jia Siwen carefully put away the bottle, stopped the bleeding for me, and looked at me distressedly, "Why do you bite so hard, you bite off a piece of meat, and you don't know that it hurts!" ”

As soon as he said this, I remembered that it hurt, frowned and grinned, and said regretfully: "Oops, it really hurts." Wasn't it just now that I was afraid that you wouldn't? If I knew it would only take a little bit, I wouldn't have bitten so hard. Hehe! ”

I said this on purpose, looking at his sad face, trying to make him happy.

Jia Siwen's expression became heavy when he heard this, and he looked at me apologetically, "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to." I thought you'd scold me if you knew. I didn't expect you to care about me so much! I've done so many bad things, and I've made you scolded for no reason, since you know everything, aren't you to blame me? Why are you still trying to save me? ”

I thought for a moment and said, "We're friends, of course we're going to save you." As for making mistakes, no one who is not a saint or a sage can be without fault, and he can improve greatly. I've never seen you hurt anyone, I've always seen you save people. Isn't it good that you saved King Luo, saved the flywheel, saved me, and saved Lang Baiyan? Let him pass in the past, and after letting go, you will find that the front is so beautiful. ”

Jia Siwen was silent for a long time, and said with a wry smile: "I understand what you mean, how can I let go of so many years of obsession, if I can, I guess I won't be here today." ”

I sighed, "In that case, why are you still here?" Why not go to her? You know I won't be her. ”

"I don't know why. Maybe because you and I are fated, I think you and her are also fateful; Maybe you know that you are guilty, and you can't forgive your sins, so you don't dare to go again; Maybe it's because I want to get some comfort! Perhaps......" He sighed before saying, "Anyway, I won't look for it again." If there is fate, we will naturally see each other again, and if there is no fate, no matter how much I look for it, it will be useless. ”

"Then why can't you forget about her, start over, and find someone who loves you to spend your life with?"

Jia Siwen shook his head with a wry smile, his expression sad, "You know what? When you really fall in love with someone, you will feel that no matter how beautiful and good others are, they can't compare to the person you love, and you will never fall in love with someone else. You'd rather be alone for the rest of your life than wronged yourself. ”

I can't help but be stupid when I hear it, am I too? I always feel that Wheel is the best person in the world in martial arts, and I always regard him as my protector. So, I've liked him for a long time, and I can't do without him for a long time, but I don't dare to think about it, right? It turns out that I am the one who does not understand.

Jia Siwen said: "Don't feel burdened in your heart. I do everything for you willingly, you don't need to feel indebted to me, although you are not her, but when I see you, I feel that I am already very happy, and everything I do for you is worth it. You don't want to say no, okay? Shall you fulfill me? ”

I scratched my head, a little overwhelmed, it made me very embarrassed, if I promised him, I was really embarrassed, what is this, how embarrassed I was to accept his kindness, after all, I was not his her. If he doesn't agree, he can't bear to see him sad. I didn't know what to say, so I said, "I'm not her after all." If you are like this, I will feel very embarrassed, and I feel that I have accepted your kindness in vain, but I can't help you, and I am very sorry. ”

Jia Siwen's face darkened, he was silent for a while, and said, "Okay, if you don't want to see me, just tell me, and I will leave immediately." ”

I had a headache and persuaded: "Wenwen, I didn't mean that!" I mean! Alas! Why are you suffering? Life is too short to die in an instant. Love, love, love, are all empty. Why are you so persistent? Some people should forget when they should forget, and give up when they should give up. Let go is free, let go, okay? ”

"The obsession is alive and will never be forgotten. I am a mortal in the red dust, and I can't understand it. I regret forgetting last time, and I won't choose to forget it again, unless it's the end of my life. ”

I knew that I couldn't persuade him, and sighed: "Wenwen, you are too bitter like this. I don't want you to live such a miserable life, you want you to be happy! ”

Jia Siwen smiled, "Silly girl, I don't feel bitter!" I feel so happy. Especially now, I feel so happy! It's a joy to see you every day, really happy. Since you say so, are you willing? ”

I was puzzled, "Would you like what?" ”

"With me?"

"Huh? What the? This...... You ...... "I was completely stupid and didn't understand what he meant." He knew I wasn't her, so why would he say such a thing.

Jia Siwen chuckled, "I'm joking with you, don't take it seriously." ”

I saw him laugh, relieved, and smiled.

Jia Siwen said again: "Looking at your sad face, I know that you are worried about me, in fact, I am really happy and happy." Thank you, willing to listen to my story, maybe tell your heart, the whole person will be much more relaxed. I never told anyone about me, and I thought I would keep this secret for the rest of my life until I died. I didn't expect to tell you that everything is fate. Can you keep it a secret for me, I don't want anyone to know, don't even tell him. ”

I nodded, "Don't worry, I won't say anything to anyone." ”

Jia Siwen put the tea money on the table, stood up, and smiled at me: "Let's go, if you don't go back, someone will be worried." ”

“……”

"The flywheel is really good, you must not miss him!"

I didn't expect him to say this, his face turned red, and he was a little embarrassed, "What do you say!" ”

Jia Siwen went to open the door and said behind my back, his voice a little low, "You must know what I mean." He really did a lot of things for him, it's really touching, you have to cherish him. ”

I stopped dodging, nodded solemnly, and said, "I will!" ”

Jia Siwen's back seemed to stiffen, then turned around and smiled at me, "Then let's go!" ”

"Hmm!" I hurriedly followed.

Thinking that I would be able to see the wheels when I went back, I was a little nervous and a little expectant. Some can't wait, and some are embarrassed. What shall I say when I see him? Really, why should I ask, isn't it good for you to tell me directly? This kind of thing, let me take the initiative? Really! Whoever makes you like such a person, deserves it!

The way back is so short, I haven't even thought about what to say, I have already arrived at the back door of King Luo's Mansion.

I said goodbye to Jia Siwen, and I couldn't wait to run to Jinyangtang, seeing that Jinyangtang was about to arrive, my heart fluttered and fluttered. I took a deep breath and walked a few quick steps, and soon I arrived at the main room, the door was closed, I walked over, and wanted to push the door in, my hand was stunned, and my heart was panicked.

Why is it so quiet inside, why is there no sound at all?

I felt uneasy, pushed the door and walked in, it was so clean, there was only a set of teapots and cups on the table, there was nothing superfluous, and the bedding on the bed was neatly folded.

Looking at the empty Jinyang Hall, I fell to the ground.