"Damn, it seems like that's true when you say that.

This is inevitably too scary to think about. ”

Yi Shaodong had obviously been brought into his logic by Qin Ming at this time.

But just when Qin Ming was about to say something, the driver, who had been driving, couldn't listen anymore and interrupted:

"Young man, it's a pity not to write about your whimsy.

It's like it's true, you are a fool when you are a scientist and a scholar?

Not more than you know?

You are in Xia City, in the national capital, you have to pay more attention to what you say, so as not to spread rumors for you and organize a cult to arrest you. ”

"Driver, scholars and scientists naturally know more than me, but they may not have more than I said.

And what they say is not necessarily what they know.

Just like when you drive, in the past we didn't have a map, we didn't have a navigation positioning.

For outsiders like us, where you say you go, that's where you go. Because you are the authority, you are the living map, so I dare not disbelieve you.

But now, I may not believe you when you say which one is the closest, because the route planned on the navigation is likely to reflect that you are giving a long route.

So the world has never been afraid of my nonsense, nor is it afraid of your nonsense, because we can't influence anyone, what we are really afraid of are those who stand on authority and talk nonsense.

Master driver, you say that's the case, right?

You've made a detour of three blocks, isn't it time to go back to the normal route? ”

"I'm not going to take a detour, it's that the front is too congested, so I changed to a smooth route, otherwise you will spend more money if you stop this time."

The driver was a little embarrassed by what Qin Ming said, and hurriedly explained, Qin Ming didn't bother to fight with him, just asked him to drive faster, don't take a walk with the elderly, slow and endless.

After sitting in the car for almost an hour, the two of them arrived at their destination.

As a place like Xia Shi, the most important thing is people, and when they arrived, the hotel was almost full.

Fortunately, there was a corner left for them, otherwise they would have to sit on the chairs outside and arrange for a while.

ordered some skewers and asked for a whole case of beer, Qin Ming looked like he wanted to let go of the drink, which also scared Yi Shaodong a little:

"I feel like you've come back from the exam this time, why are you a little different from before?

I bought cigarettes and studied aliens, and I took the initiative to drink.

Did you encounter something that didn't tell me? ”

"Let's not talk about things today, let's focus on drinking, and we'll talk about it when we're drunk."

Qin Ming asked the waiter to open 4 bottles of beer first, and then he and Yi Shaodong took two bottles by themselves, and before the skewers and side dishes came up, Qin Ming had already raised his head and drank it in a big gulp.

Yi Shaodong saw that Qin Ming drank so fast, although he was puzzled in his heart, he also drank a bottle with him.

Putting the empty wine bottle in the box, Yi Shaodong lit a cigarette and looked at Qin Ming suspiciously:

"I don't think you're celebrating, it's like you're drinking to drown your sorrows.

What the hell is going on? Don't sell it, I'm an acute person, and you don't know. ”

Qin Ming drank another half bottle, then dropped the wine bottle on the table, and after wiping his mouth, he sighed and said:

"I'm a little lost right now."

"Confused? Confused about what? You don't look like someone who can get confused. ”

"Saints are confused, let alone laymen like me.

I should have told you that, despite the dangers of life at the Academy, I am not averse to it, but rather happy to take on this challenge, to live a life that is different from most people.

But now, I regret it a little.

Of course, it can also be said to be depressing, very depressing, especially after taking this midterm exam, I feel that the micro-brain collar I am wearing around my neck is even tighter than before.

It's like Sun Wukong's mantra, if you are disobedient, someone will recite the mantra, which will make your life worse than death.

However, if you are obedient, he will always let you do it, force you to do something you may not want to do.

Take this incident as an example, you also know the specific experience, Chen Dacheng is actually a victim, in order to avenge his friend, he completely sank into the dark world.

You can say that he is wrong and guilty of murder, but he avenges his friends and gives everything he has, but he deserves admiration.

But in the end, the families of those who were killed by him did not receive an explanation or compensation. And Chen Dacheng was not relieved.

We seem to carry out the event in order to eliminate the sneaky, to stop the sneaky killing, to save people.

But in reality, we have never saved a single person.

The victims will not be saved, and even their families will be implicated.

I'm a selfish person, not to mention kindness, but when you see too many people's tears, hear too many people's pleas, and feel too many people's trust and expectations for you, there is really no way not to be affected.

For Fu Guangliang, I can cut it down without hesitation, and for Mu Youshan, I can also be ruthless.

But in the face of people who have been devastated and scarred, who have been tortured and almost collapsed, it is really difficult for me to start.

Because it makes me feel guilty.

It makes me question myself, what the hell am I doing now?

Although I also understand that I am here to survive, I am to live, I can't resist and I can't get rid of it. But the kind of rejection in my heart, that kind of strong rejection, is still difficult to let go.

It also made me feel like I was being kept as an eagle dog.

Do whatever you are asked to do.

Whether you want to or not, you have to show your fangs and carry out the orders you hear.

So it's not the life I want anymore.

I'm not afraid of danger because I improve myself and try to avoid danger as much as possible.

Instead of killing people to avoid danger.

I'm not afraid of blood on my hands, but I don't want the blood on my hands to be clear and meaningless. ”

After Qin Ming finished speaking distressedly, he drank the remaining half bottle of wine in one go.

After drinking two bottles of beer, under normal circumstances, with Qin Ming's amount of alcohol, it was nothing at all, but at this time, it looked like his face had completely turned burgundy.

This undoubtedly shows that he is in a very bad mood now.

So much so that as soon as I drank some, I was already a little drunk.

Yi Shaodong looked at Qin Ming, who was in a very depressed mood, and threw a cigarette to him at this time, and then said calmly:

"Do you know why I don't feel lost about this kind of thing?"

Qin Ming didn't say anything, just shook his head. Yi Shaodong continued:

"Because I've been through it."