(Thank you for forgetting the dust insulation classmates to be red again, thank you for the rewards from other students, and thank you with a smile.) ）

Yi Shaodong smiled a little bitterly, and then said with a reminiscing face:

"You should also know something about my family's affairs.

In my opinion, there is no essential difference between him and the Academy.

It is also a cage with splendid gold edges and carved jade.

So since I was a child, I was forced by my family to do all kinds of things that I didn't like to do and that I rejected in my heart.

I would think about why I was born into such a family, and I would think about how I could resist, how I could escape.

And then you know, my sister took me and ran away.

But in the end, it failed because of my cowardice, and I paid a heavy price for it, which led to my sister's disappearance.

Am I willing? Unwilling.

At that time, I only felt that the reason for failure was that I was too young, that I was not mature enough, and that if I could grow up, I would definitely succeed.

But when I did grow up, I didn't want to try to resist anymore.

Because I understand that resistance comes at a high price.

Since the birth of the family, I don't know how many people have resisted and hated this fate, but what can happen in the end?

Either you die, or you remain in chains.

In fact, it's not just my family, it's not just this Academy of Destiny, it's actually the same everywhere in this world.

The waiter works at this barbecue restaurant, and in the face of the scolding of the guests, is he happy? Surely he didn't want to smash the bottle on the guest's head?

He must have wanted to, but he couldn't.

Why not?

Because if he did, it would be meaningless for him to come here to work.

He is here to earn money, and if he beats someone, not only will he lose the money he earns, but he will also be punished, and the price will undoubtedly be high.

Is the owner of the barbecue restaurant cool?

He was actually not happy, because he had to deal with all kinds of people, and he didn't want to laugh at all kinds of people, but if he didn't do that, he wouldn't be able to open this store anymore.

So it's not just us who wear this collar around our necks, but other people are actually just like us.

None of us are free, we are all pets living in cages, trying to please our owners in order to be able to stutter.

It's just that as you keep going up, the cage that controls you gets bigger.

For example, I don't think about rebelling against my family or my fate at all.

I do what my family asks me to do, it's not that I really give up, it's that I'm not strong enough.

People start from being grandchildren, if you want to become a grandfather, you must be able to endure and stand up.

No one wants to go with the flow, and no one wants to be controlled by anyone, but there is no way, you live in this world, you have to understand this rule and abide by this rule.

Otherwise, there will be no place for you in this world.

Let's open it up a little bit Qin Ming, we are not man-eating beasts, and beasts don't really want to eat people, but just use people as food for their lives.

We can't change the environment, we can only adapt to it as much as possible.

If the devil is the best fit to survive in this world, then we will become the devil.

If the world is black, then our favorite color should be black.

As long as we know in our hearts who we are and what we want.

So you know, what exactly do you want? ”

"What do you want......

Hearing Yi Shaodong's question, Qin Ming fell into a daze again.

Yes, what exactly does he want?

Let his family live a good life, let his father not work for a living, so that his grandfather's illness can be cured and he can enjoy his old age in peace.

In addition to these accidents, is there anything else?

What is his own pursuit?

"Don't live for the sake of living."

Qin Ming raised his head and looked directly into Yi Shaodong's eyes:

"I don't know, I can't say, I just want to live a meaningful life, I want to live this life, and I want to leave something behind."

"It's not difficult for you to achieve this, just find a woman to make her belly bigger, and then give you a few children."

"That's why having children is so important for people, right?

Because it's the easiest way to leave a mark on yourself, but it doesn't work for me. ”

When Qin Ming said this, he shook his head and didn't want to talk about this topic anymore, because he felt that it was too heavy.

In fact, all the questions are not to seek answers, but just to confide, and he is actually the same, just like he just said, what to do, he knows very well in his heart.

Just like those who have suffered setbacks and broken love, they may have been drunk and crying the night before, but when the sun rises again, they still have to wash away the strangulation marks, and live tenaciously with confidence and hope for the future.

The difficulty of living is never in life itself, but in getting up again after countless falls, and telling yourself that you can do it.

A case of beer was quickly drunk, Yi Shaodong saw that Qin Ming had drunk a little too much, and he didn't let the waiter take the wine again, thinking that he was almost here today.

"Okay, the last glass of wine, let's go back after drinking."

"I'm asking for two bottles."

Qin Ming said that he didn't drink too much, and despite Yi Shaodong's obstruction, he asked the waiter to bring another mention of wine.

"Earlier, Xia Jie came to me and said that the people from the Ministry of Supervision would look for me in the next two days.

What are you looking for me to do, I don't know what to do in my heart, and I don't know if I can come out. So don't go around today, get drunk, and love tomorrow. ”

"The Ministry of Supervision is looking for you? Did you break the school rules? ”

When Yi Shaodong heard about this, he immediately put the cup back on the table, obviously unable to drink it.

"I don't know if the killing of Fu Guangliang and Mu Youshan has been found by the academy.

Although the school rules don't say that internal strife is not allowed, who knows how. ”

"Could it be that Wang Quan reported it to you?" Yi Shaodong suddenly thought of Wang Quan.

"I don't know. But I'm also a little curious, why didn't Wang Quan come to me for trouble. ”

Qin Ming still didn't let his guard down on Wang Quan, he thought that the other party would come to trouble him a long time ago, but after so long, Wang Quan didn't move at all.

"Wang Quan, I asked someone to check it for me, this kid is a dead pervert.

It is said that he has a necrophilia, specializing in collecting the human skins of beautiful women, and all the women who interact with him will eventually be killed by him, and then the farts will be picked off and placed in the refrigerator at home.

Even if you don't deal with that Mu Heshan, Wang Quan won't let her go, and that kid is still very tyrannical, so he was caught by the college's supervision department.

After all, the academy's rules are very clear, prohibiting the killing of ordinary people who have nothing to do with the incident. ”

Since Qin Ming told him that he had provoked Wang Quan, Yi Shaodong has been helping to investigate Wang Quan's affairs, but he has not found Wang Quan's whereabouts.

That's why he suspects that Wang Quan is either dead or arrested by the Ministry of Supervision.

"The soldiers will block the water and cover the earth, the treatment department has been there, the admissions office has been there, and it is good to go to the supervision department to see the market.

I'm still a little sure I can get out. ”