It's funny, when I'm a three-year-old, is it so easy to deceive?

Meng Shaoqing smiled bitterly, "This thing is so strange, don't say you don't believe it, even I think back on it is a little incredible." Maybe it's because I studied hard every day for those two years, and every day I thought about gaining fame. Maybe I swore at one point, so I'll remember it so clearly. As for entering the examination room, I have a letter of recommendation from the government and an identity document on me, so I can naturally take the exam. Speaking of my own strangeness, maybe God is helping me, after I lost my memory, I found that not only did I not forget the articles I had read in the past, but I remembered more deeply, and I wrote like a god during the exam, and I ended up taking the first place in one fell swoop. When we went to the palace to thank us, the emperor took a fancy to me very much, and gave me and the princess a marriage in front of hundreds of civil and military officials. When the princess came out to meet me, I found out that she was the one who saved me on the way! I ......"

I laughed and clapped my hands, "Tsk, it's really getting more and more exciting, more exciting than the drama." I think you should write dramas, men, women and children will definitely enjoy watching them. ”

Of course, Meng Shaoqing heard that I was talking the opposite, his face was a little ugly, and he frowned, "What do you mean by this?" Don't believe me? ”

I said politely, "You're right, I just don't believe it!" ”

He looked at me and smiled bitterly, "That's the way it is, there's nothing you can do if you don't believe me." Later, I became close to the princess, and I was also valued by the emperor and became an official in the court. A few years passed like this, until I had a serious illness. I didn't know what was going on, but I suddenly remembered the past. I admit that I am cowardly and afraid, I know very well that I have committed the crime of bullying the king, and if I tell the truth, I will not only lose my office, but even lose my life. Of course, I don't dare to go back to your mother, I lied to myself, I thought about it for so many years, she will definitely not wait for me anymore, she must remarry. In the beginning, I was tormented, and sometimes I thought about telling the truth, but every time I thought about it, I didn't dare to say it. And just like that, the longer it goes, the more dare not say it. Sometimes I even think that I just run away, but every time I see the princess, I feel sorry for the princess, she once saved me, and treated me with deep affection, if I lose her, it will be even worse. Every time I think of your mother, I hate myself, why I coveted shortcuts in the first place, why I lost my memory. I would rather lose my name to Sun Shan, I can't be an official, and I don't want to be so negative with her. I've had a really bad life over the years, even if I do good deeds and accumulate virtues, I still can't get rid of the torture of conscience. If I had known, the princess would have been so generous, if I had known that there was you...... It's too late to say anything, I know I'm wrong, wrong is wrong, God is punishing me. I can be forgiven for my amnesia before, but when I think about it, I still choose to hide it, and it is unforgivable. It's just that I didn't expect to meet her in the capital, maybe God thinks that my repentance over the years is quite sincere, and gave me a chance to make up for my mistakes. ”

I looked at him and said, "It's really sincere and touching." It's a pity that I don't believe a word of what you say. I'm telling you, we won't forgive you, we won't give you this chance, you just die of this heart. ”

"You ......" Meng Shaoqing's face was difficult to look at, "Okay!" If you say so, then I ask you, have you asked your mother what she means? Can you call the shots for her? How do you know she's not coming! How do you know she doesn't want to be with me? ”

"I ......" I froze, flustered. How do I know if my mother won't come? Did I ask her what she meant? I remember in a trance that when I was talking about leaving the capital, she lost her mind for a moment. Mother, do you still have him in your heart? No, how could you care about someone who treats you like this, no, you certainly won't.

"Let me tell you the truth, in fact, when I saw your mother again, I told her all these things, and she has forgiven me. I later took her to see the princess, and told the princess about the cause and effect, and the princess accepted us, and we all said that we would find you, and we would be together as a family. It's just that I didn't expect that when I found you, you would oppose me like this, and you would hate me like this, I don't know why you hate me so much. I accommodating you in such a low voice, and accommodating you like this, I can't warm your heart. I don't know, what did you say to her, but she suddenly changed her mind and refused to come. ”

His eyes flickered, "Xiaoyue, you can let your mother come." Don't you want your mother to have a good life? Do you want her to be alone? She has been bitter enough all these years, do you want her to continue to live a hard life alone? ”

I couldn't control my emotions anymore, I lost control, stood up and pointed to the door, and shouted, "Don't say it, don't say it!" You go, you go! She won't be alone, I won't let her alone, I'll be with her. ”

"You're with her? But now that you are here, how do you accompany her? You're going to marry someone after all, can you stay with her for the rest of your life? I'm here to tell you, I want to ask for your opinion, but not for you to decide. Whether you agree or not, I will go to Luowangfu to pick her up. I lost her once, and I won't lose her a second time. ”

"I won't let you go!" I exclaimed, subconsciously walked to the door, and pointed to the dark night, "You just have to go, I'll leave right now." ”

Meng Shaoqing did not carefully accommodate me as before. Instead, he looked at me quietly, his eyes were so firm at the moment, even with a brilliance that I couldn't look at directly, he said slowly: "If you go, I am willing to let your mother come back, I will let you go!" I lose you, but I can't lose your mother, I can't lose her anymore! ”

The line of defense that had always been tightly surrounding my heart collapsed in an instant, and tears welled up in my eyes, "Why are you doing this, why are you doing this. If you say I'm wrong, can you erase all the mistakes of the past? If you say sorry, can you erase all the hardships we have endured this year? If you say that I want to make up for you, we will come to you in a fart and make your conscience at ease. We are not pets that you call and go, we are dignified. I'm telling you! I hate you! I hate you! It's not just because of my mother, it's because I hate you! ”

Meng Shaoqing panicked at the moment, "Don't cry!" Don't cry! That was not what I meant. He took me in his arms and gently stroked my head, "I don't know what has happened over the years, how much you have suffered to make you hate me like this." But I want to tell you, if your father is here in the future, your father will always stand behind you, no matter whether it is pouring rain, whether it is hot or cold, there will be a father to block for you, okay? Don't hide your heart anymore, what's the suffering, say okay to your father? ”

His arms were so warm and so cold; It's so wide, and it's so narrow.

I struggled out, "I hate you, I hate you. Don't pretend to be nice to me, I won't be moved, I won't forgive you, I will never forgive you. There you go! I don't want to see you! He was so hard pushed that he stumbled and almost fell.

He stood there, seemingly a little overwhelmed, "Don't get excited, okay, I'll go!" Tomorrow Dad won't go for the time being, and when you figure it out, let's go together, okay? He looked at me, his eyes darkened, sighed and slowly left. Some stiff backs, staggering into the night, disappearing into the endless darkness, blending in with the night. I suddenly felt that there was no hatred in my heart, only indescribable confusion, like the dark night outside.

I don't know why, his story is so absurd, I actually feel a little convinced. I hate him for abandoning my mother, I hate him for wanting to kill me. If it is what he said, if he did not kill me, then what do I hate about him?