I didn't want to believe it, but I had to accept it. Could it be that the tolerance and care for me before were all faked? Is it all to let my guard down and then give me a fatal stab?

"Bang bang!" The crisp knock on the door rang out again, pulling my thoughts back. When I came back to my senses, I found that Jia Siwen and Qin Yichang were both looking at me, seeing that I looked flustered, they both nodded solemnly at me, and gave me a look that you can reassure me. Seeing their determined eyes, I settled down and nodded.

I walked to the hall and glanced at Youlan and Xianghui, Youlan opened the door in a sense, and the back of the person who had already turned to leave, heard the sound of the door opening, and immediately turned around, and in the dim light, I could vaguely see the smile on his face and the traces of time in his hair.

I turned away from him and said, "Come in!" After saying that, he didn't wait for him to come in, and sat down first.

Meng Shaoqing walked in slowly, glanced at Youlan and Xianghui, and said to me, "I have something to say to you, they ......"

I nodded to Youlan and Xianghui, "You two go out!" "Sneered in my heart, send them out, so that I can do it?

They both looked at me, then to the west, and said, "Yes!" "Withdrew.

Meng Shaoqing sat down opposite me, looked at me quietly for a while, and stopped talking.

I deliberately sat reclining, not facing him. It seems that I look casual and casual, but my heart is carefully guarded, and my eyes glance at him from time to time.

Meng Shaoqing looked at me like this, but he didn't get angry, and said, "Just now, King Luo and Jia Gongzi left. They said that they wanted to say goodbye to you, but because there was something important, they didn't have time to say goodbye to you, so I came to tell you. ”

Me: "Oh! "Yes. That's what he came to talk about?

Meng Shaoqing saw that I didn't answer, and smiled to himself, "...... tomorrow" He seemed to be a little speechless, paused for a moment, and then said: "Let's go to Luowangfu tomorrow to pick up your mother, right?" We are so troublesome to King Luo, we really don't want to go. ”

I was stunned, why did he mention this again? What is the purpose?

I sneered, "No need. I think my mother is very good in Luowangfu, anyway, it's better than here. At least there's no one there to hurt her! ”

"What nonsense?" Meng Shaoqing's expression froze, his brows were furrowed, and his face was a little displeased.

His face was calm, indeed a little majestic, I was a little scared in my heart, but I still glanced at him, a disdainful sneer appeared on the corner of my mouth, and I raised my head arrogantly to ignore him.

Meng Shaoqing sighed, "Are you afraid of what the princess will do to her?" The originally calm face slowly softened down, replaced by a tolerant smile, "Don't worry, the princess is kind and tolerant at heart, I believe that your mother is here, and they will definitely get along like sisters." In the past two days, the princess has been telling me that we are sorry for your mother and you, and let me tolerate you more and care more about you. You have been persuading me to go to Luowang's Mansion as soon as possible to pick up your mother. Actually, I've wanted to go for a long time, but I think it's better for us to go together, so you're awkward, let's go together tomorrow, okay? ”

I sneered, "Not good! That's a good thing to say! People's hearts are separated from their bellies, who knows what kind of heart she has? ”

Meng Shaoqing's face changed suddenly when he heard this, and his tone was slightly reproachful, "You kid, why are you so paranoid!" ”

“……”

"You have been messing around like this for the past two days, can't our tolerance for you and tolerance for you make you change your opinion? Can't they make you let go of your resentment? Yes, I admit that I was wrong in the past, and I never denied it, but I'm sorry for your mother, not you. I also know that you are here to vent your mother's anger, not for yourself, if it were for yourself, I would never tolerate you making such nonsense! So no matter how much you mess around, I will tolerate it, and I won't pretend to you. What have you done in the past two days! Do you think we can't see your little things? We just don't want to mess with you! And I'm sorry for your mother, not the princess, she's sorry for your mother, it's good if you have the anger to lie to me, don't implicate the innocent, let alone be lawless. You almost hurt the emperor today, if it weren't for ...... If it weren't for the emperor's kindness and didn't pursue it, we would all be unlucky, you know? When the time comes, you'll regret it too late! ”

His tone was no longer cautious as before, but very harsh, like a harsh father teaching a disobedient daughter. It was the first time he had been so me, and I was suddenly a little overwhelmed. Shouldn't I be angry? Why are you a little scared, but a little relieved?

Maybe it was in a moment that I saw the shadow of a real father, not a negative person who hurt my mother.

He is like a big tree, sheltering you from the wind and rain and protecting you. He is like a wide sea, embracing you and loving you. He loves you but doesn't distinguish between right and wrong, and he tolerates you but doesn't blindly indulge. He will praise you for your good work, and he will reprimand you for your mistakes.

Perhaps he also felt that his tone was a little too much, and sighed softly, "I'm sorry! ”

He paused for a moment, and then said: "The princess is really not such a person, if you don't believe it, you can ask the people of the princess's mansion to inquire, or go out and ask the people in the capital, and you will believe that she is not that kind of person." ”

I whispered in my heart: I already knew that your reputation among the people was very good, so I didn't go out to inquire.

Although he was not angry in his heart, he was unwilling to be reprimanded like this, "You know her well, it is really husband and wife, which is enviable!" ”

His face turned blue and white for a while. glanced at me, shook his head helplessly and sighed, his sullen gaze, as if to say again, what I said just now was in vain, this kid is not in oil.

I slowly turned my head and looked at the person opposite coldly, "Okay, whether she is such a person or not, let's not say it yet!" What about you? Are you such a person? ”

"Me?" Meng Shaoqing looked stunned, looked at me in disbelief, as if he had been stabbed, a gust of cold wind blew in from outside the door, blowing the candles on the table and shaking, flickering candlelight, reflecting an old and sad face, "In your heart, am I such a person?" ”

"......" I sneered lightly and did not answer. It feels hurt, and it's really pretentious.

"I know, you've always been obsessed with that incident and won't forgive me, right? I didn't want to talk about it, but if you do, you're making excuses for yourself, and I know that what I did, for whatever reason, was unforgivable. I don't say it to make you forgive me for my past mistakes. It's all my fault because I've made your mother suffer all these years, and I don't want to shirk my responsibility. I just wish I could make it up to her, you give me a chance and let me make it up to her, okay? ”

I don't speak, but my heart is not calm, and I finally make up a reason, right?

"Your mother and I are both from Tengcheng County and Ruiji Town. At that time, I was just a poor scholar, and she was a young lady from a large family in the town. The two of us are in love, and your grandfather thinks my family is poor and wants to break us up. We had no choice but to elope. The two of us left the town and fled to the county seat, and your mother made some jewelry of her own, exchanged some money, and bought a yard in Tengcheng to settle down. ”

“……”

"In order for your mother to stop suffering with me, I studied hard and vowed to gain fame and make my wife a shadow. So I studied hard day and night, just waiting for the year of the big exam to enter Beijing to take the exam. In order to let me study with peace of mind, she looked for work everywhere. In the past, she had a good family and did any rough work, but for me, she did all the hard work, she was very tired every day, and she was scolded for not doing well, but she came back without complaining, and she did her best to take care of me. I remember one winter, it was freezing everywhere, and she went to help people wash their clothes, and her hands were covered with frostbite due to being immersed in cold water for a long time, which was miserable. I felt sorry for her and advised her not to go, but she refused to ......" said his voice slowly lowered, and his tone was a little choked.

“……”

Later, she heard that she was making money as a matchmaker, so she wanted to try, but she was a foreigner, and people didn't believe her, even if she didn't take a penny, she was still unceremoniously kicked out. Some people rushed out and didn't count, they scolded people, the scolding was very ugly, but she still didn't give up, at her insistence, someone finally came to the door, but they were all poor families, and they couldn't receive much thanks, but they could finally fill their stomachs. ”

My nose is sour, the corners of my eyes are moist, and my vision is a little blurry, such a person, how can you be ruthless to her.

She must have loved this person very much, otherwise she wouldn't have done this to him. Such single-mindedness, hard work, and resentment, in exchange, was a kick after soaring. I don't know how my mother has come over all these years, it must be very difficult and bitter. I see her bright smile every day, but I never know the bitterness in her heart, my daughter is too unqualified.

"Finally in the year of the big exam, I wanted to go to Beijing to catch the exam, but there was not much entanglement, at that time, your mother took the only jewelry, and only scraped together twenty taels of silver for me to pay for the journey. When I left, I swore to your mother that I would definitely come back with a meritorious name. I was reluctant to spend money on a car, so I went on the road alone. In order to get to the capital early, I took a small road, and while passing by a forest, I encountered a group of mountain bandits robbing. They robbed me of my money and beat me with a stick, and I fainted. When I woke up, my head was covered in blood, my head hurt, my mind was in a state of confusion, I couldn't remember who I was or where I came from. I only remember that I was going to Beijing to take the exam, and I only remember that I swore that I would definitely take the test. So he packed up the scriptures and clothes scattered all over the place, and went on the road in a daze. I had no money, no food, I could only eat weeds and bark, and finally fainted on the road with hunger, and was rescued by a kind person, who not only saved me, but also knew that I was going to enter Beijing to take the exam, and also gave me the travel expenses......"

Hearing this, I finally couldn't hold it back, clapped my hands and laughed, "The story is really wonderful!" It is worthy of being the top champion in Changping for 15 years. Are you a fool for me? Amnesia, forgetting everything, but only remembering that I was going to Beijing to take the exam? How can you still get into the exam room if you have amnesia? How to get the champion, Meng? ”