Chapter 220: People are good and are bullied
I looked at my mother nervously, afraid that she would say something that would make my heart flutter.
My mother didn't seem to notice my abnormality, and still said to herself: "We are different from before now, the general family background, that must not work, no matter what, it has to be a high-ranking official!" My mother is not very familiar with the capital, and I don't know that the prince and grandson have not yet started a family, so it is better to ......"
I couldn't help but roll my eyes. Scold! What a mouth! People have to take a fancy to me, too! Mother, do you really think that if you seal a county lord with only one name, you will ascend to the sky in one step. If people know what kind of temper and background I have, they will definitely politely kick you out, do you believe it?
My mother winked at me, "Hey! Why don't we go and ask the emperor to point you a good family matter? If the emperor asks for marriage, we are really face-saving. ”
I secretly breathed a sigh of relief and pouted, "Still asking the emperor?" Mother, do you think that the emperor is idle all day and has nothing to do, and will take care of such a thing? ”
My mother seemed to think that what I said made sense, and nodded: "Yes! How could the emperor care about such a nosy! Forget it, I'd better go out and ask more! ”
When I heard my mother say that I was going out, my face immediately turned green, "What? Going out to inquire? Mother, it's too chaotic outside, you don't know the place well, you can't go out, you know? ”
"Look at the way you look! It's like a begging for food! My mother pointed to my clothes and messy hair, a little angry, "You can't be like a lady." You're the county lord now, you're not a wild girl running around the streets, go upstairs to change your clothes, clean up and come down again. ”
"Oh!" I look at myself, and there is something wrong with it.
The mother said with a long sigh, "Alas! It's all my fault, I used to discipline you too little, so I developed this brutal character, you said that you are the way you are now, so that the sons of those princes and ministers can see it, who will marry you. You really broke my mother's heart, you said that if you were a gentle and virtuous lady, your mother wouldn't be so worried. Alas! In the past, I was always afraid that you would be too honest and that you would suffer a loss if you married someone in the future. But now I'm worried that you're too lively and noisy, and big families like gentle and lovely wives, and you don't scare people away like this. What if I can't get married in the future? I'm really sad to die! ”
I had a headache, why did she come again. Isn't it that you have nothing to do in the past two days, idle! I think it's eighty percent yes!
I hurriedly came down the stairs and said with a smile: "That's not right, you can accompany my mother for two more years!" You want me to marry off so much! ”
My mother poked my head, "You don't know yourself yet, you obviously have such a good person, you still pick and choose!" Actually, my mother still thinks that King Luo is very good, I have inquired, and he has never married a princess. King Luo came to you just now, and you happened to be away, so I tested him and asked him what kind of girl he liked? He was embarrassed, his face was red, and he left in a panic. ”
I have a headache, mother, our affairs, can you stop mixing it, do you know how difficult I am now, I'm embarrassed enough, how can you let me face him like this. If it were someone else, I could have walked away ruthlessly, but I owe him so much.
"Mother, you must have read it wrong, do you really dare to think that someone is a prince, what kind of woman has never seen it? Where would you like me? Okay, I'm up and changing! ”
"If I don't like you, I'll keep us here! And so kind to us! This is not an inn! It's that the inn still needs money, but we eat and live for nothing! ”
Mother, you are worthy of being a matchmaker for so many years, and your eyes are poisonous. I had no choice but to say, "Maybe it's a little, but he's a prince, we don't deserve others, right?" Don't think too much about it. ”
"Why don't you deserve it! Marriage is originally about marrying high and marrying low. Aren't you the county lord now? Why can't you deserve it? You are entering the palace as an imperial concubine, and our status is not low! ”
When I heard my mother say about the imperial concubine, my heart was cold, and I couldn't help but worry, this is what I'm most afraid of, mother, you don't know anything, if you know that I almost died in the palace, you will definitely not say that. The emperor is canonized and rewarded, I think it's definitely not that simple. What the hell is he trying to do? Is it really as King Luo said, trying to take advantage of me?
My mother saw that my face was wrong, and she was a little strange, "What's wrong with you, your face is so bad?" ”
How can I look good? So much has happened lately, I'm not crazy yet. Although I really wanted to tell my mother what happened, I threw myself into her arms and cried happily, but I knew that I couldn't tell her, she would be sad if she knew, she had suffered too much over the years, I still don't want her to worry.
I thought about it for a while, and finally said, "Mother, I'm ...... I want to go to the princess's mansion tomorrow. ”
The mother's face turned white all of a sudden, and she sat on the chair, her soul seemed to be out of her body, and she was stunned, and it took a long time to come back to her senses, "You...... You...... It's not like I've always been unwilling, how...... How...... Suddenly changed your tune? ”
I squatted beside my mother and held her hand, her hand was cold without a trace of temperature, I knew that she was afraid of losing me, and my heart was a little sour. She raised me alone for so many years, she paid so much for it, and now I actually said that I was leaving, how could she not be sad?
I held back the tears that were about to flow, looked up at her, and said sadly: "Mother, I think of the days we have lived over the years, and I can't swallow this breath." Why did he do such a thing, he can still be a big official, and his reputation is so good, I'm not convinced, I'm really not convinced. I'm going to get justice, I'm going to make them uneasy, I'm going to make them regret it, so that they won't have a good time in their lives. ”
My mother's face softened, she touched my hair, and sighed, "My mother knows that our Xiaoyue has grown up and is sensible, and I know that I feel sorry for my mother!" Mother is really happy! But the past, my mother has really forgotten it, and I really don't care! I really don't want to settle accounts with him anymore. Let the past pass. Don't you think we're having a good time now? You don't need them anymore, you are also the county lord, and you can marry a good family. Let's just not know him, okay? ”
I hate it even more in my heart, you treat your mother like this, she doesn't care if she doesn't go to you to settle accounts, how can you bear to bear such a good woman. If it weren't for today's incident, in order not to make my mother sad, I don't want to trouble you. However, if you want to kill me, it is a loss of conscience. People are good at being bullied, and horses are good at being ridden. I can't bear to say anything in this tone.
Although I tried my best to hold back my anger, it was too angry to be able to bear it, and I gritted my teeth, "No, I must get justice." ”
My mother seemed to be taken aback by my appearance and looked at me worriedly, "What do you want to do?" ”