Looking at my mother's worried eyes, I knew that she was not worried that I would hurt him, but that I was worried that I would do something rebellious. So she would rather suffer more grievances herself than let me be wronged.

My eyes were unconsciously fogged, and I slowly stood up and turned away sadly.

I looked outside and tried my best to calm my voice, "Mother, you don't care!" You stay in Luowangfu for the time being, don't go anywhere, and when I get justice, I'll come back, let's go home together, and never come back." ”

The hatred in my heart could no longer be held back, and it was wantonly vented on my face.

Mother, if it were him, I would let him be ruined and pay for what he did; If it weren't for him, I'd help you get back what was rightfully ours.

Hearing this, my mother hurriedly stood up and walked towards me, I quickly hid my emotions, my mother walked quickly to me, pulled me tightly, and the worry on her face was even worse, "Xiaoyue, tell my mother, what do you want to do?" No matter what, he's your relative, and no matter how bad it is, you can't overdo it, you know! Listen to my mother, let him pass the past, don't make any more trouble, okay? ”

I looked at my mother, and my heart was sour, mother, you read family affection like this, he has read a little family affection, he has lived such a scenery in the capital, but he forgot that his wife and daughter are suffering in their hometown? If he really felt a little guilty, why didn't he find a way to make up for it after so many years, why didn't he go back to us? Such people are not worthy of forgiveness at all!

"Mother, don't worry, I won't do anything excessive. I just want to vent my bad breath and make a fuss with them, and I'll come back after that. You're right here, waiting for me to come back, okay? ”

"Oh! Go if you want! My daughter is older and has her own ideas, and she can't control it anymore. ”

My mother slowly went upstairs alone, leaving me alone in a daze. She didn't come down until the evening, and I knew I had broken her heart again, but I had to, and if I told my mother the truth, she would be worried.

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Early in the morning, King Luo sent someone to deliver the letter, and the people from Princess Yuanhe's mansion heard it and immediately sent someone to come, Meng Shaoqing actually came in person, and he was waiting for me outside the door at the moment.

He actually came by himself, it can be seen that he is not afraid of me going, my heart is a little shaken for a while, is it really not him? No, even if it wasn't him, you can't forgive what happened at the beginning, and you must not be soft-hearted.

I know I'm going to leave my mother, and I'm a little reluctant, after my mother went upstairs yesterday, she hasn't paid attention to me anymore, she must still be angry with me.

I walked to my mother's bed, knelt on the ground and kowtowed, "Mother, don't be angry." I'm really just going to get justice, and I'm really not going to leave you. I swear that I will never leave you in my life, and if I leave you, I will ......"

"No nonsense! You get up for me! My mother immediately sat up and pulled me up angrily.

Seeing that she was willing to ignore me, I knew that she had forgiven me, and she was a knife-mouthed tofu heart. I'm really worried that she'll blame me, and if she really won't forgive me, I really don't know if I should go.

I threw myself into my mother's arms all of a sudden, "Mother, aren't you angry with me?" ”

My mother hugged me and closed her eyes and sighed, "Alas, my mother is actually not angry!" ”

I looked up and smiled, "You said you weren't angry, you ignored me yesterday." ”

She smiled at me, her smile contained indescribable reluctance and regret, she touched my head pityingly, "Mother, it's not that I'm angry, I'm just a little scared." Go ahead, I knew there would be such a day, but I didn't expect it to be so soon. Mother knows that when you were a child, you were very envious of people having a father, and now that you finally have it, how can I stop you, go quickly! ”

"No, I'm just ......" I held back the words that almost rushed out, and explained: "Mother, you must not go out alone, if you are bored, go to the back garden for a walk." ”

My mother said "um", don't turn your face away, don't look at me.

"Mother, I'll be back soon. You wait for me, I'll come back, and we'll go home together. ”

My mother looked at me deeply for a while, then suddenly walked to the door and opened the door, and she stood quietly at the door and looked at the gray-haired, wrinkled old man outside the door. I couldn't see my mother's expression, only Meng Shaoqing's obsessive and ashamed face and tears in her eyes.

They looked at each other like this, and neither of them spoke.

King Luo, Jia Siwen and a few subordinates were also watching quietly at the moment, and they didn't speak, at this moment, there were so many people standing in this small courtyard, it was indeed so quiet.

The sky was covered in mist, and the sun was only red, hanging high above the treetops like a red lantern. A cool air poured into the house, and the room seemed to get cold all of a sudden.

What are they thinking at the moment?

Meng Shaoqing suddenly smiled, although I couldn't see my mother's expression, I seemed to feel that my mother was smiling.

More than ten years of grievances, can it really be erased with a smile?

More than ten years of time, with a snap of a finger, disappeared, what was taken away, and what was left behind. This momentary gaze, a glance of ten thousand years, time freezes, what it says, and what it can change.

Many people and many things, we think we have forgotten, when that person reappears, maybe the old things are brought up, you find that you have not forgotten at all, but just hidden it in the depths of your heart.

After a long time, my mother finally withdrew her gaze and looked at me, "Let's go, he's waiting for you!" With that, he pushed me out of the door and closed the door shut.

Looking at the tightly closed wooden door, my eyes moistened all of a sudden. My heart is so sad, my heart hurts, I know that I will be back soon, why is there such a heart-rending pain?

I wanted to open the door and throw myself into her arms and say I wasn't going.

When I saw Meng Shaoqing, I finally held back. If I don't go, I won't be able to unravel his true colors, and I won't be able to know what kind of person he is.

I admit that I have had countless fantasies about what my father was like, and I also admit that I came to the capital to find him, not only to take revenge on him, but also to see what kind of person he really is. I also admit that when I knew that it was him, although I hated him for abandoning my mother, I still had some hope in my heart, hoping that he had to suffer, and that he was really repentant.

I don't want to recognize him, it doesn't mean that I want to have an unbearable father. Just because I don't want to forgive him doesn't mean I don't want him to be a good person.

Who in this world doesn't make mistakes, if he knows his mistakes, why not give him a chance to change? What I am afraid of is that I will make mistakes again and again, and I will eventually go to destruction.