Suddenly, my brain went blank again, and I just slept for a while. I thought that happiness is all eaten, and that the cure that can defeat all diseases is happiness.

So I hugged Dr. Lou and said, "What do you think is the cure for all diseases?" Dr. Lou didn't speak, but sat quietly on the bed.

I said let's have a baby, and he said okay, I asked if you wanted to have a boy or a girl, "Boy."

He replied. So I hugged him and said let's get started.

"Make a baby. He looked at me and said yes. So we slept together. And then we lived a simple and peaceful life, like many couples.

I experienced the joy of marrying Li Yifeng. I thought this should be the life I wanted, and I gave him a son.

It was named Little Date. But I know that actually marrying Li Yifeng may not be like this, but I am very happy, and I feel that everything is natural.

I went with the flow and married someone who made me feel relaxed and happy, and life was really what I wanted.

And so it went on for a long, long time. But I'm still an insecure person,

"Meet my parents?" I asked him one day. He was calm and said, "Yes." "Our children are not in kindergarten, but they are old enough to go to kindergarten.

When I was a child, when I didn't go to kindergarten, I didn't know that the children in the school would form gangs and bully other children, at that time I didn't know about other children, but I went to the wrong class, so the whole class said to me that you went to the wrong class, this is not your class.

You should go out and get out and your class is somewhere else. At that time I had a feeling of being excluded from a collective.

That was the first time I wanted to go into a place where I felt like I belonged to me, only to be told that I was on the wrong shift.

It gave me a feeling of collective abandonment. I was a little stubborn and said, "I didn't go to the wrong class, I was in this class." "One of the kindergarten teachers was really convinced that I was in that class, so he put me in that class.

(Then she left and went to teach in another class.) Second, this is the first time I feel a sense of collective happiness, and I feel that every child in this class is happy, kind, and gentle.

Let me have a sense of integration with them, and I will be as happy and kind as they are. And I feel that the teachers in this class are very spiritual and very good at getting along with children.

I also feel very good about her. But I later found my class, where I found that my classmates were very hard-hearted, and they were always provocative and aggressive.

And I was unwittingly drawn into those inexplicable battles. I feel very helpless, maybe my later rebellious temper and unfounded anger are related to the experience in kindergarten, but I still play happily, I have happy memories, and at the same time I have hurt other children.

Thinking of this, I was distracted,

"Let's go. Dr. Lou suddenly said to me, "Don't you want to see your parents?"

"My car is packed. ”

"I suddenly didn't want to go. I said.

"I'm tired and want to get some sleep. ”

"Some things may never change. Dr. Lou said helplessly. I......

"I want to go back to my mother's house now, can you come with me? "I'm still a little sleepy, but I'm much better.

There is only one thought in my heart, dear dates, my father, I want to grow old with you.

"Let's go. Dr. Lou said. I happily took his arm. Little dates followed. We walked to the car and I fell asleep in the car.

Little Date sat in front of him with his father. Date's dad drove the car, and I slept all the way.

"It's time to get there," I vaguely heard the date daddy say.

"Wake up, wake up" slowly opened his eyes, and the light came in

"I said, why is it so fast? I haven't slept enough. "I rubbed my eyes,

"Why don't we go a little longer. The father of the date made a gesture to continue driving, and I quickly said, "Oh, no need, let's talk about it when we have time later, let's go home first." "How did you know about my family?

I didn't even tell you where my family lived, and I asked, "You forgot, I know everything with a little certificate."

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"Hehehe, I suddenly feel very secure. You know everything and I feel safe, so I don't have to say anything, hehe. ”

"Hmm

The date daddy nodded. When I got out of the car, I felt that I had two empty paws, and I thought about what I should bring to my parents to taste after not coming home for so long, so that they would be in a good mood.

"I'm ready, everything, it's what they love to eat. Date's father said as he opened the trunk and took something from inside.

I leaned over to see, oops, there was really everything, and I went home to see my parents during the New Year's holidays, such as middle-aged and elderly calcium tablets, southern black sesame paste, lotus root powder and eight-treasure porridge, various delicately packaged dim sum, foot massagers, Marubeni skin care product sets, etc.

"Great, you are always so caring, so attentive. ”

"Hmm. He nodded. Then he took out several packets of Alpine lollipops, all of which came in all flavors, and said, "And your favorite lollipops, plain milk, tropical fruits, grapes, oranges, strawberries, and green apples." "Oops, so much.

Little Honey Date took a large convenience bag and put all these lollipops in it, and said, "Put these up for you first, you can carry them." I carried the rest of the stuff with my dad. ”

"Uh-huh, good, good. I said. Hehe, I couldn't help but open a bag of tropical fruit flavored ones and put one in my mouth, it felt fruity like that summer, the summer when I first ate tropical fruit flavored lollipops.

It feels like time hasn't passed, I've never changed, I'm just getting happier and happier. After climbing the stairs on the third floor, I still feel so kind, there is no strangeness, and my home has not changed.

It's just that this time it's no longer the feeling of being alone, I feel like there are two more people, two more people who are very important to me, they are all people who bring me happiness, they are my relatives and spiritual support in this world, and my heart is warm.

I say goodbye to wandering. Hehe. They are all gifts from God. I will cherish it.

Striding into the house, my mother was a little surprised to see me,

"Why don't you make a phone call when you go home?" I watched the floor being mopped shiny, everything in the house was very tidy, and I thought to myself that she must have been cleaning for a long time, and every time I came home after a long time, the house was very clean, and the longer I was at home, the more the house became like a pig's nest (a bit exaggerated).

"Oops, I haven't had my phone at home. "I don't think this reason seems to be sufficient, because I guess she will definitely say that if you borrow a mobile phone, you should also tell me that you want to come back, I'm so prepared, at least I know if you're coming back alone or with someone else, can't you borrow a mobile phone?

So I said, "Uh... I forgot to tell you, I didn't expect that. Then he smiled and begged her for forgiveness.

"Who is this?" she asked. She saw them.

"This is the guy I'm looking for. "I implied to her that I was the one I was with, the one I had been certified for.

"Oh," she asked, smiling, beckoning him to sit down

"Where are you from?

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