I was startled, and I panicked for a moment.

I stabilized my mind before I was about to answer, Zhang Ying snorted coldly and said, "Hou Gang, he is the little eunuch of Ningkang Palace-Xiao Lizi, if you want to go out of the palace with me to do some things, is there any problem?" Zhang Ying said to me again: "Little Lizi, take your waist card and give it to this Captain Hou, take a look!" ”

I took off the waist card from my waist and handed it to Hou Gang, Hou Gang took it and looked at it, naturally he didn't see any problems, handed it back to me, and smiled at Zhang Yingyu: "Father-in-law Zhang is angry, this is our duty, I dare not slack off, and I ask my father-in-law to understand." ”

Zhang Ying snorted and gave Hou Gang a cold face.

looked at me again and secretly gave me a look, "Xiao Lizi, what are you still doing in a daze, don't you leave quickly, if you delay the Queen Mother's affairs, how many heads do you have?" ”

"Yes, father-in-law!" I reacted, took two quick steps, and was about to walk out, when Hou Gang stretched out his hand again to stop me, with a smile on his face, "Little father-in-law, please wait a minute!" ”

I was a little panicked, if I delayed any longer, I was afraid that I would be recognized, and then I would not be able to leave. I pretended to be domineering and shouted: "You are so bold, even the people in the Queen Mother's palace dare to stop you, don't you want to live!" ”

Zhang Ying saw that I was stopped again, and she was also a little anxious, "Hou Gang, you are so bold, you dare to stop us." If you delay the Queen Mother's affairs, it will cost your head, and you can't afford it. ”

Hou Gang was not intimidated by our momentum, and still stopped me from letting me go. He smiled at Zhang Yingyu and said, "Father-in-law Zhang, stop being angry." The subordinates are also acting on orders, please bear with Father-in-law Zhang. Wait a minute! After saying that, Hou Gang walked up to a man dressed in eunuch clothes, who was checking on several other people who were going out of the palace. Hou Gang said to the man: "Father-in-law Lin, there is a face-to-face person here, can you come and take a look?" ”

The little eunuch turned around and looked in our direction, and I saw the man's appearance clearly, and my heart was cold!

How did Kobayashi end up here?

It can't be specially sent by the emperor, right?

I lamented in my heart, why did I carry my point so much, I thought that no one would pay attention to this relatively remote Anfumen, but who would have thought that Xiaolinzi would actually be guarding here.

I knew that I couldn't leave from here, so I hurriedly walked to Zhang Ying's side, pulled him and left, "Grandpa Zhang, the people here are so verbose, we won't leave from this door, let's go through another door." ”

Zhang Ying glanced at Xiao Linzi who came over, and also understood, and followed me to turn around.

Xiao Linzi saw that we were leaving, and said in the back: "County Lord, you better go back." Each gate of the palace is guarded by a person who knows the county lord, you can't get out, you better go back! ”

"Huh?" I was taken aback, stunned, unable to move any longer.

I knew that I had failed to leave the palace this time, but I still didn't give up, and begged Zhang Ying, "Father-in-law Zhang, you tell them that it was the queen mother's decree to let me out of the palace, and they ordered them to let me out, and they didn't dare not listen." ”

Zhang Ying looked embarrassed when she heard this, looked at me and shook her head, "County Lord, it won't work!" The queen mother explained to the slave and said that if the county lord is recognized, he will not take you out of the palace again. County Lord, since you have been recognized, the slave will take you back. ”

Freedom is only one door away from me, and I don't want to give it up like this, so I walked to Xiao Linzi's side, pulled him and begged: "Xiao Linzi, seeing that we used to work together in Yongming Palace, you can do it, just let me out." I beg you, Xiaolinzi! ”

Xiao Linzi's face turned yellow with fright, and he knelt on the ground, "If the slave lets you out, you won't die." County lord, spare the minions. ”

I looked at Xiao Linzi's frightened appearance, and knew that it was useless to beg him, he was just a little eunuch, how dare he let me out without permission?

I thought that with the help of the Queen Mother this time, I would definitely be able to get out of the palace, but I didn't expect this to be the result. But I was still unwilling, so I walked back to Zhang Ying's side and begged: "Father-in-law Zhang, you go back and help me beg the Queen Mother, let the Queen Mother think of a way for me again." ”

Zhang Ying sighed: "The slave said something that shouldn't be said: the emperor is so affectionate to the county lord. County Lord, go back, don't make any more trouble out of the palace. ”

I couldn't get out of the palace, I was already depressed, and when I heard Zhang Ying say this, I was a little annoyed, "Grandpa Zhang, what are you talking about?" But the Queen Mother wants you to take me out of the palace? You didn't say that I would send it out, why did you say such a thing? ”

Zhang Ying shook his head and sighed: "The slave has been with the Queen Mother for so many years, what the Queen Mother thinks in her heart, the slave still knows a thing or two." She ordered the slave to take you out of the palace, but she was actually a little hesitant in her heart. The emperor is a slave and has grown up, and the slave can see that the emperor is really moved by the county lord. After all, the emperor is the queen mother's own son, how could she not think about him? Therefore, she was afraid that you would let the emperor move sex, and she didn't want the emperor to complain about her, so she was very conflicted. Since I let you out of the palace, I want you to stay. Therefore, these days, there are rumors everywhere in the harem that you are not, and the queen mother has never asked about it in front of the emperor. If Princess Roujia hadn't told the Queen Mother that you wanted to leave the palace this time, the Queen Mother wouldn't have cared about it. He looked at me with a sincere expression, "County Lord, listen to the slave's advice, you better go back." After the slave goes back, he will tell the Queen Mother truthfully, and if the Queen Mother has any instructions, the slave will pass the word to the county lord. ”

Listening to Zhang Ying's words, my heart was heavy, as if I had pressed a stone. Although the Queen Mother was worried that I would confuse the harem and wanted me out of the palace, she still cared about her son after all, and she didn't want to fall out with him. If so, I'm afraid the Queen Mother won't help me anymore in the future, and if even the Queen Mother doesn't help me anymore, then who can save me from the palace? Am I going to have to stay?

I returned to the Buddhist hall from the back door, changed my clothes, and walked out of the main gate, Jin Se and Yaoqin saw me come out, and immediately ushered in, "County Lord, are you okay, scared the slave to death!" ”

"County Lord, you have to be careful in the future, the Queen Mother is the Queen Mother after all, you must not contradict her again in the future!"

It seems that they don't know what happened, and they thought that my face was bad because I was punished by the Queen Mother for copying scriptures.

I didn't want to explain too much to them, "Don't talk, I'm in a bad mood, don't quarrel with me, come back to Zhaoyang Palace with me." ”

They saw that I was in a bad mood and didn't dare to say anything, so they silently followed me back to Zhaoyang Palace.

I stood at the door of Zhaoyang Palace, and I didn't want to go in. It's a beautiful cage, and once you enter it, you're no longer free.

Look at the tall and luxurious, majestic and delicate palace. I suddenly became confused, what should I do?

So many people are saying in my ear that he is so good to you, so cares about you, you should accept it, you should be grateful, and you should be content. Nobody cares what I think in my heart, no one cares if I want to or not.

I think if this continues, my heart will change one day, and one day I will compromise.

No, I don't!

The thought that I would never be able to go out again made me depressed; The thought that I would never see the flywheel again made my heart even harder.

No, I don't want to stay here, I'm going to leave the palace, I'm going to go out to find him.