In the evening, the emperor came to Zhaoyang Palace, and when he came, his face was ugly, and he didn't have a smile on his calm face, and he seemed to be very angry.

My heart was weak, afraid that he would come to punish me, so I waited cautiously and fearfully, not daring to breathe, not daring to say a word. But he didn't seem to notice my anomaly, just chatted with me casually and left in a hurry.

He didn't say a word about me sneaking out of the palace during the day, as if he didn't know about it.

At first, I thought it was Xiao Linzi and didn't tell him, so he didn't know. Later, when he thought about it, if he didn't know, why was he so angry, and Xiao Linzi was specially arranged by him at the palace gate, how could he not tell him about it? The biggest possibility is that he knows, but he just doesn't want to mention it. I know that this matter is not a trivial matter, and if I say it, I will definitely ask for trouble, and if he doesn't mention it, I naturally won't mention it.

I think that if he doesn't mention or ask, it means that he doesn't want to pursue this matter, which is already the best outcome for me. If he really wanted to pursue it, I'm afraid he would have issued a holy decree to punish me a long time ago, where would he still talk to me?

Before leaving, he said a few words to me that made me feel even more like he knew. As for why he didn't say a word about this matter, I think he may be hindered by the Queen Mother's affection and doesn't want to make this matter public.

Before leaving, he asked me, "Do you know why I didn't lock you up in this Zhaoyang Palace?" ”

I honestly replied, "I don't know!" ”

He said, "It's because I know you like to be free and don't like to be tied down. I don't want you to be like a bird in a cage, gradually losing your tactful voice, losing your bright smile, and losing your lively personality. I hope you are happy here, and I hope you can slowly enjoy this place and ...... People here. ”

He left a sentence at the end, "You have to cherish the present, don't think about leaving the palace anymore, I don't want one day, I have to lock you up!" And he left, leaving me standing there for a long time.

Early the next morning, I went to Roujia and asked her to help me find a way. No matter how much I begged him, she just shook her head at me and said she had no choice.

I didn't give up, I begged her for a long time, she was impatient with my begging, and finally sighed and said, "It's not that I don't help you, it's that I really can't help you!" You don't know, not long after you left yesterday, the imperial brother came in a hurry, said many good things for you, and begged the queen mother to forgive you and not be angry with you. Later, he was worried that you would be punished in the Buddhist hall, so he said that he would go to the Buddhist hall to see you. The queen mother naturally tried her best to block it. The queen mother's obstruction made him suspicious, and he said that he had to go to the Buddha hall for everything, so he almost didn't quarrel with the queen mother. Later, a person came back and said, you were stopped by the guards, you don't know, how ugly his face was at that time, look at his appearance, if you really go out of the palace, he will definitely fall out with the queen mother. In the end, when the royal brother left, he said a word to the queen mother, and his tone was very bad, as if he was warning, he said, let the queen mother leave your business alone. ”

She looked at me with a sarcastic expression, "Brother Huang, he used to be respectful and filial to his mother. I have never seen him so unkind to his mother. The queen mother, I said that you are a scourge, and I spoke for you, and now it seems that you are really a scourge! ”

“……”

I listened as if someone had gagged me, and I couldn't speak. I felt very wronged, but I couldn't explain it to Rou Jia, because even I couldn't understand why the emperor did this to me?

Originally, I thought he was using me to make some people obedient.

But what has happened these days has made me feel more and more that he is not using me.

Is it true that he really likes me, as he says?

Although I have never dared to let myself think so, but unconsciously, my heart has quietly changed.

If this is the case, then I have to leave, I can foresee my future, I will definitely become the target of public criticism, the woman in the harem is kind-hearted, and when the time comes, I will die an ugly death.

Rou Jia put away the ridicule, sighed, and said: "He is really different from you, I have never seen him plead with his mother for which concubine, let alone he has been so anxious for anyone." She looked at me, hesitated, and said, "It seems that the imperial brother really cares about you." You...... You'd better stay, right? ”

Hearing Rou Jia also persuade me to stay made me feel even more lonely and helpless. I pulled her by the side and begged, "I don't want to stay, I really don't want to." You know, I love him! You said you were going to help us! Please, just help us one more time, right? ”

Rou Jia looked stunned when she heard this. She turned her head and looked to the side, avoiding my pleading eyes, and after a while she said slowly: "I'm sorry, I can't help you, I hope he can be happy, but I want the imperial brother to be happy." You just forget about him and follow the royal brother. Go back, I won't help you out of the palace. ”

I was very harsh when I heard this, and sneered, "Since the princess is so difficult, then I won't be strong." Thank you for the princess's help, Satsuki will not forget, Satsuki farewells to the princess! With that, he turned and left.

Princess Roujia stood there watching me leave, with some deep contradiction and helplessness in her eyes, but she was not angry at my rudeness. I was a little annoyed with her, but now it's gone. What could she do, that person was his royal brother, and she spoke for him, shouldn't she? Shouldn't she think about him? I should be grateful for her helping me, and it's her duty not to help me. Who do I have to blame her?

I returned to Zhaoyang Palace in discouragement, my mood was extremely low, a sense of powerlessness made me feel extremely tired, I only felt as if I had been pulled out of my muscles and bones, I had no strength, and when I returned to the dormitory, I collapsed on the bed.

Even though I was lying in bed, my mind was still spinning.

I was not just disappointed, but more afraid. I don't know how long I can hold out in such a situation, I only know that I will stay in the palace and one day I will fall.

Sooner or later, now my heart has changed a little, I no longer feel that he is using me, I no longer feel that he is cheating on me, and even sometimes I feel a little guilty in my heart, and I feel a little ungrateful.

Isn't that dangerous?

No, I have to go out, I can't stay.

But after my trouble this time, the guards in the future will definitely be more strict, and no one will help me anymore, and the chance of me trying to get out of the palace again is even slimmer. And Feilun and King Luo are far away, and they can't come to save me.

How do I get out of the palace?

If no one helps me, then I'...... You have to figure it out on your own!