[His diary, so heavy (3)]

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Dumping Huang repeatedly looked at these diaries related to Park Jung-hyun.

There is only "lying groove" left in the heart.

She had been online before and seemed to have seen the name.

Park Jung-hyun, the president of RA Entertainment, is young, handsome, and golden.

I didn't expect it to be such a person!!

But it doesn't matter who it is.

Even the president can't covet her man!

The phoenix was furious, and continued to read down from the previous diary.

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October 2011

Park Jung-hyun said he was not in a hurry at all.

After all, there are many handsome men and beautiful women in the entire RA company, and there is a steady stream of newcomers to add in.

He personally said that male and female artists line up, change one every day, and sleep for another ten years, and he will not get tired.

Therefore, the whole company is actually his queen house.

In May, I saw my seniors under him, and now, a few months have passed, and I have calmed down a lot.

But I still can't help but feel disgusting.

I'm not averse to homosexuality, but I really don't like to be confused.

Especially forced me to watch the scene.

The scary thing is that I am being targeted by him, and I don't know when I will fall into the clutches of the devil......

Park Jung-hyun reassured me for the time being that he wouldn't touch me now.

He said I was perfect, perfect like a dream that shouldn't have been broken.

He likes the childishness who is ignorant of the world and does not know the rules, and unlike everyone else, he is simply the most perfect lover.

He decided to make a bet with me to see if I would be polluted by the entertainment industry.

If I still haven't changed in four years, he won't wait any longer.

But if I am willing to step into the troubled waters of the entertainment industry, he will not cherish me so much.

So.

No matter what, can't you escape?

It's really annoying.

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#2011年12月#

I'm so sad, what's wrong?

During this time, my heart was so uncomfortable that I always wanted to cry when no one was around......

I feel so tired every day.

It seems that there is endless work to be done, and there are debts that cannot be paid off.

I know Park Jung-hyun, who is restricting my development openly and secretly.

He wanted me to taste what it was like to work hard and still not get good results, and he wanted me to give in.

He's really disgusting and an absolutely shrewd businessman.

Carefully control my heat and access to resources,

Let me neither be able to set fire nor grow out of his control;

It will not be completely silent, and it will continue to generate income for him......

I feel like I'm getting paid less than the rest of the group.

What to do? No matter what, I have to take care of my mother, who has suffered too much.

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#2012年1月#

Chanwoo ...... You left so suddenly, forever......

It's been three days.

I still haven't been able to fully accept the reality.

I can't help but think of when I was a trainee, although I was very tired, we were all very happy!

Why is it the way it is now?

An Canwoo, why did you kill yourself?

It's all my fault, I was too busy a few days ago to seriously comfort and accompany you, so you are desperate......

I really don't blame you for what happened, and I don't mean to look down on you at all!

In your suicide note, "I sold my flesh and body, and lost my soul", which pierced my heart deeply.

It's not you who is at fault, it's Park Jung-hyun's scum!

But what's the use of talking about it now?

In fact, I still envy you a little, I don't dare to think about what will happen to me in the future.

Perhaps, it will follow the same path as you......

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#2012年3月#

It's so uncomfortable......

It has seriously affected the work.

I can't help but cry in the middle of the night. The dark circles under his eyes are so heavy, his eyes are still red and swollen, and his throat is hoarse.

Park Jung-hyun actually said that no matter how hard I tried to be ugly, it would not affect his impression of me.

I want to kill him.

Even if they all end up together.