Faced with Su Jinyun's question, Su Yunman blinked his eyes and looked innocent, "I'm just going out for a walk!" Big brother, what's wrong? ”

This Su Jinyun is a personal essence, dragging himself every day, which also makes Su Yunman very confused!

If it always stays, then how can it be.

This will limit her movements!

Moreover, she is now at a critical moment, which is not good for her!

"Going out for a walk? Where to go? Su Jinyun seemed to want to ask clearly, where did Su Yunman go, in the past, Su Yunman was not in the Su family except for a few days a year, and the rest of the time was in the Su family, and he had never gone out, why now, he ran outside every day?

Where the hell did she go?

Although Su Jinyun was suspicious of Su Yunman, Su Yunman was her sister after all, and she would not send someone to follow her behavior.

Moreover, others have always been above board, and if they are really suspicious, they will not do anything sneaky.

"Just walk around! Big brother, what are you asking for? "Su Yunman is really puzzled, what is going on with Su Jinyun today, why has he been holding on to himself!

Could it be that he made a mistake in that aspect, which made Su Jinyun suspect something?

However, she hasn't seen Su Jinyun today!

It's weird.

"You never went out easily, but now you want to go out every day?" Su Jinyun actually wanted to say that her daughter's family ran outside all day long, what kind of system did she become.

Although he is not a brother, he has also broken his old father's heart!

Su Yunman smiled slightly, "It's because I used to be stuffy at home all day long, and I was about to get moldy, and now, it's not easy, I want to go out for a walk, why does my eldest brother keep holding on to me!" ”

Su Yunman's smile brought some sadness in it.

Su Jinyun naturally didn't miss it, her brows raised slightly, could it be that she really blamed her?

Seeing Su Jinyun's expression, Su Yunman was amused in his heart, but on the surface, he said very seriously: "Big brother, do you know? In the past, I didn't go out at home all day, because I thought it was good, I wouldn't fall into my mouth, and I wouldn't do anything wrong, try to be a good daughter, a good child, and I hope that one day my father will find out about my existence, but when I jumped into the river and almost drowned and was rescued by Duan Wangye, I finally understood. ”

The corners of Su Yunman's mouth hooked a mocking arc, and he said pitifully and sadly: "I used to think that as long as I was obedient, someone would come to marry me, and my father would love me even more, but after that, I found out that I was wrong, I was really wrong, no matter how well-behaved I was, no matter how quiet I was, my father would still not love me, and no one would marry me, I knew that from childhood to adulthood, all of you didn't like me, and they used to bully me together, I told myself, you must be patient, I have to be patient, but I found that my patience only made them more arrogant, bullying me even more, and beating me ......"

Su Yunman looked at Su Jinyun's surprised expression and continued to smile: "After dying once, I understand that life is really wonderful, sometimes, the more still you are, the more others will ignore your existence, so, I'm thinking, why don't I live in a different way!" Perhaps, it will become a different me? Why should I bear with everyone! Since you don't love me, you don't like me, then why can't I choose the life I want to live, the way I want to live? Big brother, do you think I'm right? ”

After listening to Su Yunman's words of joy from the "bottom of his heart", Su Jinyun's face became ugly.

Because what Su Yunman said is the truth.

Once, in the Su family, Su Yunman had no name.

Even if someone knows that there is an eldest lady in the Su family, no one knows who this eldest lady is.

Because she has been hiding in the boudoir, she has never shown her face.

However, it wasn't until the original family came to withdraw from the marriage that she didn't want to continue living like this.

It turns out that this is the reason why she has changed so much.

Like a rebellious child, he likes to get the attention of others.

At first, I thought that as long as the child is obedient, he will be liked by adults.

As a result, she was well-behaved for more than ten years, and found that she would not only not be noticed, but also ignored excessively.

So, she wanted to change herself, and she didn't want to continue living like this.

She is like a changed personality like before, completely opposite to her previous self.

Perhaps, this is rebellion!

Su Jinyun remembered that during the family banquet in the past, the child looked submissive when he saw his father, and he stammered even when he shouted his father.

Father looked at Su Yunman's expression at that time, and he also looked disgusted.

The father had many wives and concubines and many children, but Su Yunman chose to be a good child.

But this obedient child did not let his father see it, and even made his father hate it.

This is not what Su Yunman wants, so, after dying once, her temperament exploded, she doesn't want to be a good child anymore, because a good child doesn't get attention, so all her things have to be reversed according to her previous life habits.

She did this just to get everyone's approval.

Su Jinyun figured out this layer, and was so distressed that she couldn't do it.

In fact, he is also responsible for this matter.

If I had found out earlier, I probably wouldn't have turned it into what it is now.

At the beginning, because Su Yunman was so well-behaved, so well-behaved that people directly ignored her existence.

At that time, she didn't even take a step out of the door, if it wasn't for the Su family, she wouldn't have known that there was such a person in the Su family.

stays in the boudoir all the year round, and doesn't go out, even the usual meals and rests are in the room, and don't come out.

People who have been bored like this for more than ten years! Suddenly, she didn't want to go on like this, she wanted to change herself, she wanted to be recognized by others, and she wanted not to be ignored by everyone, so she chose such a way to prove herself.

Su Jinyun felt very guilty, if she hadn't neglected this child herself, maybe she wouldn't have become like this.

I am also responsible for all this.

It's really impossible to blame Su Yunman, if it were him, I'm afraid he would do the same!

After listening to Su Yunman's "heart", Su Jinyun was indeed able to understand the reason why Su Yunman's behavior was very different from before.

It is precisely because of this that he is even more distressed.

It was the Su family who owed Su Yunman.