Chapter 74: Live for Yourself
Looking at Su Jinyun's guilty expression, Su Yunman knew that Su Jinyun must have believed his "heartfelt" voice.
I definitely won't doubt myself anymore!
Su Yunman breathed a sigh of relief, and also praised his wit in his heart.
- I'm really smart!
- Look! Su Jinyun has been fooled by me!
Actually, Su Yunman was too worried, since last night, after Su Jinyun personally interrogated Qiu Tao, he was already convinced that Su Yunman was the real Su Yunman, and Su Yunman's talents were also learned from the temple.
Su Jinyun finally understood why Su Yunman went to the temple to live for so many days every year, and it turned out to be the case.
Su Yunman's mother must know that Su Yunman is not having a good time in the Su family!
That's why she has to go to the temple every year, which can be regarded as cultivating her mind, which is a thing that kills two birds with one stone!
Actually, it's pretty good.
Su Jinyun thought for a long time before he spoke: "Although this is the case, you are really too much, your current behavior is too extreme, this will not be approved by your father, you will only make your father dislike you more and more." ”
Su Jinyun felt that as a brother, she really should discipline this sister well, otherwise, she didn't know what kind of person she would become!
Su Yunman smiled and said bluntly: "In the past, I lived for others and lived for the approval of others, but now, I don't need anyone's approval, I just need my own approval, as long as I recognize myself, then it's fine, why should I be as stupid as I used to be recognized by others?" Does it make sense? I have lived for others for more than ten years, what kind of life have I lived, what kind of life have I lived! I don't want to live for others now, for the rest of my life, I also want to live for myself, so say, big brother, don't persuade me, what I have decided will not change, just like that, for more than ten years, I have been waiting for you, but you have chosen to abandon me and forget me, so now, I also want to live for myself once, and do whatever I want. ”
"Xiao Man......" Su Jinyun was shocked after listening to Su Yunman's words.
Sure enough, is it still too late?
Doesn't she want to be recognized by others anymore?
After living for more than ten years, all the grievances have been fed up.
Does she not want to live so aggrieved now?
Su Jinyun was deeply sympathetic to Su Yunman's experience.
But he only had sympathy.
Since childhood, Su Jinyun has been regarded as the successor of the Su family.
It is precisely because of the eldest son that he has to learn more than others and needs to spend more time than others.
Father, also a very strict person.
The environment in which Su Jinyun has lived since she was a child is actually similar to Su Yunman.
Su Yunman was ignored, but as the eldest son of the Su family, he was overly concerned by others.
He is often pulled out for comparison.
The better he is, the happier his father is.
Because others will praise the father for having a good child.
When he returned, his father would treat him even more harshly.
Piano, chess, calligraphy and painting, business books, all have to be learned.
At a young age, Su Jinyun knew these heavy responsibilities on his shoulders, coupled with his calm personality, he naturally won his father's liking, and also became the capital for his father to go out and show off.
Su Jinyun's life has been spent with constant hard work.
Because my father doesn't allow it, I am worse than others, and I must be better than anyone else.
Because only in this way can he proudly show off his son.
Su Jinyun didn't have much freedom since she was a child, and there were too many things to learn.
There was even a long time when Su Jinyun was sent to a private school to study, and she completely cut off contact with the Su family.
And the children of the Su family, except for Sophia, the relationship between the others and him is very weak.
Because Su Jinyun has been excessively strict since he was a child, and he is dedicated to thinking about the future of the Su family, he must learn more.
And Su Jinyun has also become the pride of the Su family.
However, his relationship with all his siblings has become very strange.
obviously have the same blood relationship, but their relationship is just one more layer of blood relationship than ordinary people.
This has already happened.
Su Jinyun also has his difficulties, when he was young, he didn't have time to play with each of his younger siblings.
Su Jinyun had also seen Su Yunman a few times in a hurry, and Su Jinyun himself had to learn a lot of things, and Su Yunman didn't go out all day.
Two people have lived in the same place for more than ten years, but the time they can meet is also a handful.
It is precisely because of this that Su Jinyun can also understand Su Yunman's mood.
But so what!
That's my mission!
Su Yunman looked at Su Jinyun's distressed gaze, turned his face away, and then said affirmatively: "Big brother, I really just want to live for myself for the rest of my life, big brother, can you leave me alone, can you stop persuading me, what I decide will not change, it will not change for anyone, so you really don't need to persuade me, big brother." ”
Su Yunman's attitude is very resolute, there is no way, if he is not resolute, Su Jinyun will not give up, if he comes over to pester himself all day long, he will also be very distressed!
She now has to do a lot of things to build a plan of her own.
Su Jinyun will only hinder her like this.
Therefore, Su Yunman decided that she had to make Su Jinyun give up the idea of dissuading her.
Moreover, Su Yunman is a very stubborn person, and what she decides, there is basically no way for her to change.
What she decides will never change.
Moreover, this matter is also very important to her.
She still has a lot to do, and she can't be idle.
I was not in the mood to fight wits and courage with the Su family.
Because, one day, she will suppress the Su family so much that they can't raise their heads.
Only in this way can revenge be taken.
Only in this way can she stand in front of the people of the Su family and say loudly, what are you?
Why should I, Su Yunman, live by you!
I, Su Yunman, can also cover the sky with one hand and live as I want.
She has always had a strong desire to control, and she will definitely fight for what she wants.
This is her Su Yunman!
She never looked at other people's faces and did things.
Whether it was before, or now, or even in the future.
She wants to live for herself and work hard for herself.
Others, in her eyes, are nothing.