Chapter 47: Letter to the Gallon (5)
When I was a freshman in high school, I decided to break through myself, and I was too low-key in the class for three years in junior high school, and I didn't play with boys, so that when I graduated, the male dormitory students in my class privately asked me if I had any misunderstanding about their boys.
So when the class teacher chose to do it, I asked me to be the representative of her math class, I didn't refuse, I gladly accepted, if I knew that this position would bring me so much trouble in the future, I would have refused.
The class teacher's requirement is that every time I collect homework, I must go down to collect it one by one, and I don't need a group leader, and I collect the homework of more than 50 people in the class by myself.
Then I will inevitably deal with the boys in the class, especially the lively, mischievous ones, which simply leave a shadow on me.
I remember it was about three or four weeks after school started, just after August, when the heat had not yet subsided, and the boys were still wearing short sleeves, I was returning to the classroom from the dormitory at noon. Because school had just started, we had not yet arrived and had to go to the classroom for self-study at noon.
On the way back, I saw a boy pushing a cart from a distance who looked like you, so I kept staring, but when I got closer, it was really you, my God, at that moment, I just want to say how you are ghosted. When you got close, you smiled at me, and 10,000 alpacas ran through me in my heart.
That's right, you entered this high school again as a borrower, hey, I was desperate at the time, I always felt that God was deliberately torturing me, why did you appear around me again and again.
When I was a freshman in high school, I was placed in class 14, and you were class 16, and to my despair, we were on the same floor, and I had to go through the door of your class to go to the math teacher's office.
At that time, there was a strange phenomenon, that is, boys liked to stand on the balcony very much, and as soon as they arrived at the recess, they would stand on the balcony in a neat manner, like a sentry standing guard, probably searching for the beauties on campus. Of course, you are no exception, you often stand on the balcony with another boy in your class, and you have the impression that the boy is very good-looking, but he doesn't seem to be very tall.
Every time I pass by the door of your class, I think it's very nice if you're standing on the balcony with your back to me, so that you don't have to say hello. But the sad thing is that you really like to face the classroom station, and every time I pass by there, I feel so bad that I want to skip you and go straight to the teacher's office.
But luckily, usually we don't speak, you just smile at me and it's over. It lasted for a semester, and the "smile" greeting that kept me thinking that we knew each other completely, until something like this happened that day.
After I finished my breakfast and found something in the dormitory, I hurried over to get it, and when I came back I came up the stairs from your side, and it turned out that it was all over the place, and you were still standing on the balcony with the boy in your class, and you smiled at me as always.
Then I heard the boy ask aloud who you and I were, and I heard you say something like, "Former classmate, I don't know the name." ”
At that moment, my heart immediately broke in two, it was like a bolt from the blue, and in an instant I had a black question mark face. Turns out you don't know my name yet, well, I knew your name was Gallon from the beginning, and we've both been classmates for over four years, and you still don't know my name. After thinking about it, it is true that we have never been in the same class, how do you know my name, even if you have heard it, you must have forgotten it quickly.
Hey, I sighed in my heart, I don't know, I don't know, it doesn't matter, I've never expected anything anyway, it's good now, it's not far away.
But you did something that was extremely disappointing to me during your first semester of high school, and I didn't expect you to be such a gallon.
When I was a freshman in high school, I heard that you broke up with Hyosung during the summer vacation of your third year of junior high school, and it was brought up by Hyosung, and I don't know why, so only you know why.
Then in the first semester of high school, you talked to a girl in your class, and yes, I believe that girl should still be a little impressed by you, after all, you used her insidiously at that time.
It didn't take long for you to break up with that girl and reconcile with Hyosung. Later, I heard the girl say that you were only with her to stimulate Hyosung, rub, you can think of such a bloody plot, I really don't know who gave you the bad idea.
Of course I know that girl, and I'm sure you know that we know her, and she and I have been classmates for three years in junior high school, and we once sat at the same table for half a semester. Besides, you don't know it, she's also the pretty girl who complimented you in front of me in gym class.
So can you imagine it, she fell in love with you during the summer vacation of the first year of junior high school, how did you bear to hurt other girls. If you approached her with that purpose in the first place, then I really think you're scary, to paraphrase the words that are popular in TV dramas now, I just want to say, Gallon, I advise you to be kind.
It's unbelievable that you hurt a girl who likes you in that dirty way, it's scum. It's terrible, I'm so disappointed in you for doing this, I think only people with personality problems would do this kind of thing, normal people can't do this kind of thing.
As you wish, you and Hyosung are together again, how about it? You should have been happy at the time, but how can you know how many people are spitting on you behind your back? Of course, you don't care, how can a selfish person like you care about other people's opinions, if I'm not mistaken, you still don't feel that what you did was inappropriate. For those who said you at that time, you will only think that they are hateful, a group of neurotics.
Fortunately, the girl found a good boyfriend after going to college, and they also got married after graduating last year, and now they are living happily. To be honest, you don't deserve her. Fortunately, the two of you broke up at the beginning, otherwise you would have harmed a good girl again.
Because of this incident, your image in my mind has been greatly reduced, and I think it is also, you are a playboy, how can you experience the pain of dedication when you are amorous.
Oh, of course, you certainly don't feel like you're passionate, in your opinion, what a dedicated person you are, you do so much just to prove that you're passionate. I've always liked Hyosung, naïve, it's so naïve, I'm ashamed that I like you for the first time.
But then I still failed, helplessly, I liked you for too long, and it was very deep, so deep that even if you did such a thing, I still couldn't give up my liking for you, I thought, I'm hopeless, no one can save me.
But I decided to let myself go, but just as I decided to forget about you, something happened that changed my mind, you see, God is always tormenting me, I think it was on purpose. On several occasions when I had the opportunity to forget you, he came and made trouble, as if he didn't want me to give up on you.
It was the end of the first evening self-study class, and I remember very well that I was going to give the math teacher the exercises that I had put away, and when I came back, there were three or four boys in the hallway at the entrance of your class chasing each other, as if they were fighting.
Then I was anxiously waiting to go back to the classroom, because it was time for class, but just as I was about to pass, a boy was kicked to the ground by the other party and rolled towards me. For a moment, I was frightened, as if a car suddenly came out of the street while crossing the street, and I forgot to dodge in a state of high fright.
Just when he was about to hit me, you suddenly rushed out, blocked in front of me, put your hands in your pants pockets, and kicked the other person back through the black hallway, then turned back to me and whispered, "Get over here."
God knows how excited I was at that time, obviously, you did this in the style of a hero to save beauty, and to accept my girlish heart again. Then the act of giving up on you is declared a failure.
In fact, I know very well in my heart that you didn't do that because you cared about me, or that you thought we were very good friends, but that you just helped me, although to you, I was just a very ordinary friend, limited to meeting and laughing, and I couldn't even say hello.
I've been haunted by the fact that you don't know my name, and I've always tried to find a chance to tell you, but I've never been able to get a chance. By chance, I learned your QQ number from Xiaomi.,Well,At that time, there was no WeChat.,Everyone uses Tencent QQ.。
After adding you as a friend, I told you my name, but you couldn't match the number, and no wonder, you didn't know my name, and you really couldn't think of who it was. I was so stupid that I offered to tell you my name the next time we met, and I was really stupid.
Because the day you told your name, hehe, I don't know if you remember, that time was to go back to the classroom after dinner. Oh, I forgot to mention that in the second year of high school, we were lucky enough to take the same subject, both of which were science, do you remember? But we didn't have a chance, we weren't in the same class, but we happened to be on the same floor.
I saw you standing alone in the hallway of your class, there weren't many people in the classrooms, everyone went to dinner and didn't come back, I don't remember why I came back so early that day.
Forgive me, Hyosung was so small, I didn't even see her hidden next to you, and then I walked straight over and told you, "Hey, I'm Nam Haruka, I was like a two-hundred-and-five, really, I feel very ashamed when I think about it now."
At that time, I saw your girlfriend Hyosung stick her head out and give me a meaningful smile, which I can't describe well, but I know that Hyosung is a very generous person, and she will never like to ask questions. Of course, she didn't bother to eat the vinegar of people like me when I was dressed as a bun, which is a good truth. It's just that the atmosphere is still indescribable, and it is not good to describe.
I was dumbfounded, gave her an awkward smile back, and quickly slipped back to my class. I remember that we never spoke again in our sophomore and junior years, and by the time we reached our junior year, the class positions were adjusted, and we were no longer on the same floor, and then there were fewer and fewer opportunities to see each other. When I got to the back, I didn't even smile when we met, like strangers.
However, the pressure of going to school in the third year of high school is indeed very high, and we don't have the heart to think about these things anymore, we only have endless exercises to do every day, endless classes, go out early and return late every day, and we have to read at night when we return to the dormitory. Of course, I don't stay up late, I want to sleep every day at that time, so every day at noon and morning self-study, I go into sleep mode at one o'clock after half an hour.
As a result, once the head teacher said directly in the classroom, as soon as it was one o'clock, the thunder could not move, and Nan Yao and a group of boys behind him began to take a nap......