He didn't know what to say, and he couldn't believe that all these things had happened to Qin Ming.

Because since they met, although Qin Ming has always given him a feeling that his heart is like the sea and elusive, he has never felt even the slightest vulnerability in Qin Ming's body.

"I haven't told you these things.

Because this is my own business, and I should be responsible for it alone, and no one else has experienced it, except for the little sympathy that grows in my heart after listening to it, I will not really understand it at all.

But no one is born strong.

People are fragile, and so am I, I was also devastated and wanted to die.

I think that such a life, such a fate, even if you don't want it, because people who don't even have the past, what can they talk about the future.

I looked at the bodies of my father and grandfather and thought about it for days.

There have been countless times in these days that I've wanted to end this damn fate right away. But in the end, I still chose to bear this grief, this test from fate.

Just because I'm unwilling, I'm not convinced, I must not just forget it!

I'm going to get revenge, I'm going to make that bastard who played with my fate at random pay the price. I'm going to ask my dad for an explanation.

I'm going to let this damn academy go down, and I'm going to pay any price for that, so I can't die now, I'm going to live. Because I'm dead, personally, there will be no more chance to achieve this goal.

That's why I got through it. I carried it.

I convince myself that I can't come back to life, I convince myself that I only remember this hatred and forget the experience.

Every time I can't hold on, when I feel lost about my future, when I'm afraid of the behemoth of the Academy, I think about it so that anger can bring me back to my senses.

So how can you not do what I can do?

How could you give up willingly?

Do you know that if you continue like this, you will not only be sorry for Uncle Yi, sorry for your family, but also sorry for yourself. ”

Yi Shaodong sat on the sofa with his face covered, and he couldn't cry for a long time.

The reason why he is so decadent is mainly because of the guilt he feels about his father in his heart.

Growing up, he was full of complaints about his father, he hated his father, hated this family. His biggest dream before was that one day he would be able to escape far away and never go back.

Even when he knew that the academy was pressing on his family step by step, he was still secretly rejoicing, feeling that these old "things", these "antiquities" that bound them, could finally be eliminated.

But by the time he learns the truth from Eber and understands his father's plight, it's too late.

It wasn't until the moment of complete loss that he realized how precious these things he didn't despise on weekdays were.

He remorseed, he blamed himself, he felt guilty, but he still lost everything.

During the time he was brought to the Ministry of Supervision, he didn't know how he came here, and every day he was tormented by all kinds of torture, interrogated by all kinds of people, and treated with all kinds of instruments.

He wanted to die but couldn't, he wanted to resist but had no strength.

However, he is not afraid of the pain of **, he is not afraid of these, but he has been trapped in mental torture and cannot extricate himself.

Every day when he closes his eyes, it is the scene before his father dies.

It's all kinds of pictures of his rebellious behavior in the past.

He kept screaming in his heart and asked fate, since he was willing to give him this, why did he have to take it back cruelly.

He didn't understand, he hated the injustice of fate, hated the darkness of the world.

But when he listened to Qin Ming's experience, he suddenly woke up from his nightmare as if he had been slapped hard.

yes, he's alive, isn't he.

Isn't being alive itself the beginning of hope?

He caused his sister to disappear, and his life and death are still unknown, and he lived up to his father's expectations, watched his father die tragically, and watched the family be subject to the academy, and was forced to disband.

But if he is still so confused, or simply gives up on himself, then he will lose even the opportunity to atone for his sins, and even the opportunity to take revenge.

So even if he went underground to see his father and saw Yi Bo, he didn't have the face to face it.

Yi Shaodong choked and cried, and Qin Ming walked over at this time, patted him on the shoulder and said:

"We are unlucky, but at the same time lucky.

Because our lives are still alive, and so are our friends.

Maybe one day, we will die like everyone else, but as long as we don't give up, as long as we keep moving towards the goal, even if that day really comes, we will inevitably face life and death calmly.

Because we fought to the limit, because we are worthy of our dignity.

Cheer up, Brother Dong, we still have a long way to go, don't forget that we are a combination.

As a person with a dark heart and full of negative energy, I can't bear it without your optimism and cheerfulness.

Now that everyone is back, let's keep doing it.

Don't let me misunderstand you, and don't let An Zili misunderstand you.

The home is gone, but we are still there.

You say yes. ”

"I'm sorry...... Sorry ......"

Yi Shaodong kept choking up and apologized to Qin Ming, Qin Ming shook his head indifferently, and deliberately joked:

"If you really feel sorry, promise me one thing, and remember not to share a room with me in the future. Bare. Slept. ”

"No...... Can you change the conditions? ”

"I've been beaten into a pig's head by you, and you dare to bargain with me."

“……”

Hearing the sound coming from the room, An Zili, who had been waiting outside the door with a very entangled expression, finally smiled.

Because she knew that Yi Shaodong had already come out.

Seeing that Yi Shaodong had already untied the knot in his heart, he should be able to recover soon after calming down, so Qin Ming didn't stay long, just let Yi Shaodong have a good rest, after all, they will rush to the multi-layered world tomorrow.

But Yi Shaodong refused to rest at all, and had to take Qin Ming and An Zili out to eat hot pot, so as to make up for the debt to them recently.

Qin Ming saw that Yi Shaodong insisted, so he didn't refuse again, An Zili was happy with Yi Shaodong's recovery, and naturally he was happy to sit down with the three of them, so he agreed.

During the meal, Yi Shaodong kept apologizing to Qin Ming and An Zili, but both of them refused to accept it, saying that this account had to be left for a little bit in the future.

The three of them didn't talk much, it was Qin Ming and An Zili who were ridiculing Yi Shaodong, wanting to forget all the unpleasant things before in the hip-hop-hop.

After all, people will grow, and everyone will be more or less troubled by some problems in the process of growth, and as a friend, the greatest significance is to point out the other party's problems and find ways to help them correct.

Nothing was said all night.

Early the next morning, Qin Ming and Yi Shaodong were already ready to go and got on the bus to the academy.

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