Chapter 3 I Understand You
Coming in from the outside, Qin Ming subconsciously fanned it with his hand, which was used to stop the smoke and dust that wanted to desperately drill into his nose. Even so, he was choked and coughed.
"Others are smoking, and you're setting fires."
Qin Ming glanced at Yi Shaodong, who was sitting on the sofa drinking with a decadent look, there were many empty wine bottles on the ground, large and small, he hadn't been there when he came last time, obviously they had all been drunk in the last two days.
"It's better to come early than to come at a good time, sit down and have a drink with me."
Yi Shaodong was indifferent to Qin Ming's muttering, but instead beckoned to him drunkenly. Qin Ming ignored him, but came to the window and opened the window.
Seeing that Qin Ming had been standing by the window but couldn't come over, Yi Shaodong suddenly said with some dissatisfaction:
"What are you doing standing there? Come and drink with me. ”
"Tomorrow we're going to multi-layered worlds, do you know?"
Qin Ming brought a chair from the side and sat opposite Yi Shaodong.
Yi Shaodong smiled a little stupidly, and pushed the remaining half bottle of liquor on the coffee table in front of Qin Ming:
"I know, didn't Xia Jie say it in the group, I also signed up with you, but you forgot?"
"Now that you know, why do you drink so much?"
Qin Ming looked at Yi Shaodong with a cold face, and he didn't mean to drink with him at all.
"Isn't there you, aren't you going to cover me, aren't you Sherlock Holmes Qin, it's hard to stop you in anything, what do I need to prepare." Come on, come on, let's not talk about this tonight, let's drink. ”
After Yi Shaodong finished speaking, he opened another bottle of wine and reached over to clink glasses with Qin Ming, but after Qin Ming picked up the half bottle of wine on the coffee table, he fell directly to the ground.
"What the hell are you doing! If you don't drink it, you won't drink it, why do you want to drop my wine! ”
Seeing that Qin Ming actually smashed the wine bottle to pieces, Yi Shaodong's eyes suddenly widened unhappily.
"Yi Shaodong, I think you are an out-and-out waste."
Qin Ming also glared at Yi Shaodong angrily and said mercilessly.
"You say I'm trash? Believe it or not, I killed you! ”
"No, you're not trash." Qin Ming suddenly shook his head again, and said:
"You're a bastard, and you're a spineless bastard, and you're not even worthy of a man.
A typical cowardice who kneels down and can't stand up again! ”
"Shut up!"
Yi Shaodong roared angrily, then jumped up from the sofa and punched Qin Ming in the face.
"Don't be afraid of being talked about."
Qin Ming wiped the blood from the corner of his mouth, got up from the ground, and said:
"Seriously, Yi Shaodong, you really disappointed me and made me look down on me.
I always thought you were a braver and more optimistic person than anyone else.
As a result, you are more cowardly than anyone else.
My father was forced to commit suicide in public by the academy, and the family was also in turmoil, and even you yourself were arrested in the Supervision Department and tortured for half a month.
It's just that if you change someone, even if it's a child, you will want revenge.
But what about you?
Not only did he not want to take revenge, but he gave up on himself here every day, only smoking and drinking. Relying on that little fart, he anesthetized himself with alcohol that he didn't have.
Don't you think it's funny yourself?
Now you go and look in the mirror and see how virtuous you are now, where you still have the slightest human appearance.
Or you're going to die, what are you doing while you're still alive? Just to drink those two more sips of wine and smoke a few more cigarettes? Interesting? Does it make sense?
Anyway, your dad is dead, your family is gone, anyway, you feel in your heart that no matter how you are, you can't help the academy, since you think so clearly, so understand, it's really better to cut yourself off, a hundred.
At least An Zili and I will remember the past feelings, collect a corpse for you, and help you find a place to bury ......"
"I'm going to tell you to stop talking!"
Before Qin Ming finished speaking, Yi Shaodong punched him again, and this time he still didn't dodge anything, and he was punched hard.
"You don't understand anything at all!
You haven't experienced what happened to me, how do you know my difficulties, and why do you say about me! ”
Yi Shaodong's eyes were red, and his fists were clenched until they creaked.
"What's wrong?"
An Zili may have heard the movement here, and at this time he also pushed the door and walked in, seeing Qin Ming sitting on the ground with a bloody face being beaten, coupled with Yi Shaodong's appearance of wanting to eat people, even if he didn't need to ask, he knew that the two of them must have had a conflict.
"Yi Shaodong, what are you doing, are you crazy!"
An Zili ran to Qin Ming's side and yelled at Yi Shaodong while helping Qin Ming.
"I'm fine."
Qin Ming shook his head, wiped his face with his sleeve, and then slowly stood up again.
Seeing Qin Ming like this, An Zili became even more angry in his heart:
"Do you know how worried Qin Ming was about you after you were arrested by the Ministry of Supervision, how could you treat him like this!"
"You get out. It's something between us. ”
Qin Ming interrupted An Zili and motioned for her to go out.
An Zili wanted to say a few more words to Yi Shaodong, but seeing Qin Ming so resolute, although she was not at ease, she finally followed Qin Ming's wishes and walked out.
There were only two people left in the room again, Qin Ming and Yi Shaodong, Yi Shaodong's mood was also a little more stable than before, and his gaze at Qin Ming was also very complicated.
"Brother Dong, don't say I don't understand you.
Actually, I understand your feelings better than anyone else.
Because my home is no more. ”
Hearing Qin Ming say this, Yi Shaodong's expression suddenly turned into shock, obviously he didn't know these things before.
"My dad, like Uncle Yi, was also forced to commit suicide by the academy.
In order to prevent the academy from threatening me with my grandfather, he ......"
Qin Ming recalled this incident again, still choked up, and calmed down before continuing:
"It happened the last time I came home, my dad and grandpa were gone.
Not only that, but I also knew that I was actually my dad's adopted child.
For some reason unknown to me, as a recorder, he was given the task of raising me by the Academy.
And my grandfather, his identity is also a recorder, and even he and my dad are not father and son, but just a lie that the academy made up for my dad.
And my neighbor aunt, who I always thought loved me and took care of me since I was a child, turned out to be the eyeliner of the college......
I am simply a person who has lived in lies and false deceptions built by others for more than ten years.
Dad is fake, grandpa is fake, family, friendship, and everything I know, everything is fake.
I didn't even know who I was, where I came from, and where my parents were.
The whole person is like living in a fog, unable to look back on the past, and unable to see the future at all. ”
"You ......"
When Qin Ming finished saying this, Yi Shaodong was completely stunned.
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