Jia Siwen's eyes seemed to be flowing with countless dazzling brilliance, and the originally thin and pale face seemed to have a little more blood, "I hid there, I don't know how long I watched it, and I didn't even dare to come out of the atmosphere, for fear of disturbing her." I ended up disturbing her, I panicked and wanted to apologize to her, but I couldn't speak, I could only look at her stupidly. But she was not as timid as I was, and she walked up to me and asked with a smile, "How old are you?" I was dumbfounded: Fourteen! She laughed and said, "It's time!" Suddenly, her face changed, and she sighed: I originally wanted to bring you a good marriage, but unfortunately you were born a lonely life, and I can't delay a good girl. After saying that, he turned around and was about to leave. Out of nowhere, I came to courage and asked: Who are you? She raised a red silk thread in her hand and said to me: Thousands of miles of marriage are tied by a thread, and there is no fate in a thought. Hello do it yourself! ”

"A thousand miles of marriage are tied by a thread, and there is a fate without a thought." I recited it silently and couldn't help but ask, "What do you mean?" ”

"I don't know what it means! At that time, I couldn't help but be stunned, and when I came back to my senses and wanted to ask her, I found that she was gone. I was stunned, and I went around Merlin several times, but I didn't see her again, she disappeared like a plum fairy, gone......" His face was full of melancholy, and he looked at me stupidly, as if he wanted to see the shadow of another person in me.

I wondered, could this woman be the person I like? Who is she? What a strange person, what a strange words!

A vague picture came to my mind: a plum blossom season, a snowy day, and a young boy hiding in a plum blossom forest as red as blood......

My associations were too rich, and I shook my head and shook off the picture in my head, "What about later?" ”

Jia Siwen retracted his stupid gaze, smiled apologetically at me, and then said: "Since then, I don't know what's wrong with me, I always can't help but want to go to Merlin, and I always can't help but think of her." I would go to Merlin every day in the hope of seeing her again, but two years had passed and I hadn't seen her again. Now that I think about it, maybe it was because I was poisoned and hallucinated, and she wasn't real. But I met you, and it made me feel that it was not a hallucination. He looked at me stupidly, looking confused.

"Me?" I couldn't help but ask, "What does this mean?" ”

Jia Siwen didn't explain, but continued, "At that time, I was already obsessed. She seems to have taken root in my brain, I can't pull it out, the more I can't see her, the more I can't find her, the more I miss her, the more I want to find her. I even think it's better to just see each other again. Later, I thought that she might be from the foot of the mountain, and the last time I met her, I was embarrassed to come again, so I decided to go down the mountain to find it, but I searched all around Baiyu Mountain, let alone met her, I asked so many people, but no one had seen her. She disappeared without a trace like a real fairy. But I didn't give up, I thought that since I couldn't find it in Baiyushan, I would leave Baiyushan and look outside, and I would find it one day. When I told Master that I was leaving, Master said that I was crazy and scolded me severely, saying that she didn't exist at all, that I had imagined it, and said that he wouldn't let me leave. I was like a demon, I refused to listen to the master at all, and when I had to leave, the master locked me up, and I secretly ran out while the master was not paying attention. After I left, I found out that I had been poisoned. ”

I was taken aback, "Ah! How could you get poisoned? ”

Jia Siwen's expression darkened, "At that time, I knew that Master had been testing me for poison, and when I had occasional seizures in the past, he lied to me, saying that my body was too weak, so I was prone to illness, so he boiled medicine for me to drink, and every time I drank the medicine, I quickly got better." Although I was sometimes strange, I had always believed in his words, and I never suspected that I had been poisoned. This time I sneaked out and didn't take the antidote for several days, and as a result, the poison attacked. ”

"Ahh What a bastard" I almost scolded, looking at Jia Siwen'......s sad appearance, I stopped. scolded in his heart: How could there be such a ruthless master who actually used his own apprentice to test poison! It's a devil, it's a brute!

"I was an orphan since I was a child, living on the streets without a father or mother, once I was very sick, when I was about to die, it was the master who picked me up, he helped cure my illness, gave me something to eat, and treated me very well, I treated him like a father, except for this time I secretly ran out, I listened to everything he said before, and I did whatever I asked me to do. I didn't expect his original intention to save me was to test the poison. But if it weren't for him, I would have died long ago. I don't know if I should thank him or hate him. I haven't seen him for so many years, don't you know he's still alive? He was silent, and the past must have been heavy in his heart.

I didn't expect his background to be so pitiful. I was heartbroken and wanted to comfort him, but I didn't know how to comfort him. I just said, "Don't be upset...... and I don't know what to say.

Jia Siwen was silent for a long time, and then said: "Although I knew a little about poison at that time, I was not proficient after all, and I passed out on the side of the road, maybe my life should not have been extinguished, and I was saved by a passerby." After all, because the poisoning was too deep, the hair and eyebrows could never be changed back. Master Bai is a master hidden in the mountains and wilderness, he has excellent medical skills and superb martial arts, but he is benevolent, chivalrous, and warm-hearted, and always treats the poor for free. In order to thank him, I stayed with him for two years, as his helper, going up the mountain to collect medicine, heal the sick and save people. Although I didn't learn from him, he taught me a lot of things selflessly. He is the most selfless, pure man I have ever met. But in the end, I decided to leave Master Bai. In the past two years, I have not forgotten her for a single day, and every day I think about the situation of that day, her smile, every word seems to be engraved in my mind, the longer it goes, the more profound it becomes. Master Bai gave me a message when I was leaving: No matter what you encounter, you must have good thoughts in your heart, and remember to remember! ”

“……”

"I'm still ashamed of Master Bai after all. He saved me and told me to have good thoughts, but I ......" Jia Siwen sighed, full of guilt, "Since then, I have embarked on the road of searching, I have searched and searched all over the world, and I have trodden all the places I can go to in this world, all in vain." Then I went crazy, and I thought that since she said that I was a lonely life, maybe it was really some kind of fairy, and if I did something bad, would she come and punish me? So I did a lot of bad things, and even poisoned people, which is how I left a bad reputation as 'good hands and poisonous hearts'. At the time, I didn't care at all, I just thought that even if she killed me for it, I would be willing. ”