Jia Siwen's face was as pale as snow, his eyebrows and eyes were full of indescribable sadness, and his silver hair was like an indelible memory, recording all kinds of past. He looked at me stupidly, and suddenly smiled, and that smile seemed to contain too many emotions, including helpless self-deprecation, deep remorse, and even despair......

"But no, no matter what I do, it's useless. One day, I remembered Master Bai's words, I knew that I was wrong, I regretted it, I was desperate, I didn't want to go on like this anymore, I didn't want to remember her anymore, so I gave myself a forgetful Gu, hoping to make myself forget her. After that, I really forgot about her, and I concentrated on the study of medicine and poison alone, without distractions, and lived a simple and worry-free life. One day, I met Qi Kuai, and as soon as we hit it off, we followed Qi Kuai to live in seclusion in Qingqing Valley. Although sometimes I feel that something is missing, deep down I don't want to think about why. ”

I've been listening to it for a long time, and I can't help but want to cry. It turned out that he had poisoned himself. He's so stupid, so stupid, is it really worth it to be obsessed to such an extent for someone who has only met that person? I felt sad for a while, and I wanted to persuade him, but I didn't know how to persuade him.

This love is really tormenting, this love is really hurtful. You can be crazy for her, you can die for her, you can do everything for her, even if she doesn't know, even if she doesn't care, you still have no hesitation. She is so happy, but she is so cruel. He's so infatuated, but he's so stupid. This love is really tormenting, this love is really hurtful.

"There's nothing wrong with living like this for the rest of your life. Everything is predestined, and there is no escape. Jia Siwen smiled bitterly and shook his head, "God let me meet you, and I was attracted to you at once, although I didn't know why I had such a good impression of you at that time, I just wanted to follow you for some reason, and I would be very happy to see you laughing." Later, Qi Kuai and I left the capital and returned to Qingqing Valley. I find myself thinking about you every day, more and more often. Every time I think of you, my heart hurts like a heart. I knew that I had fallen into the Forgetful Gu, and I began to dispense an antidote for myself. The antidote I prepared can only be suppressed temporarily, not completely. That day, the flywheel came, saying that you were poisoned, and I was so anxious that I followed the flywheel to the capital. On the way here, because I was worried about you, the poison attacked again, this one was more powerful than ever, although it almost killed me, but it remembered everything, and made me remember her again. ”

“……”

"I realized why I had such a crush on you, it turned out to be because of her. I know you're not her, but I still can't control myself and will treat you as her, so ...... So...... I...... I...... Right...... Not ......"

Jia Siwen's breathing suddenly became short, his hands grabbed the clothes on his chest, he couldn't stop shaking, his forehead kept sweating, his face was twisted together, and his whole body kept shaking, I was taken aback, "What's wrong with you?" ”

It won't be ...... Poison attacked?

I was anxious, "What should I do?" What to do? But I don't know what to do.

Jia Siwen endured the pain and squeezed out a smile with difficulty, "It's not ...... Affair! ”

I'm so angry and anxious, I'm still laughing like this!

With trembling hands, he took out a white porcelain bottle from his bosom, and with shaking hands he pulled out the stopper, trying to pour out a pill, but because his hands were shaking, he spilled all the medicine, and he leaned down slowly to pick up one.

I hurriedly walked over and picked up one and put it to his mouth, he opened his mouth to eat it, closed his eyes, endured the pain, and sat there to regulate his pranayama.

I silently picked up the pills one by one, put them in the white bottle, and quietly watched over him. Seeing him in so much pain, I couldn't stop sighing in my heart.

How can there be such a stupid person as him in the world! Since you can't find her, isn't it good to forget about her? Why torture yourself like this.

No, he had forgotten about it, it was I who reminded him of it again. Alas! Why me? Do I really look that much like that guy? How could it be such a coincidence!

Jia Siwen gradually regained his composure and slowly opened his eyes, and I dared to walk over at this time, looking at him worriedly, "You don't care, right?" ”

Jia Siwen stood up and smiled, "You see it's okay!" Makes you laugh. It's good that you're not her. I don't want her to see me like this even if I die. ”

I couldn't help but sigh in my heart, he was so stupid! I couldn't help but ask worriedly: "This poison?" Can't solve it? ”

Jia Siwen smiled and said lightly: "It can be solved, of course it can be solved!" Recently, I didn't go out in Zhaohui Building, I was just dispensing antidote, almost, just a medicine. ”

I hurriedly asked, "What medicine is missing?" ”

Jia Siwen's expression darkened, and then he smiled: "It's just an ordinary medicine, and I will find it soon." ”

I know it's not that easy, if it was easy, wouldn't he have solved it a long time ago? "You tell me what kind of medicine it is, and we will help you find it together, there are many people, and there is great strength, you will definitely be able to find it."

Jia Siwen smiled: "Silly girl, if I can't find it, can you find it?" No, I can find it myself! ”

It must be hard to find, otherwise he wouldn't have said such a thing, he saved my life, I must help him.

I pulled Jia Siwen to sit down and said earnestly, "You saved my life, but I haven't repaid you yet." Can you tell me? No matter how difficult it is to find medicine, I will help you find it, that is, on the knife mountain and down the sea of fire, on the glacier and under the crypt, that is, at the end of the earth, I will help you find it, can you tell me? ”

Jia Siwen pointed at me and said with a smile: "You are warm-hearted." Well, I have your heart. I said it, I don't want you to repay, I did it willingly. I'll find it myself, and you'd better go about your business, if you need me. ”

I shook my head and said, "No, it's not to repay the favor, it's because you're my friend, so I must help you." I'm worried about you, and if you don't tell me, I'll be upset. Just tell me okay? ”

"Well, I'll tell you." Jia Siwen was silent for a moment before he said, "Yes...... The blood of a loved one! ”

"Huh? How so! I sat down. No wonder he said I couldn't find it. Is this poison really incurable? Does he have to experience this heart-wrenching pain every day?

Suddenly I thought that my body was different from ordinary people, and every time I was injured, I got better very quickly, maybe it would be useful, so I stretched out my arm, "Is mine okay?" Didn't you say that my body is different from ordinary people, and maybe my blood is also different from ordinary people! Maybe it will be useful? Dead horses should be live horse doctors, so you can give it a try, right? ”

Jia Siwen pushed my arm away, shook his head and said, "No need, it's useless!" That's fine, although I haven't seen her again, and I know you, even if I die right now, I have no regrets! ”

"What nonsense. You'll be fine! I put my arm over again, "You're going to give it a try, right?" ”

Jaswen pushed me away again, "No need! Why should you be stabbed in vain! ”