Chapter 117: Sudden Confession
What is he saying? Is it true? Or are you tempting me?
I used to think that he was a person who was very warm and kind on the surface, but in fact he rejected people thousands of miles away, although he was smiling, his eyes were full of sadness. Later, through a period of contact, my impression of him changed a little, and I felt that he was just like that on the surface, which made people feel warm. I thought we were real friends for a while. But the day before yesterday, I heard what he said to Flying Rain, and what happened just now. Suddenly, I felt that he was not as simple as he seemed. I really can't see through him, and because I can't see through him, I'm a little wary of him.
I lowered my head and sneaked a glance at him, but didn't reply.
Qin Yichang showed a wry smile, walked to the entrance of the cave, and turned his back to me, I suddenly felt that his back was much taller, maybe it was because he was standing and I was sitting. Looking at the tall back, an invisible pressure followed. I took a deep breath and tried to relax. But it didn't work, I was still nervous. What am I afraid of? Didn't he say he wouldn't hurt me?
Qin Yichang seemed to say casually: "This cave is where my master used to live!" ”
"Master?"
He still has a master? How could he suddenly sue me, his master. And he doesn't look like he's going to do anything to me, it's just small talk! What did he take me to the cave where his master lived? Just to talk about his master? It's really confusing.
My heart hangs in the air and I can't put it down. I couldn't figure out what he was going to do. The more I didn't understand it, the more scared I became.
As if he saw my uneasiness, he turned around and smiled at me gently, his smile still warm, "Yes! He taught me martial arts! ”
The dim light reflected his smile, I was in a trance, I felt that he was a little unreal, this smiling face and the murderous face just appeared in my mind alternately, I couldn't tell which one was the real him.
I followed his words and asked, "Who is your master?" ”
He sighed softly, and the smile on his face became sad, as if he was lost in thought, "He is a worldly master, and he didn't tell me his name. I really don't know who he is! I was seven years old at the time, and I had suffered some grievances in the palace, and I came here secretly, and I was so sad and indignant in my heart that I began to cry bitterly. Then Master suddenly appeared in front of me and told me, 'Complaining about the heavens, the earth, others, and oneself are all manifestations of cowardice. If you want to stop being bullied, you have to become stronger than your opponents. From that day on, he taught me martial arts. I studied martial arts with him for eight years. Then one day, he told me that he had taught me all the kung fu and that he was going to travel all over the world, and he disappeared from there. I looked for him later, but I couldn't find him. ”
It turns out that he still has such adventures, no wonder his martial arts are so high. I thought I learned it in the palace, but it wasn't.
I said perfunctorily, "I see! ”
Qin Yichang sighed and continued, "Only Xiaozi has followed me to this place, and I haven't come to anyone else. Xiaozi is a child who follows me. ”
Qin Yichang suddenly walked next to me and sat down, facing me, I don't know if it was because of the light, his face was a little crimson, his eyes were gentle, he took a deep breath, his voice trembled a little, "Today, I took you here to ...... me."
Looking at him, I had a vague feeling that he was going to say something to me. I suddenly felt a little scared and just wanted to get out of this place.
"Lolo, don't say it. It's not too early, let's go! ”
Qin Yichang's expression darkened, and he suddenly raised his head, as if he had made up his mind, "No, I want to say!" I'm afraid that if I don't say it again, I won't have a chance! I want to ask you, would you like to be here with me......"
"What? Over here? In this cave? What are you going to do? ”
What is he saying? I didn't understand what he meant for a moment.
He smiled and nodded, his eyes full of longing, "Yes, this is it, there is no one else, just the two of us." We can reclaim a piece of land in front of us, plant a large area of flowers and plants, or grow some vegetables and grains, or raise some chickens and ducks. In spring, we walk hand in hand among the flowers and plants, butterflies flutter around us; In the summer, we can go to the top of the mountain together to watch the sunrise, the sunset, and the stars; In autumn, you can be farmers together and enjoy the joy of harvest; In winter, we can roll together in the snow or light a bonfire, and the two of us can sleep in each other's arms. Would you like to? ”
My mouth opened wide in surprise. What is he saying? Are you kidding me? A good prince should not live a hard life here. Didn't he have a fever? And...... And he said he wanted to be with me, did I really hear me right? I'm a little suspicious of my own ears.
I don't believe the authentic saying, "Are you kidding? ”
Qin Yichang shook his head and said, "I'm serious!" Not kidding! ”
Qin Yichang stared at my eyes tightly, no longer smiling on his face, and seemed a little nervous and uneasy.
Oh my God, he's serious! I couldn't understand anymore, "Why would you want to do this?" Isn't it good to be a prince? ”
Qin Yichang sighed, "I'm tired of the life of deceit and intrigue. I'm really tired of it! I just want to find a quiet place, a quiet life. Get away from it all! I'm really tired, so tired! ”
I looked at his tired face, and wondered if he hadn't rested well yesterday, or if he was really tired of it? I suddenly felt like I could understand him. It's like I've only been in the palace for less than a month, and I'm completely frightened by the struggle in the palace. Besides, he is a prince, so he must have experienced more. He didn't want to live like that anymore, so he wanted to get away from it all. Just, why me!
"Then why and me? Why not Rainstorm or someone else? ”
Qin Yichang asked with a smile: "What do you say?" ”
There seemed to be something flickering in his eyes, in the soft light, gentle and somewhat unreal, I didn't dare to look into his eyes, and lowered my head, "How do I know?" ”
"Because you're different to me. You're so kind, so beautiful, I ...... I'm ......" Qin Yichang suddenly stood up.
I vaguely understood what he meant, and I was suddenly afraid that he would say it, so I stopped his words and said with a smile: "I'm embarrassed to say it, how can I be as good as you say!" ”
He shook his head and smiled, "You don't know yourself, you are very kind by nature." When I was in danger, I never forgot to pull me behind the Xuan Feilun every time. ”
I was even more embarrassed when he said this, and said with a smile: "I didn't know at the time, your martial arts are so powerful. Now that I think about it, I was a little silly! Hehe!! ”
Qin Yi smiled and said: "I don't think so, I thought at that time, it turns out that not all people in this world are selfish and indifferent. There are really people who are genuinely good to others. ”
After saying that, his face darkened, and he seemed to recall something bad.