Chapter 118: A ray of sunlight through the black clouds
He must have remembered the past. It must be a sad past, otherwise how could there be such sad eyes?
I laughed and persuaded: "You are the prince and live in the palace, so you feel this way." In fact, there are still many good people in this world. Just like in our Tengcheng, the neighbors are in harmony and help each other. ”
"Well, I already know it now." Qin Yichang said again: "Later, when I encountered the attack of the Ghost Face Gate, you blocked a knife for me, and I was stunned at the time. I really can't believe that you will block that knife for me. At that time, we just met in the water. I regretted it at the time, in fact, I could have avoided that knife, but you were stabbed for me in vain. Every time I think about it, I blame myself. If I hadn't pretended not to know martial arts, you wouldn't have been so badly injured. Can you forgive me? ”
Looking at his guilty look, I was even more embarrassed, "I never blamed you." It's all in the past, what else is he talking about? Didn't I drag you down and hurt you? If you want to say that, I should ask for your forgiveness. Wouldn't it be nice if you want me to say, none of us owe anyone anything, don't you feel sorry for me, and I don't feel sorry for you? ”
Qin Yichang shook his head, "Of course I want to mention it, it was at that time, the moment you jumped from the Earth Tiger Cliff." I don't know why, why my heart is so bad, like someone has torn it apart. Later, I found you at the bottom of the cliff, and you were lying in the stream dying, and the blood stained the stream red. I picked you up, you are so light, so thin, as if you could take off at any moment. ”
He lowered his head, held his head with both hands, and blamed himself in an indescribable voice, "I hate myself very much, I hate myself very much, I hate myself for why I did that, if I hadn't found the Zhenhai Dart Bureau in the first place, wouldn't you have been hurt, wouldn't you... I can never forgive myself for that! ”
I never thought he would blame himself so much. He really can't be blamed for that.
"Lolo, don't say that! I really don't blame you. What's wrong with you looking for the guards of the Zhenhai Dart Bureau? Zhenhai Dart Bureau received the dart, to protect the safety of the dart, to take the risk! And I followed it because it was fun, it was my fault, how can I blame you, you don't blame yourself anymore. I'm embarrassed if you want to do this again! ”
Qin Yichang raised his head, his face still with guilt, "Don't you really blame me?" I ......"
I laughed and said, "I don't blame you!" ”
Looking at him like this, how can I blame him?
Qin Yichang gently closed his eyes, revealing a trace of pain, and it took a long time to open his eyes, and said, "Thank you, you don't blame me." I am happy! But I still can't forgive myself! ”
I suddenly thought of a very important thing, and I forgot about the previous things that he didn't mention now. Now that I suddenly remembered it, I was a little panicked, and asked uneasily, "You...... You...... When is it...... Aware? ”
Qin Yichang was stunned for a moment, revealing a look of surprise, then fell into deep thought, and thought for a while and said: "Thinking about it now, I really don't know, maybe it's because of that warm embrace in my dream." Maybe it was when I found you covered in blood in the stream, maybe it was when you made a knife to block it, maybe it was the moment you jumped off the cliff, maybe it was earlier, I really don't know. By the time I found out, it was hopeless. ”
My face flushed and I was even more embarrassed, "I...... That's not what I'm asking! ”
He was stunned for a moment, his face was red and a little embarrassed, "What's that?" ”
"That's it...... It is...... It's just that I know that I'm a girl, and I remember that when I saw you in the palace, you weren't surprised. ”
His face turned even redder, he lowered his head and didn't dare to look at me, and stammered, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry!" I really didn't mean to...... Want...... I just want to substitute for ...... Bandage your wounds. I...... There really isn't anything...... You...... Trust me. ”
I immediately understood, it turned out that he knew at that time. I said how when I woke up from the Earth Tiger Cliff, I found that he had changed as a person, and suddenly he was so kind to me, it turned out that this is the reason.
I covered my face with a headache and pounded myself twice! Let you do! Let's be seen! What am I going to do? How will I marry in the future! Alas! You really deserve it! After suffering such a big loss, I can't say anything.
I looked at his self-reproachful look, how embarrassed I was to blame him. After all, he didn't know I was a woman at the time.
I gritted my teeth, "Forget it! I don't blame you anymore. Just let me be unlucky! Don't feel sorry for me because of this, feel responsible for me. I won't rely on you! ”
It's a big deal, I'll live my whole life on my own!
He suddenly took my hand and said in a somewhat eager tone, "No, no, it's not for this reason. It's that I really like you. I never knew what feelings I had for you, and I kept asking myself, is it because I owe you? Or is it because of self-blame? Until that day, when you left the Luo Wangfu and went to the palace, I suddenly felt that I had lost one of the most precious things. I finally understood, my mind ......"
He paused, his eager gaze full of affection, "Do you understand? ”
I silently withdrew my hand, not daring to look at the blazing eyes that seemed to melt me, and turned my head, "I don't understand? ”
Qin Yichang smiled bitterly and said, "You may not know it yourself, you are like a ray of sunshine that illuminates my dark life and warms my frozen heart." My sky was cloudy and dark. From time to time, there will be heavy rain pouring down, drenching through, and the cold wind is biting in between. You are the ray of sunlight that shines through the layers of black clouds, bringing dazzling light. I fell into this ray of sunshine! ”
I stared blankly at him. Forgive me for being uneducated and not understanding him, "What are you talking about?" ”
Qin Yichang took a deep breath, opened his mouth several times, and finally spoke, "I said I like you!" Would you like to be with me? ”
"I ......" I was too shocked to think by his sudden words.
"I ......" my mind was completely messed up. Oh, my God! Oh, my God! He would actually say that he likes me, I'm dreaming. There are still people like me. How can it be? Is his brain rusty?
Too...... Too...... Huh!
I looked at him stupidly, and when I met his affectionate and expectant gaze, I lowered my head, and I really didn't know what to say! I kept asking myself, would I like to? Would I like to?
I don't really know. He's so good, I can't climb it. He was simply better than the dream girl I imagined. I really don't hate him, and I'm happy to be with him, but I don't know if it's love.
I don't really know. Moreover, I will never forget his murderous appearance just now. It's not that I can't accept him like this. I just can't accept this contrast between him. A person with a gentle personality suddenly becomes terrifying. Anyone can be a little scared. Xuan Feilun will also have murderous times, but he is like that, so I am not afraid of him. It's so strange why I think of the Flywheel?