I want to be honest with you about one thing, in fact, in the second half of last year, after I signed the tripartite agreement, I thought about you, when I knew that I was going back to my hometown to work, the first thing that came to my mind at that time was you, and I felt that God seemed to be destined in the dark.

You remember, for this reason, I also took the initiative to find you on WeChat, and re-contacting you made me happy for a while, at that time, I even fantasized about our future, and now looking back, I can't help but feel ashamed.

I was wrong, I was wrong, I was the one who brought me that meal in August, obviously, you didn't want to treat me to it, did you? In fact, you should have invited that meal as early as the winter vacation, but you didn't, I should have thought of it at that time, you didn't forget, you didn't want to invite me at all, in your opinion, there is no need to invite someone you are not interested in to dinner.

So sometimes you have to believe some advice on the poisonous chicken soup of the soul, a boy who likes you, no matter how shy he is by nature, and no matter how old he is, he will take the initiative. On the contrary, those boys who are not active are not interested in you at all, even if they are a little interested, they don't like you so much.

I was so stupid to believe your nonsense at that time, saying that I was not in the mood to fall in love for a while. But then I also figured it out, it's normal for you to say that, with what I know about you, you can't bear to say the kind of "please stay away, I'm not interested in you" to a girl, thinking of this, I can't help but think that you are still very good.

In fact, I have to admit one thing, that is, I have always liked you in my fantasy, not in reality. What I have always liked is the gentle, elegant, cold as ice, but careful and kind Gallon. Are you such a person?

Ha, I can't say for sure, maybe it's not, I'm afraid even you don't know what kind of person you are, of course, I know that the conceited you should always think you're super good.

I can't write anymore, this letter is coming to an end, and when you read it, you don't remember my name or what I look like. I was at ease because you wouldn't feel me from afar.

My head is a little dizzy at the moment, no, very dizzy, and I know that when I send this letter I will be going to say goodbye to you forever, oh, maybe we will never see each other again. My limbs ached, I felt like I had a fever, and I thought I had to lie down and rest for a while.

Oh, I forgot to tell you, my new girlfriend is so pretty, much prettier than I am, you see, her eyes are big and round, her mouth is like a cherry, her nose is straight, she is tall and thin.

Ha, you are so blessed, I can't help but want to sigh, the girlfriends you are looking for are better than the other, I am ashamed of myself, how did you do it, I should ask you for advice.

I feel very comfortable now, I have said everything I want to say to you, and I am much happier, these words have been backlogged in my heart for many years, so I count, except for the third and fourth years, I like you for ten years, not long or short, my entire youth memories are in it.

Can you feel what I like about you now? You can rest assured, this like will not let you suffer anything, even if it is slightly troubled, it has nothing to do with you, it is just my own business, and it has nothing to do with anyone.

I am comforted that I will not make you feel like you are disappointed. There will be no change in your beautiful and bright life, and my liking will not add to your pain, which comforts me, you, my favorite before.

Can I give you a little advice, can you not just praise girls other than your girlfriend in the future, you know, we girls like to think more, and many times we also like to be sentimental, and your praise is likely to become some kind of wrong signal, making us lose ourselves.

Liking someone is both happy and painful. I think I may not want to be tempted again in my life, it is very hard for me to like someone, I have to think about a person who has no emotional intersection with you all the time, once he has something to do, my heart will also flutter, this feeling is too bad, it will affect my life, and I don't want to, I just want to live freely and be a wayward bird.

Finally, I want to confirm with you, not long ago, I contacted the classmate from high school, I don't know if you still have any impression, she is a good friend of Hyosung, and I also accidentally met her when I was shopping that day, and then the two of them went to a bubble tea shop on the pedestrian street for a while.

She told me that Hyosung has not had a good time since she broke up with you, that you are her first love in the true sense of the word, and that you have been talking for so many years, and that your relationship is not something that can be let go, and I know that Hyosung has gone to another city, a city far away from us.

I remember I asked you at the time, and you said that the two of you were completely because of personality differences, and there were many small contradictions backlogged, and in the end you couldn't bear it anymore, and broke out over a small thing, and then went your separate ways.

I can see that after the breakup, you are still like that, and you are not too affected by this incident, maybe the boy is more introverted and doesn't like to express his emotions.

But Hyosung really, after she broke up with you, she had a really bad life. She now has a cat and puts all her emotions on that cat. Roar, you won't know this, judging from your state, I should have had a crush on your current girlfriend for a long time, so you definitely won't be paying attention to everything about Hyosung for a long time.

Oh, men are really big pigs' trotters......

Oh, that's not the point I want to talk about, I heard that girl say that when you were with Hyosung, you cheated on you, and you are still a good girlfriend of Hyosung.

Oh my God, I can't believe my ears, I never thought you were such a person, besides, isn't this kind of plot only in TV dramas, why does it appear in real life.

God knows my mood at that moment, I can't believe it and shake my head again and again and say no, I believe you are not that kind of person, although I admit that you are indeed more attentive, and you can't say that you are attentive, in the past I will think that you are a warm man, but it looks cold, but in fact, the heart is very gentle and kind, but now, you are what others say "central air conditioning type".

I have reservations about your cheating, that is, I neither believe nor deny it. I know that this is just like those paparazzi in the entertainment industry, they don't like to chase after the wind, as long as the news comes out, there will be more or less some factual basis in it.

Admittedly, you have let me down. I know that even if you really didn't cheat, then you must have been in an affair with other people, hehe, you really can't change that.

Thank you very much for your refusal, thank you very much, although this will make me sad for a while, but I believe that it won't be long before I can be resurrected with full blood, after all, I have completely given up on you in my junior and senior years, and it is only recently that my old feelings for you have been rekindled.

But with this one thing exposed, the little bit I have for you will be gone, but please rest assured, the feelings for you in those ten years are sincere and I like you from the bottom of my heart. The focus of attention is on you every day, even though it has become a long history.

I think you'll regret separating from Hyosung in the future, with all due respect, I don't like your current girlfriend, I know, you're going to ask me what my girlfriend wants you to do, get out of the way.

But I tell you from my understanding of girls, this girlfriend of yours will never be a good stubble, she will not have Hyosung's generosity, nor will she have the purity that Hyosung likes for you, this girl has money and worldliness written in both eyes. I always have an ominous premonition that there will be a grassland above your head.

Forgive me, I'm not cursing you, or deliberately saying such things to upset you, it's just a personal intuition. You have to remember that what you owe must always be repaid, and what you owe to other girls, someone will always repay you, as the saying goes, "one repays one repay".

Damn, I really shouldn't have said such a thing, please don't pay attention to my crazy words, if you like it, I shouldn't judge people casually, you just think I'm jealous and crazy, don't pay attention.

Anyway, I wish you well, no matter what happens in the future, I hope you can live a happy life, as for your new girlfriend, I wish you all to grow old together and be united forever.

Okay, that's pretty much it. It's time for me to put an end to this long nonsense, I'm sure you've seen enough and don't want to keep watching. I'll have to leave, and from now on, we'll be strangers, and I can swear I'll never bother with my life again, as long as you don't come to me.

By the time you read this letter, I believe that we have already gray hair, and I can't guess how excited you will be when you arrive? Or maybe you can't remember me at all? I believe that the probability of the latter will be greater. It's okay, I don't care, you never remember me anyway.

I'm like a shadow behind you, I can only hide in a corner where I don't see the light and secretly watch you. Please don't feel uncomfortable with the folds on the paper, this is the last time I shed tears for you, to be honest, I am really reluctant, but I have to give up, I have no reason to continue to persevere.

Our first and last meal in August will be the most memorable of my life. Actually, I had the courage to confess to you that day, but your various performances made me know that you don't care about me at all, even a little. Ironically, I was reminded of this.

Now that I think about it, I'm really glad I didn't confess at the time, otherwise, it must have been me who was embarrassed and lonely, I'm sure, you already had a heart at that time, it's really good, it didn't make me more pitiful. Of course, I also used another way to let you know my mind, or whatever.

That's all for now, goodbye. Oh no, don't say goodbye, I hope we'll never see each other.

A fool who has liked you for ten years

The letter ended here, Nan Yao sat at the desk in a daze, she threw down the pen in her hand, in order to prevent the long time, the handwriting is very blurry or even disappearing, she specially bought the pen, the words written by this pen can be kept for a long time.

After this letter, she has decided to let go of the gallon completely and start her new life, no, embrace it.

The next day, she sent the letter according to the address given by Granny Gu last time. The moment he handed the envelope to the courier brother, Nan Yao suddenly felt that a heavy burden had fallen on his body, and he felt extremely relaxed......