Chapter Seventy-Five: People
Bai Ling'er was scolded by Qin Ming, and she didn't refute it in the process, she just crackled and shed tears, but in An Zili's opinion, Bai Linger's emotions were much calmer than before.
She glanced at Qin Ming apologetically, obviously apologizing for wrongly blaming him, Qin Ming bowed slightly, and continued to say to Bai Ling'er:
"There is one person in the world, and none of them are truly lucky, and none of them are truly unlucky.
Everyone will have troubles, the so-called luck, the so-called happiness, are relative, if you stare at those unfortunate things all day long, then you are the most unfortunate in the world, but if you stare directly at those lucky things, then you are the luckiest in the world.
It's hard for anyone to live, even hard, and it's hard for those of us who have been selected by the academy to live, and the same is true for those outside who work hard to eat.
Although I don't know about your parents, I can think that when your parents were killed in danger, they must have been glad in their hearts, glad that you and Bai Lingyu were still alive, and glad that they were the ones who left.
Similarly, when Bai Lingyu had an accident, he must have thought in his heart that it was fortunate that you were not here.
So happiness is actually easy to get, not the whole family is alive, every year sitting together with a detached appearance, dealing with a few meals is a happy family.
It's not that the family is gone, and you alone will become a lonely person. Therefore, true happiness is whether you really feel the warmth of the family and the love of your family.
No matter how hard the steel is, there will come a time when it will be completely corroded, but "love" will never dissipate, because it has become a part of your memory and even your life in your heart.
As long as you're there, they're there, and home is there. But if even you are gone, then your home has really become synonymous with fragmentation and destruction.
Therefore, you are not qualified to choose death at all, and you still carry the hope and sustenance of your parents and relatives. Only when a person is completely forgotten by the whole world is he really dead.
I don't want to tell you anything, but I just want to tell you that it always takes more courage to live than to die. If you really feel that the misfortunes in your family are all brought by you, and you have anger and resentment and want to sprinkle it on yourself, then continue to live.
Because only the living can feel the pain. If death really solved all problems, then I would have jumped from here before you, but unfortunately I can't die, not because I don't want to die, it's not that I can't afford to die, but I have to be responsible for the people who keep me alive.
I'm going to keep my life alive and settle accounts with those enemies who have harmed me.
At this point, An Zili and I just came back from the dead, and we don't have the mood or the energy to accompany you here to die or live.
Where do we live, you know, Bai Lingyu's advice to me, since I promised him, I will not deny it. You don't have any family, but you have a few friends who are still there, and whether you need it or not, it's up to you to choose. ”
When Qin Ming said this, he urged An Zili, who was about to say something to Bai Ling'er:
"It's getting late, we should go back too."
An Zili glanced at Qin Ming, then at Bai Ling'er, and finally straightened up obediently:
"Ling'er, you must work hard to cheer up, we are all your backing."
An Zili left these words, and followed Qin Ming towards the door, and Bai Ling'er's heart-rending cry sounded behind him again.
Coming out of the building, Qin Ming fiddled with his collar a little uncomfortably, then lit a cigarette, stopped in place and smoked.
"I'm sorry...... I was wrong......"
An Zili was like a child who had done something wrong, and at this time he came to Qin Ming's side and looked at him cautiously.
"It's normal for you to stop me, after all, what I said is really ugly."
Qin Ming smiled absently, then raised his head and glanced upstairs, sighed and said:
"I can understand Bai Ling'er's mood, and I think you should be able to understand it, after all, whether it is me or Yi Shaodong, these things have happened to us.
So I know very well what Bai Ling'er needs now, she doesn't need comfort, on the contrary, the more comfort she has, the more it hurts her. What she really needs is a reason to continue to live, and a courage to dare to live.
Of course, I'm still there, it's hard for her, but what is the simple thing about survival? ”
An Zili also nodded in agreement at this time, because Yi Shaodong experienced a bigger blow than Bai Ling'er, but Qin Ming still helped him get back on track, so she was very confident that Bai Ling'er would cheer up.
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"I'm thinking too much more than you." An Zili secretly scolded himself for being a fool, and he didn't see things as thoroughly as Qin Ming.
When Qin Ming heard An Zili say this, he smiled bitterly:
"I've experienced a lot of unfortunate things, so even if it's hard to accept and understand, I have to force myself to figure it out. But I really think I'm actually quite lucky, because at least I have you people around, and I don't have to be alone, and I don't even have anyone to talk to. ”
The two were chatting, and Qin Ming's communicator suddenly received a private message from Bai Ling'er, which only had a very brief sentence on it:
"Thank you, I'll continue to live."
The same private message, An Zili also received one, the two of them looked at each other and smiled, the stone in their hearts was finally put down, Qin Ming stretched his waist, and then planned to leave:
"Let's go back, my throat is about to smoke after talking so much, it seems that I really have to eat a hot pot and treat myself."
"It's really a treat, so let's buy it back and get it in the villa?"
"Bai Ling'er is like this, Yi Shaodong's goods don't know when he will come back, the personnel are not even, let's just find a place to eat."
"Isn't it called Su Zhan?"
"If it's going to eat, then I'll call him."
Qin Ming was actually a little unhappy in his heart, Su Zhan's impersonal behavior, it would be understandable if he was indifferent in the incident, but since they could walk together and plan to get along like friends, what Su Zhan said before was a little harsh and a little annoying.
After all, if he can think of Bai Ling'er like that, he will also think about them like that. And if their contact is only for the pure benefit of "intelligence sharing", then Su Zhan is dispensable in his opinion.
Because he has always felt that it is human beings who are more sensible than rational, and those who are more rational than rational are ghosts. It is true that he is also indifferent to people now, but there are some "things" that he will never lose.
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