Because it was past the peak period of congestion, after Qin Ming caught up with An Zili, the two of them did not go to take the subway, but took a taxi to Bai Ling'er.

Fortunately, it was Bai Ling'er's place, which was not very far from them, and in less than half an hour, they had already come downstairs.

During this period, An Zili kept sending voice messages to Bai Ling'er, but Bai Ling'er didn't answer once, Qin Ming was a little apprehensive in his heart, but he was really afraid that Bai Ling'er would not be able to think about it for a while and do something to hurt himself.

Bai Ling'er and Bai Lingyu did not live in the "villa dormitory" assigned by the college, but rented a room in a somewhat old community. Because An Zili knew the specific floor and house number, the two of them went upstairs directly after arriving here.

knocked on the door, but after waiting for a while, no one opened, An Zili wanted to knock for a while, but Qin Ming didn't want to wait any longer, and after taking two steps back, he took a step and kicked the door hard.

With his current strength, even if he stepped down with all his strength, even if it was an unusually strong security door, he couldn't stand it at all. The door flew out with a thud and made a clanging sound when it hit the ground.

After the door opened, An Zili was the first to rush in, Qin Ming followed, and as soon as the two of them entered the house, they saw Bai Ling'er who was sitting by the window with tears in his arms and legs.

"Ling'er, it's okay if you're okay, it's really scared us to death."

An Zili saw that Bai Ling'er was fine, and she and Qin Ming breathed a sigh of relief in their hearts, but Bai Ling'er just raised her head slightly as if she didn't see them, and then lowered her head again.

In Bai Ling'er's depressed state, Qin Ming and An Zili could guess without asking, Bai Lingyu must have had an accident, otherwise, as long as Bai Ling'er still had illusions in his heart, it would not be like now.

"We've heard about your brother."

An Zili walked over and squatted beside Bai Ling'er, and when she heard An Zili mention her brother, Bai Ling'er immediately cried again.

An Zili looked at Bai Ling'er with some distress, but even if this kind of thing happened to anyone, it was not something that could cheer up with just one or two sentences, so comfort was just a fake proposition for their trip.

Looking at Bai Ling'er, it's true that Bai Ling'er is not allowed to do stupid things.

"We also feel very uncomfortable in our hearts, and we don't want to see this kind of thing happen, and I know a little bit about the two of you brothers and sisters, and I understand that you are the biggest support in your own lives, so I don't know how to comfort you.

But Ling'er, what I want to say is that you must cheer up, even if not for yourself, but also for your brother. If he was still here, he would never want to see you in this state, and he wouldn't let you do something stupid to hurt yourself.

The position that your brother gave you and his position in your heart cannot be replaced, but as friends, as comrades-in-arms who will move forward side by side in the future, we will definitely work hard to make up for this regret. ”

The more An Zili said, the more sad Bai Ling'er cried, this feeling of pain into the bone marrow, Qin Ming had personally experienced and felt, it was a terrifying scene where the world suddenly became dim, and even collapsed in an instant, it can be said that there is nothing in this world, it is more heartbreaking than the departure of a loved one.

"We clearly said that we would live together...... I said that he would protect me, and he would never leave me...... Mom and Dad are gone...... Why is even my brother gone...... Why did fate do this to me, if you wanted to take everything away from the beginning, then why let me have it!

Why am I going through this, why do these things have to happen to me!

Why...... Why do you want to take my brother away......"

Bai Ling'er raised her head, as if asking about fate, and as if she was asking An Zili and Qin Ming in front of her, An Zili didn't know what to say, she could only sigh uncomfortably, and listened to An Zili continue to cry and shout:

"Too much unfairness, too much pain, I'm really fed up, it's really too tiring to live, not everyone in this world should be alive, people like me should have died a long time ago, if it weren't for me, my parents wouldn't have had an accident, if it wasn't for me suddenly becoming a sophomore, my brother wouldn't have worked so hard to participate in the event frequently...... So it's all me...... They were all killed by me......"

Bai Ling'er went from crying and roaring to muttering at the moment, and then she suddenly grabbed An Zili's hand and cried and begged An Zili:

Zi Li ...... Hurry up, I'm a mourning star, I'll let everyone around me be found by bad luck, I don't deserve your care at all, I don't deserve ...... Just leave me alone for a while...... I want to be here alone......"

"Ling'er, what nonsense are you talking about, no one is treating you as a mourning star, the survival rules of the academy are extremely cruel, and the reason why your brother will take the initiative to participate in class tasks is because he knows how important it is to survive to improve his strength quickly......"

"Nope! My brother was killed by me...... It's all because of me that he worked so hard...... I'm damned, I'm the one who really deserves to die! ”

"Ling'er, you ......"

"Since you want to die, go and die immediately. What is the need to be alone, this is the 20th floor, you just need to smash the window and jump down now, and your world will be clean in an instant.

When the time comes, it's your parents, or Bai Lingyu, you can see them all, and your family will be reunited, isn't it good. ”

"Qin Ming!" An Zili heard that Qin Ming was actually encouraging Bai Ling'er to commit suicide, and she couldn't help but yell at Qin Ming.

But Qin Ming didn't stop talking because of this, but said it even more powerfully:

"As Bai Lingyu's friend, when he was there, he told me that if something happened to him, he hoped that I could take care of his sister. Now that Bai Lingyu has an accident, I have come over as a duty, but unfortunately I am not God, I can neither change your fate, nor can I help you bring Bai Lingyu back to life.

It's just that I really feel unworthy for your parents and Bai Lingyu, they even paid their lives for you, just to save you for survival, and some of them took risks, just to better protect you.

As a result, you want to die, and you even regard the "things" they desperately guard as worthless garbage. So what you just said now I agree with now, the damned ones are you, because they really died in vain.

Do you feel that fate is unfair to you and deprives you of everything, but have you ever inquired about our affairs, and you are the most pitiful in the world? You can save it, the most poor person is long dead, and not only are you not pitiful, but you are lucky, because you are still alive and still talking nonsense to us here.

And those who are full of grievances and unwillingness, they have long been buried deep in the ground and can't say a word. ”