Chapter 36: Leaving An Qingxiu
After cultivating in Jiangshan Garden for two months, until New Year's Day, Yihan decided to go to Ningning to relax before leaving, and then returned to the small city that belonged to his grandmother and the two of them.
In the past two months, An Qingxiu has not come once, his company was very busy a few years ago, and he often has to go on business trips, of course, these are not the main reasons, the main thing is that he doesn't know how to face Yihan now.
His convictions began to waver, and when he calmed down, he realized how wrong he had been, but it was too late. The consequences have already been done, and no matter how hard he tries to make amends now, it will be too late. So he didn't dare to see Yihan at all, and the black-clothed people at the door had already withdrawn, so he could only ask Xiaohei to ask Lao Zhao and his wife to take good care of Yihan.
When I woke up that morning, the sunlight spilled through the gaps in the curtains onto the floor, leaving a golden halo in which I could faintly see dust floating in the air.
She is in a very good mood, she has completed all the formalities for going abroad, and her luggage has been packed.
Zhao's mother got up early in the morning and made a hearty breakfast for Yihan, and the couple were very reluctant to her, but they knew that Yihan could only get rid of the shadow of the past if he left this sad place.
On the other side, An Qingxiu was sitting on the sofa in the living room fiddling with his watch, and Xiao Hei had already told him Yihan's decision. He has mixed feelings in his heart now, and his perverted psychology has been going on for a long time, starting from the day Jin Se died.
He didn't want to forgive Yihan and reconcile with her, but he didn't want the other party to leave. It was as if the only way to satisfy herself was by chaining her to her side and slowly torturing her. He was upset by what he had always thought, and sometimes he felt that he was sick and needed to see a doctor.
He glanced at the time, it was almost eight o'clock, and Yihan was ten o'clock on the plane, and he couldn't catch up. Thinking of this, An Qingxiu couldn't sit still any longer, picked up the coat beside him and ran towards Jiangshan Garden.
When he arrived, Lao Zhao was about to send Yihan to the airport, he blocked the car in front of Lao Zhao's car, hurriedly got out of the car, walked to Yihan's car, and knocked on the window.
"Uncle Zhao, can you go around from the side, I don't want to see him." Yihan ignored An Qingxiu's actions and politely asked Lao Zhao.
Lao Zhao thought for a while, turned his head and explained: "It's naturally no problem to go around, but some problems will stay there forever if they are not solved, if Mr. An chases him to the airport, I am afraid that Miss Yihan's trip today will be delayed." ”
Lao Zhao's words made Yihan enlightened, she turned sideways, opened the door and walked out.
Yihan wore a beige tweed coat today, lined with a white turtleneck sweater, and a beige gauze skirt underneath. Under the sun, her complexion looks very good today. The cheeks on both sides were a little red, and they were no longer pale and bloodless.
Facing An Qingxiu, Yihan was very calm, and she even smiled before she spoke: "I'm leaving, no need to send it." ”
Hearing this, An Qingxiu shuddered, he felt a slight bead of sweat on his back, and now it was clinging to his shirt, very uncomfortable. At this time, he didn't dare to look directly into Yihan's eyes, and his eyes sparkled and he didn't know where to put them.
An Qingxiu's lips moved, but he didn't make any sound, obviously he didn't say anything. Half-ringing, he turned around and drove the car to the side. Yihan smiled at him, an innocent and warm smile like he had seen him for the first time.
When the car left, An Qingxiu got out of the car, and he looked at the back of the car carrying Yihan away, and the dust raised was scattered in the air. At that moment, he knew that maybe he would never come back in this life.
An Yu returned home on New Year's Day and found that An Qingxiu was not there, and called Xiao Hei to know that Yihan was leaving today, so he hurriedly threw down the luggage in his hand and drove to Jiangshan Garden.
When An Yu arrived, An Qingxiu was still standing in place looking into the distance, he pulled over to the side of the road, and walked next to An Qingxiu after getting down.
"Sister Yihan is gone, isn't she?"
An Qingxiu let out a "hmm", his voice was very tired, and his weather-beaten face showed a tired expression.
At this time, An Yu took out the note from his bag and handed it to An Qingxiu, "Sister Yihan gave it to you." ”
Hearing this, An Qingxiu was stunned for a moment, and then trembled and took the folded paper handed over by An Yu, and the terrible thing was that he found that he didn't have the courage to open it.
An Yu, who was on the side, realized his uneasiness and said mockingly: "Open it and take a look, haven't you stopped caring for a long time?" ”
An Qingxiu opened the note tremblingly, and couldn't help but gasp when he saw the words, he stumbled back, An Yu leaned his head over and glanced at it, and found that there were only four words written on it.
"Never again!"
In half an hour, Yihan wrote four words, these four words must have been written after she had thought about it for a long time, and she might have been coiling in her heart for a long time. It torments her nerves every day, and the moment she makes up her mind is also the beginning of her relief.
An Qingxiu hung his arm weakly, and as soon as his fingers relaxed, the paper drifted away with the wind. This piece of paper, with Yihan's last thoughts, floated away with a "whoosh", and An Qingxiu, who reacted, ran after the paper in a panic like a child.
At that moment, An Yu realized that in fact, his father had always loved Yihan, and the deeper he loved, the deeper he hated. But what Yihan needs is not a sentence of "I forgive you", but "I believe in you". The two of them are destined to be separated, because each other's hearts are no longer on the same line.
You'll regret it sooner or later, Dad.
An Yu said to An Qingxiu in his heart, the wind blew through the broken bangs on his forehead, he sighed heavily, and chased over to help his father chase the paper that was carried away by the wind.
When leaving, Yihan cried, and she never shed a single tear after coming out of the hospital, but when she first saw An Qingxiu, her heart still hurt. She knew that she had never let go of him, and she still loved him. Even if An Qingxiu had just opened her mouth to keep her, she would definitely think about it again, no, she would have stayed immediately.
Even if the other party asks, "Are you really leaving?" Yihan would consider staying, but no, An Qingxiu didn't say anything.
From his eyes, Yihan knew that the other party had almost forgiven her, but what she wanted was not this, what she wanted was never his forgiveness.
As the car moved forward, the trees outside the window kept retreating, so fast that she didn't have time to count the bird's nests in the trees, Yihan raised his hand to wipe the tears from the corners of his eyes, leaned his head on the seat, and closed his eyes.
Thinking back to the journey from the beginning of her acquaintance with An Qingxiu to the time she separated, the happiness in the middle was very short-lived, and she disappeared before she had time to take care of it, and she would never come back.
Yihan thought of the scene when she first saw An Qingxiu, the scene when she wrapped her tightly with a thin cotton and linen coat, and the moment she met her eyes, she knew that the man in front of her was the man she had been looking for.
Mo Shangren is like jade, and the son is unparalleled in the world.
Yihan's heart completely fell into An Qingxiu's gentle township, but she never thought that there would be a future end. Sometimes Yihan regrets it, thinking that it would be great if he had never met An Qingxiu, and sometimes he doesn't regret it at all, and it is everyone's dream to get a loved one in this life.
She is so contradictory, but the only thing that is certain is that she really loves An Qingxiu, the kind that loves her to the core. In the past, she dreamed of standing on the world stage and holding a concert tour, but after meeting An Qingxiu, she just wanted to live happily with him for the rest of her life.
These fantasies are defeated little by little by reality, like bubbles in the sun, which burst before they can be touched, and even the scum is not left for Yihan.
When she arrived at the airport, before the security check, she glanced back, there was no familiar figure, turned around, and left resolutely......
An Qingxiu ran after the paper, only to find that it had been blown onto a big tree, just stuck in the branch above. He didn't even think about it, he hugged the trunk of the tree and climbed up on the ground.
When An Yu chased after him, he had already climbed to the branch of the tree, and was struggling to grasp the piece of paper, and as soon as he got his hand, he heard An Yu shouting below: "Dad, aren't you afraid of heights?" ”
Hearing this, An Qingxiu realized that he had climbed so high, he glanced down, and began to be dazed, and Venus appeared in front of him.
I heard An Yu shouting, "Be careful." An Qingxiu fell to the ground heavily, and An Yu hurriedly ran over to check.
"Stinky boy, if you don't say that, I'm going to fall, ouch, my leg." An Qingxiu said as he folded the paper and stuffed it back into the pocket of his coat.
An Yu sighed speechlessly and fought back: "Even if I didn't say that, you would still fall, after all, it is a fact that you are afraid of heights, how about it, can you still stand up?" ”
An Qingxiu tried to move, the pain from his leg spread throughout his body like electricity, he pressed his right leg with one hand, and replied with a smile: "No, I'm afraid it's broken." ”
Hearing this, An Yu glanced up at the sky in despair.
After a while, An Yu walked back with difficulty on his back An Qingxiu, in order to prevent the injury from being more ruthless, he decided to gently put An Qingxiu from his back to the side of the road, and then called 120, on the way to the hospital, the two were silent.
The right leg was fractured, and An Qingxiu needed surgery.
That day, when he was on crutches and went to the park in the middle of the hospital to bask in the sun, a little boy accidentally threw a small leather ball on top of him.
He timidly walked up to An Qingxiu and apologized, "Uncle, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to." ”
An Qingxiu smiled, handed him the ball, and said kindly: "It's okay, what's your name, little friend?" ”
"Liu Zhuangzhuang, you can call me Da Zhuang."
"Da Zhuang, what a name, the bear in your arms is so cute." An Qingxiu couldn't help but praise.
Speaking of the little bear, Da Zhuang was very happy, and proudly handed the bear to An Qingxiu, "This is a friend of my father, Aunt Jinse gave it to me." ”
"Really?" An Qingxiu asked casually, and as soon as he finished speaking, he immediately reacted, and hurriedly asked, "Which Aunt Jinse are you talking about?" ”
Da Zhuang tilted his head and thought for a while, and replied vaguely: "It was brought back by my father one day, I secretly told you, that aunt also invited my father to play a game, I happened to hear it when I went out to drink water, or a kidnapping game, but unfortunately my father ......"
"Da Zhuang, what are you doing there, didn't the doctor say you can't run around?" Zhuang Zhuang's mother suddenly appeared behind him, smiled embarrassedly at An Qingxiu, and dragged Da Zhuang's clothes back.
"Maybe don't talk nonsense, do you hear?"
Zhuang Zhuang's mother's angry words to him happened to be heard by An Qingxiu, he carefully calculated what Zhuang Zhuang had just said, and suddenly, the brain circuit seemed to be opened......