Lying on the hospital bed, Yihan was very calm, and the doctor asked her: "Do you really not choose the painless one, there is still time to inject anesthetics." ”

Yihan shook his head and replied categorically: "No, let's start directly." ”

She wanted to punish her cruelty with physical pain, her little life was only fifty days, and as a mother, she wanted to kill him cruelly. But all this can't help her, even if this little life really comes to this world, without a healthy family and a father who spoils him, he still can't be happy. Rather than that, it is better not to come into this world.

The sky outside the window was gloomy, and it seemed to be mourning this sad moment, after coming out of the operating room, Zhao's mother nervously stepped forward to look at Yihan, she held Yihan's hand tightly with both hands, and muttered: "Child, you have suffered." ”

Lying on the hospital bed, Yihan's empty eyes stared blankly, and Zhao's mother helped pack her luggage and prepare to be discharged from the hospital today.

At this time, two boys hurriedly pushed open the door of the ward, and one of them rushed to Yihan's bedside with a "whoosh".

As soon as Zhao's mother left with her front feet, Yu Xian threw herself on the side of the bed, half-knelt on the ground, and looked at Yihan sadly, he put his face on the back of Yihan's hand, tears were like beads with broken threads, and after a while, they soaked the back of her hand.

He suddenly stood up with a thud and shouted, "I'm going to kill that bastard." When he walked out, he was hugged by An Yu.

"Can you calm down?"

Yu Xian's scarlet eyes glared ahead, and when he heard An Yu's words, the flames were immediately extinguished, and he glanced back at Yihan, thinking, this is okay, without the drag of children, you can stay away from him in the future.

He turned around and returned to Yihan's bedside, looking at her with no blood on her face, and his heart ached as if a whip was whipping. At this moment, he longed for all the suffering to be borne by him.

He remembered the first time he saw Yihan, how radiant she was at that time, wearing a burgundy suspender dress and a golden mask, like an elf.

When she sings, she simply opens her voice and kneels, and her recognizable voice makes her songs claim to be natural. She could have had a great future, could be an idol, sing her favorite songs, release albums, hold concerts, and do a lot of meaningful things.

But these were all ruined by An Qingxiu, a man who kept saying that he loved her chose to turn his back on her at a critical time, leaving her covered in bruises and letting her lick her wounds alone.

Thinking of this, Yu Xian felt even more distressed about Yihan, looking at her, he didn't know what he could say, he regretted that he didn't convince Yihan to take her away, otherwise so many things wouldn't have happened.

Yu Xian sat quietly on the edge of Yihan's bed for a while, until An Yu came over to remind him that it was time to go back, he finally asked Brother Nan for leave, and the crew couldn't afford to wait.

When leaving, Yu Xian held Yihan's hand tightly and said, "Yihan, you take care of your body, I will go to see you." ”

At this time, Yihan seemed to have lost her soul, she couldn't hear any words in her ears, and stared at the ceiling in a daze.

An Yu went directly to the company after leaving the hospital, and Xiao Hei tried his best to stop him, but he still rushed into An Qingxiu's office. He had never been so angry as he had been today, and with a flick of his arm, he swept everything on his desk to the ground.

Xiao Hei hurriedly came over, wanting to stop An Yu's ridiculous behavior by force, An Qingxiu waved his hand and motioned for him to go out.

As soon as the door closed, An Yu propped up the table with both hands, looked directly at An Qingxiu who was sitting in the swivel chair, and said angrily: "You killed my brother." ”

An Qingxiu was stunned for a moment, then lowered his eyes, and replied calmly: "He is not your younger brother, your younger brother has already let that vicious woman die, he is just a wild seed." ”

"Mom's illness can't support him from being born at all, Dad, if you are sober, haven't you ever suspected that incident?"

An Yu's words suddenly asked An Qingxiu's heart, that's right, after calming down in the past two days, he was also doubting the ins and outs of the whole thing, but he couldn't forget the way Jin Se looked at him before he died, and his eyes couldn't deceive people.

He pretended to cough twice and replied, "I trust your mother, she doesn't joke about the child in her belly." ”

Hahahahaha ”

After saying that, he turned around and left here without looking back......

After coming out of the company, An Yu didn't go home, he went to Jiangshan Garden, and when he arrived, he saw Yihan sitting on a bench in the yard in a daze.

He found Zhao's mother in a menacing manner, and asked angrily: "You should know better than me that she has a miscarriage, why do you still let her blow the wind outside?" ”

Mother Zhao sighed helplessly and explained: "We can't help it, she didn't listen to her after persuading her for a long time, and she didn't dare to forcibly pull her back to the house, for fear that she would do something stupid when she was emotional." ”

Hearing this, An Yu turned his head to look at Yihan, and waved his hand to signal Zhao's mother to go down first. He went back to the house himself and took a long down jacket.

As soon as he put it on Yihan, he heard Yihan say impatiently: "Mother Zhao, didn't I say it, leave me alone, I just want to be alone and quiet now." ”

"You can't get along with your body like this, and he won't feel sorry for you."

Saying that, An Yu turned around and walked in front of her, put the down jacket together, squatted down, looked at her, and said patiently: "You should go back to the room, you tortured yourself like this, and in the end, you only suffered yourself." ”

Yihan sighed and shook his head.

"You didn't explain it to him, did you?"

"People who believe in you don't need to explain will believe you, people who don't believe in you, no matter how much you explain, it's useless, your father has never trusted me."

Yihan's eyes were red when she said this, but no more tears came out, and her tears had long since dried up.

"Shall we go inside?"

With that, An Yu helped her up and walked towards the bedroom. After placing her on the bed, he dragged a chair and sat next to her.

"Do you have any plans for the future?" An Yu was cautious when he asked this, and he was also afraid that Yihan would not be able to think about it again. He wanted to do something for Yihan, whether it was out of the position of a friend or for An Qingxiu to atone for his sins.

Yihan didn't answer......

An Yu couldn't help but continue: "I'm sorry, it's all my fault, I should have come back earlier to stop my dad, I never thought that he would want you to kill the child in your belly." ”

Yihan raised his head and looked at An Yu, and smiled slightly, "You don't have to apologize, it has nothing to do with you, I did all this by myself, I was wrong from the day I fell in love with your father." ”

"I warned you that I knew my mom too well that she wouldn't allow anyone else to think about my dad, but this time I miscalculated, I didn't expect my mom's heart to be so vicious. When I was a child, I even wondered if I was born to her. ”

"For Qing Xiu, I was completely desperate, I had been hoping that one day he could understand everything, but I was wrong, the moment he asked me to kill the child, I knew that I was too wrong, how could I expect a scumbag to see everything clearly."

"Yihan, I don't know how to comfort you......"

"It's okay, I don't need anyone's comfort." Yihan interrupted An Yu's words, she pulled her hair, and her empty eyes seemed to have regained color.

"So what are your ...... in the future?"

"I want to get out of here, out of Shanghai."

An Yu's words were intercepted by Yihan in the middle of her words, she looked at An Yu with a firm look, and then smiled at the corners of her mouth.

"Do you know, the moment the child was killed, I actually felt a sense of relief, and after I figured it out, the whole person relaxed. If you can only grow up if you have experienced pain, then I have grown up completely this time, and this incident has made me see through people's hearts and know who cares about me and who doesn't care about me. ”

"Everybody cares about you."

Yihan shook his head, "I thought about dying, but I didn't die, heh, God wants me to continue to live, what's the meaning of living, do you know, I used to think that your dad was everything to me, for him, I could do nothing, even if I turned my back on the world, but I was wrong, completely wrong, I shouldn't pin my life on others." ”

"It's great that you understand that." With that, An Yu stood up, got up and went to close the curtains in the room and turn on the light.

Yihan suddenly thought of something, and quickly asked, "Do you have a pen and paper here?" ”

Hearing this, An Yu was stunned for a moment, and tried to recall, "Yes." He replied excitedly. Then he hurried back to the room where he used to live when he was a child, buried his head in the cabinet and rummaged through the cabinets, and finally found a pen and a notebook.

After handing it to Yihan, An Yu sat quietly and watched her write.

Half an hour later, Yihan folded the written paper, then handed it to An Yu, and instructed: "After I leave, you help me hand over this letter to your father." ”

An Yu hesitated for a moment, stretched out his hands to take the note in Yihan's hand, folded it again and put it in the pocket of his coat.

"Have you figured out where you're going?"

Yihan smiled, "I want to go back to the small city where my grandmother used to live, before my grandmother died, she secretly gave me a sum of money, and I want to use that money to buy a house in that city." The old house was demolished, and I was given a suite and a sum of money, and my grandmother gave the house to my uncle, and she gave me the money privately. ”

An Yu nodded suddenly, he hesitated to ask Yihan which city he was going to, but he was afraid that the other party would not want to tell him, after all, he was An Qingxiu's son.

"My dad, I mean, if one day my dad regrets it, is it still possible for you?" An Yu asked apprehensively.

Hearing this question, Yihan actually laughed out loud, she looked at An Yu, and asked rhetorically, "Do you think we still have a possibility?" From the moment he killed my child, it was impossible for me and him to live our lives. ”

"It's great that you can still laugh." An Yu couldn't help but tease.

He was afraid that Yihan would fall into this shadow and not be able to get out, but seeing her current state, An Yu's hanging heart relaxed. He felt that Yihan was the strongest girl he had ever seen in this world, daring to love and hate.

But on the other hand, An Yu knows very well in his heart that if his father really regrets it one day, then he must do his best to help his father recover Yihan. Although he knew that scumbag didn't deserve anything at all, he always had to give him a chance to atone for his sins.

At this time, An Yu realized that he had shaken his three views, obviously the other party was a third party who destroyed his parents' marriage, but he did not hesitate to help the other party, this was the first time he doubted his three views......