She is about 1.65 meters tall and has a slender figure, wearing simple jeans, a shirt and coat, and a high ponytail. She is very beautiful, with a tall nose, a ruddy and small mouth, especially her eyes, her double eyelids are delicate and slender, and the tails of her eyes are slightly raised, just like an old-fashioned beauty in a comic magazine.

Did she look different from the other students because of her cold gaze? Or is it because of her arrogant temperament? Compared to other students, she is mature and indifferent, as if she has already experienced the vicissitudes of life.

After Ye Zhiyan sat down in her seat, Teacher Gao continued to talk about the exam papers.

Ye Zhiyan took out her notebook, listened carefully to Teacher Gao's explanation, took notes, and didn't care about her eyes that the classmates around her were secretly paying attention to.

After class, the girls looked at her, and the bold boys came over to talk.

But she got up coldly and walked out, ignoring the surprised or embarrassed stares of her classmates behind her.

She's going back to the rental house at lunchtime.

The back door of the school is an old house, where many accompanying mothers rent a house to take care of their children who are about to take the college entrance examination.

Ye Zhiyan walked through the narrow street and walked to the door of a small courtyard. Pushing open the hidden iron door, the crowded and lively home scene appeared in front of you. Grandmothers and mothers are each stir-frying and stewing soup at the door, waiting for their children to come back from class to eat, the aroma of the food is wafting and the heat is steaming.

Ye Zhiyan passed through the courtyard on the first floor and the corridor on the second floor, and came to the door of the innermost room on the second floor. She took out the key and opened the door, and couldn't wait to enter the house.

As soon as she entered the room, her cold expression dissipated, and she bloomed into a gentle smile, saying, "Are you hungry, are you in a hurry to wait?" Don't be angry, I'll rush back as soon as class is over. It's not that I have to let you go out, we just moved here, you don't know the place well, what if you get lost or caught by someone? ”

Ye Zhiyan sat on the edge of the bed, looked at Da Bai who was lying comfortably on the bed, and said softly: "Now we are the only ones who rely on each other." ”

She smiled brightly: "By the way, and the baby in your belly, we will soon be a big family." ”

……

"I have a request, I want to change my name when I settle down."

She gave herself a name--- Ye Zhiyan.

Even if it's just an insignificant new leaf, it will grow with all its strength and bloom beautifully and lushly!

Goodbye, Zhang Nanyan.

The cowardice and helplessness of the past are goodbye.

In the past, Zhang Nanyan worked hard, but also lost, brave, cowardly, gained, and lost......

She had mistakenly pinned her happiness on others and gave up on herself. At first, she thought that happiness was to be with Lin Dong, and she was willing to only do laundry and cook for him. Later, she thought that her love with Zheng Fan was happiness, even if it was at the cost of her own ideals and reputation.

She has selflessly dedicated, but she is so wrong.

After grief and pain, she finally understood that she could never be happy if she was attached to someone else's life!

Just like a weak vine man, parasitic on the tree, there may be a sweet moment, but after all, the tree will be bound by the vine man and cannot develop, and the vine man will gradually wither.

Only when you take deep roots, absorb water and nutrients, experience the sun and wind and rain, and grow into a towering tree, will you see the scenery from above.

If she depends on someone else's fate, what is the difference between her and her biological mother who abandons her own flesh and blood, her adoptive mother who is patriarchal, and countless rural girls who are forced to drop out of school and get married?

Isn't it this kind of involuntary life that she desperately escapes?

Isn't what she's always pursued is to take control of her own destiny?

Goodbye, Zhang Nanyan! From today on, she is Ye Zhiyan!

Not by anyone! On your own!

She is a weak sprout, she will do her best to grow, and one day, she will grow into a towering tree!

……

Countdown to the college entrance examination: 300 days.

In the classrooms of the senior year (repeat class), enthusiastic slogans are posted, and stacks of study materials are placed on each desk.

Gao Zhonghai looked down from the podium and saw young faces buried in the sea of books.

He can't wait to be able to deliver his knowledge directly into the minds of his students like a nutrient solution.

"I've talked about this question, stand up if you make a mistake!" He banged on the blackboard and screamed.

One by one, the students stood up, and the chalk heads between his fingers smashed out angrily!

"Up to now, this knowledge point is still wrong, are you going to be wrong in the college entrance examination?"

"What are your brains for?"

"And you, I ask you, the classroom of the senior year of high school is not for you to sleep!"

……

The chalk head smashed into Ye Zhiyan's forehead, and she didn't dodge or dodge, but hit hard.

"You ......" Gao Zhonghai looked at Ye Zhiyan's stubborn face, and couldn't bear to scold her.

This girl has worked very hard, and I heard that she will resume her studies after taking a year off from school. Hey, the previous foundation was too poor, and I'm afraid there is no hope for such a result.

"Sit down, I'll reexplain this question again......"

Ye Zhiyan stood straight in the last row and listened to the whole class while standing.

……

Countdown to the college entrance examination: 150 days.

At the end of the mold, there was a girl in the third year of high school who did not achieve satisfactory grades, and after being reprimanded by the teacher, she had an emotional breakdown, and ran to the roof of the teaching building crying to commit suicide, but fortunately she was rescued by the teachers in time and notified her parents to take her home to recuperate.

This news is like a *, which stirs the nerves of high school juniors who are already tense to the extreme. The school vigorously suppressed it, but it caused more and more backlash from students.

The classroom was a mess, and the students were talking to each other.

The squad leader, Kong Sinan, strode to the podium!

He said impassionedly, "We have to fight!" Students from other classes have already taken action, and we want to join you in protesting to the school! ”

As he spoke, Kong Sinan took out a huge piece of paper and said, "This is the protest letter, classes 1 to 4 have been signed, and now it is our class's turn, please sign your name on it, pass it one by one!" ”

The protest was passed from the first row of students to the back, and each student signed it. Until it reaches the last row.

"Here you go, sign it!" The classmate next to him put the protest book in front of Ye Zhiyan.

The protest book blocked the test paper that Ye Zhiyan was doing, she picked up the protest book and put it aside and continued to do the questions.

"Are you all done? Which student sent the protest letter. Kong Sinan shouted.

The students searched around, who is the protest book?

After looking for a long time, the classmates in the last row found that the protest book was thrown in the corner of Ye Zhiyan's desk.

"Ye Zhiyan, why haven't you signed yet?"

Ye Zhiyan was only doing a chemistry problem, she didn't raise her head, and said, "I don't sign." ”

"Why are you like this? Squad leader, she doesn't sign! ”

Kong Sinan heard his classmate's report, raised his voice, and asked, "Ye Zhiyan, why didn't you sign it?" It was our classmate who committed suicide, and we have to fight for her and for ourselves, and we can't just sweep the snow in front of the door! ”

Originally, there was already an idea for this question, but it was interrupted by Kong Sinan's chatter. Ye Zhiyan simply put down the pen and looked at Kong Sinan.

"Where's the signing?"

"After signing it, hand it over to the school, and then strike in protest!" Kong Sinan said righteously.

"What is your purpose?" Ye Zhiyan asked.

"We have to fight for the students around us and for ourselves!"

"No, I'm asking what your requirements are?"

"Requirements? We asked to visit Li Yingying, and asked the school to reduce the pressure of the third year of high school, resume physical education, music classes, and extracurricular activities, and cancel Saturday make-up classes. ”

Ye Zhiyan smiled: "These are not my purpose, so I don't sign." ”

"Just study on your own? A selfish person is a loser even if he is admitted to college. The classmates blamed Ye Zhiyan one after another.

Ye Zhiyan didn't bother to argue with them, and continued to bury her head in the question.

A classmate refused to give up, snatched her test paper, crumpled it into a ball, and threw it on the ground.

"Selfish people get out of our class!"

Ye Zhiyan raised her head, looked at her classmates who were carried away by impulse, and couldn't help sighing.

She looked at Kong Sinan: "First, you asked to visit her classmates, she was taken home by her parents, she doesn't need you to visit, what she needs is a quiet recuperation; Second, you ask for a reduction in the burden, the pressure is given by the college entrance examination, as long as the university is still admitted according to the college entrance examination score this year, then the pressure is what we must bear; Third, the resumption of sports and extracurricular activities, this is simply the vexatious trouble of primary school students, if you want, you can listen to songs, draw, read novels in every class, whatever you want. As long as you figure it out, what is your purpose? Whether to go to college or to live in the fourth, fifth or even sixth year of high school.

I hope you guys think it through, just to vent the stress that you can't get rid of, I suggest you go play a game of basketball. ”

Kong Sinan opened his mouth and couldn't answer.

However, the youthful impulse can be dispelled in a few words, and the other students are still clamoring for protest.

Outside the classroom, students from other classes have come out of the classroom and go to the playground to petition. From the first year of high school to the third year of high school, all the students poured into this turbulence.

"Kong Sinan, organize your class to come to the playground and start a march and petition."

The leaders of the other squads shouted loudly in the hallway.

Before Kong Sinan could answer, the students had already rushed out of the classroom.

Kong Sinan had no choice but to act with everyone. Before going out, he stopped and looked at Ye Zhiyan.

Ye Zhiyan got up, picked up the test paper that was thrown on the ground, reopened it, and continued to do the questions.

Kong Sinan hesitated, but walked out of the classroom.

As a result of the incident, the students had a day of trouble, were excited, and turned the campus into a dueling arena. When I woke up from sleep, the impulse dissipated, and one by one I returned to the classroom obediently. A week later, the school organized an all-grade basketball game every day before dinner, and the students threw all their physical strength and depression into the basketball game.

……

The countdown to the college entrance examination is 60 days.

Tomorrow is the third model, the last mock test before the college entrance examination.

Everyone needs to move the books on their desks back to the dormitory and make room for exams.

A thick stack of materials, the weight is not light.

The girls took the opportunity to ask their hearts to secretly * help them carry books. The little love of boys and girls, no matter how heavy the academics are and how strict the school rules are, they can't extinguish the small spark of love.

If you don't have lovers, at least you have friends who take care of each other. In short, the tension before the exam was well distracted by an emotional exchange.

Everyone is in pairs or groups, talking and laughing.

Ye Zhiyan is buried in tidying up alone.

She had no friends, and even the seats she deliberately moved to the last row by herself, and she didn't even have a table with her.

Others say that she is withdrawn, but she thinks it's just right, she is here for the college entrance examination, not to make friends.