Since that day, Zhang Nanyan has never seen Zheng Fan again.

She didn't say goodbye to Zheng Fan in person, she didn't leave a word or a word, she just put a photo of him and Xia Baiping in a place where he would definitely be able to see it.

She believes that Zheng Fan will definitely understand her intentions.

It's really strange, it should be a heart-wrenching goodbye, however, in her memory, it is peaceful, as if she has selectively forgotten that time.

Zhang Nanyan remembered that the last person she met with in this matter was Xia Zhen.

Xia Zhen thanked her for quitting and told her that Zheng Fan had decided to accompany Xia Baiping to live abroad.

Zhang Nanyan kept smiling at the time, as if she was not a little sad and sad.

Xia Zhen took out a card and a few documents and put them in front of Zhang Nanyan.

Zhang Nanyan's eyes looked at the card in front of her, but her brain was not working.

She didn't even recognize her ID card.

Xia Zhen had no choice but to open his mouth and said, "This is your ID card, Zheng Fan asked me to transfer it to you." ”

Identity card? How is his ID card in Zheng Fan's?

Oh, I remember, I gave Mr. Zheng for formalities when I traveled last time.

Zhang Nanyan picked up her ID card and put it in her pocket.

"Hey~ Won't you take a look?"

"Don't look at it" Zhang Nanyan kept smiling, and the corners of her mouth trembled slightly.

Xia Zhen sighed pityingly and said, "Zheng Fan proposed that you can transfer your hukou to the capital. ”

Zhang Nanyan suddenly froze.

Xia Zhen pointed to the documents: "As long as you agree, the procedures can be done immediately." Zheng Fan has already helped you connect with a repeater class in a high school, and you can continue to study and go to university. ”

Continuing to read? Taking the college entrance exam? Going to college?

She couldn't believe it, she thought that her dream of reading had long been shattered, and she didn't expect hope to reappear in front of her eyes.

It was too much of a surprise for her!

However, she hesitated, in vain, if she accepted, wouldn't she really become a bad woman who betrayed herself and was greedy? This represents a complete denial of her feelings and sincerity.

Dignity and dreams, how should she choose?

She wanted to go to school so much, but, at the cost of selling her self-esteem, she would be branded as a disgusting third party for the rest of her life.

Xia Zhengui advised Zhang Nanyan: "When you really grow up, you will know that in the face of reality and life, nothing is more important than interests." I advise you, accept it, take it as compensation, thank you, it will change your fate. ”

Zhang Nanyan's mind was in a mess, and at this time, she suddenly remembered "Dabai". A few days ago, she saw the big white cat again on campus.

At that time, Da Bai was lying at the feet of several girls, rubbing and coquettish, which made several girls laugh and bought ham sausages and eggs to feed it.

The girl squatted down, stroked Dabai's head, and said, "What a good cat, if it weren't for the dormitory not allowing cats, I really want to take them back and raise them." ”

Da Bai's back tightened, but it quickly relaxed, and let the girl touch it, and it only buried its head in the food.

The girl left, and Dabai was about to leave.

Zhang Nanyan called out tentatively: "Da Bai." ”

The white cat stopped and turned its head to look at Zhang Nanyan.

It's really a big white, Zhang Nanyan is a little puzzled, Da Bai is very cold, never close to people, how can he roll and be coquettish in front of girls?

Zhang Nanyan found that Da Bai seemed to be fat and had a round belly, she suddenly thought, should Da Bai be a mother?

Zhang Nanyan walked to Dabai's side, but fortunately it didn't run away.

"You remember me." Zhang Nanyan smiled and said, "Do you have a baby in your belly?" ”

Dabai lay on the ground and yawned lazily.

It's late autumn now, the weather is getting colder and colder, where does Dabai sleep at night? It's about to give birth to a baby, and if it's too cold, it and the baby will freeze.

Zhang Nanyan couldn't help but worry.

Da Bai was her first friend after coming to the capital, and when she was homeless and sleeping in the garden, it was Da Bai who accompanied her and caught crickets to make her happy. No one can tell her heart, she is all for Dabai. Dabai's company gave her too much warmth and courage.

Now, she is depressed and homeless, and Dabai has to please others for the sake of the child in her belly, and she can be regarded as a fallen person in the world.

Zhang Nanyan said to Dabai: "Are you willing to live with me?" ”

Da Bai squinted his eyes and wagged his tail from time to time.

"If you don't object, I'll take you away." Zhang Nanyan carefully went to hug Dabai.

Da Bai stood up sharply.

Zhang Nanyan withdrew her hand and said patiently: "I know you don't want to live with people, you like freedom." But it's cold, and you need a warm place to stay to take care of your children. And...... I...... I'm the only one left, would you like to join me? ”

Da Bai tilted his head, as if he was really thinking.

It screamed softly and jumped into Zhang Nanyan's arms.

……

"Xiao Zhang, are you willing to be a working girl for the rest of your life? Life-changing opportunities don't come all the time, and if you miss them, are you sure you won't regret it? ”

Zhang Nanyan pondered, even Dabai was willing to give up Gao Leng for the sake of the child, couldn't she let go of her stubborn self-esteem?

"Yes, I do." She said.

"Great. Another point, you also know that the capital's hukou is not easy to settle, it must be a marriage or a ......" Xia Zhen said embarrassedly: "You can only settle under Zheng Fan's name as an adopted child." ”

"What?" Zhang Nanyan was shocked. Want her to be Teacher Zheng's adopted daughter? How can this be!

Zheng Fan really wanted to help Zhang Nanyan continue to study, and he must have a student status and household registration to study, and his original plan was to transfer his student status to re-enroll and take the college entrance examination in the way of borrowing.

Later, he decided to get back together with Xia Baiping, but he was always at ease with Zhang Nanyan's future, and he hoped to arrange the study for her before going abroad.

Xia Baiping suggested that Zhang Nanyan's hukou should be transferred to the capital, and it would be relatively easy to get into a university.

But Zheng Fan couldn't help but hesitate, there is only one way to settle down, is it necessary for relatives to take refuge......

Xia Baiping is exactly what she meant, she just wants to cut off Zheng Fan's last thoughts.

Zheng Fan agreed to live abroad with Xia Baiping, but he will always remember this lost love in the second half of his life.

Xia Baiping just wants him to not even miss it! She was going to ethically cut off the possibility of both of them.

At first, Zheng Fan refused to agree. But Xia Baiping asked him rhetorically: "Do you want her to miss you for the rest of your life, or do you want her to come out as soon as possible?" ”

Zheng Fan understood what Xia Baiping meant, since she could no longer give her the promise of marriage, the seemingly cruel approach was the last affection. The best way to do it to her is to be decisive, decisive, and not dragging her feet, her life is still very long, and she will meet other loves, and he wants to let her go completely.

"You also know how important a capital hukou is for a student. She can take the college entrance examination in the capital, regardless of the difference in teaching quality, and it is much easier to be admitted than to return to her hometown for the college entrance examination. What's more, it has a great advantage for her employment and marriage in the future. ”

Zheng Fan was persuaded, so he asked Xia Zhen and Zhang Nanyan to talk in detail.

Xia Zhen looked at Zhang Nanyan's injured expression, and couldn't help but feel a little unbearable, she wanted to tell the truth, but she couldn't, she always had to stand on her sister's side.

"You think about it clearly, it's impossible for you anymore, which is more important, fame or profit?"

"I accept!" Zhang Nanyan said in a hurry: "However, I have a request. ”

……

November 1, there are 307 days left before the college entrance examination.

The students in the third year of high school are making the final struggle for the college entrance examination.

At this moment, there is a tense atmosphere in the repeating class of the 49th Middle School.

On the blackboard at the back of the classroom, the huge chalk writing reads "The countdown to the college entrance examination is 3 0 7 days", and each day decreases by one number.

The chemistry teacher handed out the mock exam papers that had just been corrected, and some of the students were relieved when they got the test papers, and some of them were heavy-faced.

The chemistry teacher and homeroom teacher tapped the podium twice with his whip and said, "I am very dissatisfied with your results in this mock exam!" Only 2 people in the class were in the top 10, and 10 people were in the top 30. You must know that we are repeating classes, this is your last chance, you must work hard and work hard! Next, let's take a look at the chemistry paper ......"

The students whispered.

"In the top 30, our class accounts for one-third, which is pretty good."

"This chemistry problem is so difficult, several of them are competition questions, can you blame us if you can't do it?"

Teacher Gao knocked on the podium a few times and said angrily, "Quiet! ”

"Don't forget, you're repeaters! You have studied one year more than the fresh graduates and taken the college entrance examination one more time, are you satisfied with such results? The college entrance examination is a single-plank bridge crossed by thousands of troops, and the competition is fierce, and one more point in the test can advance a few or even a dozen. When I used to be a teacher in Province H, 40% of the students in a class were above 600! If your grades are in Province H, you won't even be ranked in the top 100 in your grade! Compared to the national exams, what self-confidence and laziness do you have! ”

"We are not in Province H, and the college entrance examination score line is not a unified national ......"

I don't know if it's the student who talks back.

Teacher Gao yelled angrily: "Who said that? Stand out! ”

No one came out on top.

Teacher Gao angrily reprimanded: "Don't rely on the advantage of the capital's hukou to be unscrupulous!" You know, after you go to university, you will have to stand on the same starting line with the candidates from all over the country, and when the time comes, what will you use to compete with others? ”

The students stopped talking and talking back.

Teacher Gao is about to start explaining the exam papers.

"Report."

A report rang out at the door of the classroom.

Teacher Gao looked towards the door and saw a girl standing outside the door.

Teacher Gao asked, "What's the matter with you?" ”

The girl replied: "I'm Ye Zhiyan, a transfer student, and this is my notice." ”

After Mr. Gao took the notice and checked it, he nodded, pointed to a vacant seat in the last row of the classroom and said, "You can sit there first." ”

The whole class looked at Ye Zhiyan curiously.