Chapter 34: Suicide

After that night, after a month, Anqingxiu did not come again, and Shanghai in November had slowly begun to get cold, and it was very cold in the morning and evening after the frost.

Yihan doesn't know how she survived this month, she is in a trance every day, and her brain is no longer normal. The man in black outside the door was still there, like a sculpture, standing there from morning to night.

"Knock knock ......" knocked on the door gently, and Yihan guessed that it must be Zhao's mother urging her to go to bed quickly, yes, it's one or two o'clock in the middle of the night, and she is still sitting here in a daze with the light on.

"I'll sleep in a while, Mother Zhao, you go and rest first."

Hearing Yihan's voice, Zhao's mother relieved herself and turned around and went back to her room.

Yihan staggered down from the chair and walked towards the bed, her consciousness gradually blurred, and when she first reached the edge of the bed, she made a buttocks, pulled the quilt directly over and covered it, and fell asleep.

Falling asleep, Yihan suddenly felt very thirsty, so he woke up and glanced at the alarm clock at the bedside, it was only two o'clock. At this moment, she suddenly heard the sound of music coming from downstairs, accompanied by a familiar waltz.

Yihan got up in a daze, rubbed his eyes, and staggered towards the staircase with his bare feet, bypassing the chair on the ground.

As soon as she turned the corner, by the faint candlelight, she saw two people dancing in the living room, and she was curious in her heart, thinking that it was the old Zhao couple dancing? But after thinking about it, it felt unlikely, how could Lao Zhao and them dance downstairs in the middle of the night.

Thinking of this, Yihan was even more curious, she tiptoed down the stairs, because she was barefoot, so the footsteps were faint, and when she slowly approached the two, her breathing became short, and she carefully looked at the two who were immersed in the dance.

When An Qingxiu's face turned to meet Yihan's eyes, her heart thumped, and she stayed in place for a moment, opened her mouth slightly, and looked at the person in front of her incredulously.

"Qing Xiu, is that you? When did you come? Yihan, who came back to his senses, asked quietly.

But the other party turned a deaf ear, she boldly walked towards the two people who were dancing, and when she approached, she couldn't help but gasp, it was Jinse who danced with An Qingxiu, the woman she hated to the core.

Yihan couldn't help it, and rushed forward, wanting to pull the two apart, but when his fingers just touched An Qingxiu's arm, they passed through it all of a sudden, just through the air.

"Qing Xiu." Yihan couldn't help but whisper, with a faint sadness and a little pleading tone in his tone.

Hearing her voice, An Qingxiu and Jin Se suddenly stopped, they turned around and looked at Jin Se with indescribable expressions, as if mocking, mixed with a little hatred.

"What are you still doing, isn't it enough for you to kill my child?" The shrill sound of Jinse pierced the silence of the room, and the accompaniment of the waltz came to an abrupt halt.

"I didn't." At this time, Yihan was very calm, her eyes stared straight at the domineering Jin Se in front of her, and she did not show weakness.

"It's useless for you to quibble, now everyone thinks that you killed me and the child, don't forget, Qing Xiu also believes it."

Hahahahahahahaha

Yihan's two fists were clenched tightly, a trace of sweat appeared in the palm of her hand, and the tips of her nails were deeply embedded in the flesh of her palm, she raised her head proudly, ignored Jin Se, turned to An Qingxiu on the side, and looked at him with a pleading face.

"You killed my child, I saw it with my own eyes." The lukewarm voice came out of An Qingxiu's throat, like water flowing down from an iceberg in the cold winter wax moon, straight to the bottom of Yihan's heart.

With tears in her eyes and a throbbing pain in her heart, she tilted her head and continued to ask, "You still don't want to believe me?" It's all her conspiracy, I didn't use her to block the knife for me, it was all planned by her and the kidnapper. After speaking, Han couldn't cry.

An Qingxiu let go of Jinse, walked in front of her, looked at her condescendingly, a smile rose at the corner of his mouth, Yihan wiped away his tears excitedly, grabbed the other party's arm tightly, and choked up: "You believe me, don't you?" ”

An Qingxiu glanced at her, pulled her hand away, lowered his head, and replied in a noncommittal tone: "You are a murderer, I will never forgive you." ”

Bang, Yihan's heart seemed to stop beating in an instant, she was stunned for a moment, and then said hoarsely: "Why don't you believe me, she framed me for all this, she framed me!" ”

After saying that, she sat down weakly on the ground, Jin Se's laughter sounded again, and An Qingxiu continued: "I only love Jin Se alone in my life, and for you, it's just a moment of freshness. ”

This sentence was like a sharp blade, directly inserted into Yihan's heart, she glanced at it, saw the fruit knife on the table, did not hesitate, quickly picked it up and slashed it on her wrist, the severe pain hit her brain, making her wake up suddenly.

At this time, Yihan found that she was still lying on the bed, everything just now was just a dream of hers, she sat up, rubbed the wrist that was cut by herself in the dream, and fell into deep thought.

She thought back to the inhuman life she had lived for more than a month, like a prisoner in captivity, her friends, her family, all left her side. The only reliance on her was also avoided, and now she was like a dead person, without a soul, and her empty body roamed the room all day long, and life was far away from her.

Yihan made up her mind, she got out of bed and went straight to the living room, the impression was the same as in the dream, there was a fruit knife on the coffee table.

The blade shone in the moonlight, Yihan pulled the corners of his mouth and smiled, stretched out his arm, picked up the knife, and cut through the white skin without hesitation. Blood poured out immediately, down his arm and down his white nightdress.

She sat on the ground, still smiling, her bleeding arm hitting the floor in shock......

Zhao's mother fell asleep, suddenly felt uncomfortable, always felt that the bed was a little awkward, she turned over, and Lao Zhao's snoring sounded in her ears, which made her even more uncomfortable, so she sat up.

I just felt thirsty, so I thought about going to the living room to drink some water, and just turned on the light, a scream pierced the roof, and scared Lao Zhao who was sleeping, and thought it was a fire.

When Yihan woke up, she found herself lying on the hospital bed, her eyes hurt from the white ceiling, she moved, and she saw An Qingxiu sitting on the side. It could be seen that he was very nervous, the cyan stubble fell on his chin, and his haggard face made Yihan feel distressed.

"You're awake." A deep and magnetic voice came out of An Qingxiu's throat, and before Yihan could be happy, An Qingxiu stood up and threw a test sheet in her face.

With a dazed face, she laboriously sat up from the bed, glanced at An Qingxiu suspiciously, and then picked up the list in her hand.

"Whoever made you pregnant, this child can't be wanted, get rid of it." An Qingxiu's tone was very cold when he said this, even a little annoyed.

"Don't." Yihan replied categorically.

Hearing this, An Qingxiu's face darkened instantly, Tie Qing's face glared at Yi Han who was sitting on the hospital bed, he sneered and said, "It's up to you, you killed my child, how could I let your child be born." ”

"Don't forget, this is your child too."

"Oh, my child, don't forget your own identity, you are just a lover of mine, what qualifications do you have to give birth to my child."

With a "snap", a loud slap slapped An Qingxiu's face, and the weak Yihan used all her strength to throw out this palm, and her tears fell on the quilt.

At this moment, she deeply realized that she could no longer have any expectations for An Qingxiu, and her previous illusions were all gone, like a gust of wind, and there was nothing left.

"Buzz-buzz", a rapid mobile phone vibrating sounded, An Qingxiu glanced at it, turned around and went out to answer the phone.

Sitting on the hospital bed, Yihan's heart was like ashes, she looked at the back of An Qingxiu leaving, at that time she knew very well that this man had been completely sentenced to death in her heart.

She ripped off the needle on the back of her hand and staggered towards the door with the test sheet, not far from the door, when she accidentally bumped into two people.

Yihan hurriedly apologized, but found out that it was his parents, Yihan's father saw that she was fine, and he was excited with a handful of snot and tears, and hurriedly came over to support her and ask for warmth.

Yihan's mother bent down and picked up the test sheet on the ground, and when she saw the results, she suddenly shouted: "Who let you conceive that bastard's child, our family has been lost by you, I didn't expect my daughter to be shameless to this extent." ”

"the kid!" Yihan's father, who was standing opposite, couldn't help but interrupt Yihan's mother's preaching.

Yihan put aside his father's hand to hold her, tears dripping down her pale little face, her eyes rolled up, blinked, trying to hold back the tears. After taking a deep breath, he said, "Didn't you cut ties with me a long time ago?" What qualifications do you have to talk about me now? ”

"You, you, you ......" Hearing this, Yihan's mother covered her chest, her angry lips were purple, she made a straight face, and said tremblingly: "Not only does she not admit her mistake so far, but she also talks back, her father, let's go, it doesn't matter to us whether she is dead or alive in the future, we should have never given birth to this daughter." ”

Yihan's father didn't want to go, but Yihan's mother grabbed his arm and dragged him out.

After they left, Yihan couldn't hold back any longer, squatted on the ground and cried, and the people watching the excitement next to him looked at the heartbroken girl suspiciously, but no one would come up and ask her, "What's wrong with you?" ”

The people next to him were in a hurry, yes, how could the hospital be leisurely, there were only three kinds of people who would be here, medical staff, patients and family members. No matter what kind of role it is, it's very busy, and no one has time to worry about other people's business.

I don't know how long she cried, Yihan felt that her feet were numb when she stood up with the chair next to her, she wiped her face, took a deep breath, and prepared to turn around and go back to the ward.

When she turned around and saw An Qingxiu, she didn't know how long the other party had been standing behind her, the only thing she knew for sure was that she had reached this point, and the other party didn't come up to comfort her, even if she helped her back to the ward.

When her eyes met An Qingxiu, Yihan smiled miserably, she walked over and said a word as she passed by him.

When he heard this, An Qingxiu's heart chuckled, and he felt like he was being broken by a rope, and at that time he also understood that this time he had completely broken Yihan's heart.

What Yihan said is, don't worry, I will beat the child.