When Ye Zhiyan moved her laptop back to the dormitory, it caused quite a stir.

She is now a popular figure in her age, and everyone knows her.

Watching her move the computer back to the dormitory, everyone was surprised and envious.

This is the first personal computer in the freshmen, and when the little girls are still satisfied with going to the Internet café to watch movies and chat about QQ, they have already bought the computer back to the dormitory! It's also the latest laptop.

The girls in the dormitory next door all came to Ye Zhiyan's dormitory to watch.

"Zhiyan, how much does this computer cost?"

"It's more than eight thousand, I asked the senior of the computer department to buy it for me." Ye Zhiyan replied with a smile.

"It's so expensive, my monthly living expenses are less than 1,000."

"Zhiyan, let's take a look at it."

Boot!

"It's lit up! Turn it on, turn it on! The girls chattered and laughed excitedly.

Everyone laughed for a while, and then they took their leave.

The dormitory quieted down.

Ye Zhiyan sat in front of the computer, quietly thinking about what happened today, and had a lot of feelings.

She suddenly had an idea to record all the experiences along the way.

She opens a document on her computer and types out a line.

"My Way of Struggle"

"Without the scent of flowers, without the height of a tree, I am a little grass that no one knows.

Yes, I was born in the countryside as a most ordinary grass, sprouting on barren land and growing in harsh environments.

My dream is to bloom the most beautiful flowers.

……”

Since then, Ye Zhiyan has been deeply attracted by the vast world of the Internet.

Attending classes, studying on her own, going to the library to read books, acquiring knowledge and information on the Internet, and recording her own stories have become Ye Zhiyan's daily life.

The students in the class are full of youth and impulsiveness, and often organize group activities such as picnics and dance parties, and they have a lot of time to spend.

But Ye Zhiyan's life is not allowed to be wasted. She has so much to do that she simply doesn't have the time and interest to engage in childish youthful games.

Because of this, everyone said behind her back that she was arrogant and unsociable.

After Ye Zhiyan found out, she could only smile bitterly.

She thought that she could fit in with everyone and try hard, but the gap between their lives was too big.

Without her parents to remember and care for her, and without her family to take care of and raise her, her tuition, miscellaneous fees, and living expenses need to be earned by herself. She has experienced loss, betrayal, collapse, rebuilding, she has tried her best to stand on the same starting point as everyone else, how can she relax? What right is capricious?

Only someone who loves it has the qualifications to be childish.

And she didn't, all she had was a lonely and strong heart.

……

At the moment, one of the things that freshmen are most passionate about is writing letters. Everyone wrote letters to their classmates who were good and familiar with each other in high school, and letters from various universities flew in like snowflakes every day, and the mailbox of the class was full every day.

In the letters, everyone reminisced about their high school friendships, talked about their feelings about college, and of course, confessed to their crushes.

For a time, there was a craze for talking about heroes by the number of letters received. The more letters you receive, the better your popularity and the more friends you have.

Among the few people in the dormitory, Qin Feng received the most letters, and the living committee members had to send her letters every day, sometimes once in the morning and once in the afternoon.

Today, in the same way, after class, the life committee member took a stack of letters and handed them to Qin Feng.

Guo Zhenni said enviously: "Qin Feng, you have so many friends. I didn't have a few classmates who wrote to me. ”

Qin Feng said triumphantly: "Of course, I used to be the most popular in our class. ”

The life committee member was in a hurry to send a letter to the other students, so he hurriedly said: "Qin Feng, there are still letters from other people in your dormitory, you can bring them back." ”

"No problem."

Qin Feng looked at a stack of envelopes and said curiously, "Whose letter is there?" Juice, isn't it yours? ”

Guo Zhenni said gloomily: "No, I only have one good friend, and I just received her letter yesterday." ”

"It's not you, it's Yingying."

Qin Feng was suddenly quiet.

"Isn't it Yingying?" Jenny Guo leaned in to take a look.

"Is it Ye Zhiyan's letter?" Jenny Guo was also surprised.

You know, Ye Zhiyan hasn't received a single letter. Jenny Guo asked her why she didn't receive the letter. Ye Zhiyan replied with a smile, "Because no one wrote it to me." ”

Qin Feng finally surpassed Ye Zhiyan in one thing, which also made Qin Feng's gloomy mood regain his pride. After receiving one letter after another, Qin Feng's mood became more and more happy, and his attitude towards Ye Zhiyan was rarely better.

But now, there is a letter to Ye Zhiyan!

"Capital University of Science and Technology, what a great university! And this word is so well written! Guo Zhenni studied the envelope and couldn't help but praise: "Such a thick letter, it must be at least five or six pages, Qin Feng, do you think it will be a confession letter?" ”

Qin Feng's face was like a dark cloud.

Guo Zhenni hurriedly changed her words: "Oh, no matter how thick it is, it's just one, it's far from you." ”

"Of course, it's no wonder that a withdrawn person like her can have friends! She is mysterious every day, and she doesn't know what she's doing! Let me bring her a letter, I don't want it! Juice, you bring it to her. ”

"Oh~" Guo Zhenni took the letter and looked around.

Sure enough, Ye Zhiyan was not found.

They are not in the same class, but most of the public classes are taken together, but Ye Zhiyan never sits with them.

They all arrived in a hurry when it was almost time, sneaking into the classroom through the back door, and the more remote the back row, the safer it was.

But Ye Zhiyan always leaves the dormitory on time at seven o'clock in the morning, arrives at the classroom early for each class, and sits in the first row to preview or review homework.

After class, she would leave in a hurry except to ask the teacher if she didn't understand the question, and never joked with her classmates.

Thinking about it this way, Ye Zhiyan is really a little mysterious.

That night, when Ye Zhiyan returned to the dormitory, she saw a letter on her desk.

Ye Zhiyan was also a little surprised.

When she returned to her senior year of high school, she was so focused on her studies that she barely spoke a few words to her classmates, and she didn't even attend the graduation party. Who will write to her?

Ye Zhiyan checked the words on the envelope.

The handwriting is strong and powerful, and it is very stylish, but unfortunately, she doesn't even remember the appearance of her classmates, let alone the handwriting.

"Send:

Ye Zhiyan, Department of Textiles, East China Institute of Technology

Capital University of Science and Technology (details)"

The meaning of the details is that when you open the letter, you will know who the writer is.

Ye Zhiyan shook her head and laughed, thinking about which senior high school student wrote a letter to all the students according to the address book.

It is said that there are two kinds of people who are most nostalgic, one is the elderly who have entered the twilight, and the other is the young people who have just stepped into college.

The nostalgia of the elderly is to prove that they were once young, and the nostalgia of the young people is eager to grow up.

Yes, the freshmen who have just stepped on the college campus will miss the high school life, and they seem to have infinite sadness in their hearts, and they write letters to each of their former classmates, repeatedly pouring out the melancholy of their youth.

Youth is so willful and sad, our aching youth, we need to say it, we need to vent it.

At the same moment, in a certain bar, the rock singer fell into a deep emptiness after a torn performance, he drank a bottle of beer and walked alone on the road, he sang in a hoarse voice with loneliness:

I'll sing it to you,

While I am as young as a flower now,

Will you be touched with my hot feelings?

……

Ye Zhiyan opened the envelope and unfolded the thick letter, it turned out that the sender was Kong Sinan.

"Ye Zhiyan:

Hello! I know your address and write to you.

I am very happy to know that you have been admitted to the ideal university, I wonder if you will adapt to the new environment? Did you hand it in... New friends...

I envy you that you can leave home and study in a strange city. As for me, I had to go to college right on my doorstep, so the protection of my parents was really a double-edged sword, on the one hand, to ensure that I had no worries about food and clothing, and on the other hand, to limit my freedom.

My major is aeronautics and astronautics, which sounds very lofty, you must think that the students in our department are as handsome as the captains in Hong Kong dramas! That's what I thought before I entered the school.

In fact, it's not like that, we're all a bunch of hard-×working mechanics, and what's more, there's no girl!

……”

Kong Sinan told his college life wittily and humorously in the letter, and Ye Zhiyan watched it with relish. However, at the end of the letter, he made a difficult request to Ye Zhiyan.

"Actually, there are some things I've wanted to say to you for a long time. You still remember when I helped you move the books in Sanmo, and I wanted to say what was in my heart to you. However, at that time, you said that you refused everything except for the university entrance examination. I knew that what you said was right, so I buried my heart in the bottom of my heart, studied hard, waited for the end of the college entrance examination, and proved it to you with excellent results.

However, after the college entrance examination, you never came to school again, and you didn't show up at the graduation party, so I thought I missed you.

I think that when I go to college, I may forget you, but it is not, your appearance is becoming clearer and clearer in my heart, and it seems that the day I fought with you for the college entrance examination was just yesterday.

I knew I had to try once.

At the beginning of the letter, I learned your address by accident, but in fact, I went to ask Mr. Gao.

Ye Zhiyan, I hope to start as friends with you and get to know each other slowly.

If you can, I'd love to hear back to me and tell me about you. I would love to be your loyal listener and share your joys and sorrows.

Please don't be intimidated by me, just be friends.

Looking forward to hearing from you.

Kong Sinan"

After reading the letter, Ye Zhiyan was silent for a long time.

Of course, she still remembers Kong Sinan, he is a very handsome and excellent boy. During the hard preparation for the senior year of high school, he was one of the few classmates who gave her kindness and help.

At that time, she rejected him, and now, she will not respond to his feelings either.

For love, she no longer looks forward to it.

Qin Feng and Guo Zhenni kept an eye on Ye Zhiyan, and seeing that her expression had not changed, the two of them became curious.

Guo Zhenni asked carefully: "Ye Zhiyan, who wrote the letter to you?" ”

"Confess, is it a confession?" Mo Yingying was blunt.

Ye Zhiyan folded the letter, put it back in the envelope, and put the envelope in the drawer.

She smiled and said, "A letter from a classmate." ”

"Male or female? Friendship, or friendship above? ”

Ye Zhiyan paused and said, "It's just a classmate." ”