Xia Baiping said calmly: "I called you here, just to say what is in my heart, although you broke up my family, I feel that you are the only one who will understand me." Would you like to listen to a very old-fashioned, long-ago story?

When I was 19 years old, I left home alone and traveled thousands of miles to study in the capital. At that time, I was young and beautiful, proud and free, and the boys who pursued me formed a long line.

I love to dance, you know, college students in those days were very conservative, and at school dances, everyone wore the same plain clothes and danced simple ballroom dances. It's just me, dressed in the most flamboyant short skirt and shiny heels, dancing passionately Cha Cha.

Not to mention dancing with me, everyone didn't dare to look at me when they saw me baring my legs. For a long time, I danced alone. Until one day, a boy appeared and invited me to dance. As soon as I danced with him, I knew that he had just learned the dance for me, but he was already proficient in his steps, at least he didn't hurt my feet.

That's right, this person is Zheng Fan, he has been so enthusiastic and desperate since he was young. He's still like this, but not for me, but for you,

I have a secret that has been kept from him and everyone for so many years.

When there was a car accident, it was the car I was driving, and Zheng Fan was sitting in the passenger seat. When the car lost control and crashed over, my steering wheel was hitting the right. I had only one thought on my mind, and that was to protect him. The car hit one side of the cab, which is why he only cracked his left arm, while I fractured my lumbar vertebra and ended up paralyzed.

It was so confusing that he didn't pay attention to it at all, and I didn't want to tell him. I don't want him to be kidnapped by morality. Even if we quarreled and drifted apart after marriage, I didn't tell the secret, it's ridiculous, I even thought of such a stupid idea as having a child in the womb, but I still didn't want to force him with kindness. This is probably the last dignity I have in my marriage. ”

Xia Baiping spoke, her voice gradually softer.

"I'm sorry, I'm taking too much medicine now, I'm always sleepy, but fortunately, I'm done, I'm going to sleep for a while."

Zhang Nanyan helped Xia Baiping to lie on the bed.

"Thank you." Xia Baiping patted Zhang Nanyan's hand: "If you're not busy, help me pack my clothes, I really don't have the strength." ”

"Okay, you can sleep."

Zhang Nanyan didn't expect that in the love between Zheng Fan and Xia Baiping, there was such a secret of sacrificing for love.

Everyone thought that Zheng Fan was sacrificing, but in fact, it was Xia Baiping who silently protected him and sacrificed his life to save him.

If Zheng Fan knew all this, he would definitely feel guilty for the rest of his life.

Do you want to tell Zheng Fan yourself? Do you want to kill the happy life that has opened the door to you?

Zhang Nanyan's heart was extremely upset.

She opened the closet, took out all the clothes inside, folded them and put them in her suitcase.

Zhang Nanyan is easy to do housework, and cleaning up clothes is not a problem at all. She no longer thinks about it, she just works carefully and carefully, and soon the clothes in the closet are packed.

Xia Zhen walked into the bedroom, holding a cup of coffee in his hand, and said in a soft voice, "Xiao Zhang, have a cup of coffee." ”

Zhang Nanyan put down the work in her hand, took the coffee, and said with a smile: "Thank you." ”

"Yes, I want to thank you. You see, by letting you be a guest, you are asked to help with the work. ”

"It's okay, I'm all skilled." Zhang Nanyan whispered: "This should have been my job. ”

Zhang Nanyan remembered that she was originally just a nanny of the Zheng family, but now she ...... In the eyes of others, she must be a greedy third party who will take revenge. Whether it was her intention or not, she hurt Xia Baiping after all, and she will never be able to compensate.

No! Maybe...... It's too late to make amends......

This thought suddenly appeared in Zhang Nanyan's mind, but Zheng Fan's tired but restful sleeping face also appeared in front of her eyes. She was ambivalent.

"Drink, rest for a while." Xia Zhen said.

Zhang Nanyan came back to her senses and took a sip.

"If you're busy, go back first, and I'll do the rest with the nanny."

Zhang Nanyan said: "It's okay, I'll pack up my clothes and leave." ”

"Alright then, thank you for your hard work." After Xia Zhen finished speaking, he left the bedroom.

Zhang Nanyan put the coffee cup on the table and continued to work.

The wardrobe is already packed, and there is a box for idle clothes, and when this box is packed, the clothes are packed.

Zhang Nanyan rolled up her sleeves and moved the heavy box out of the corner.

When I opened the box, it was full of unused clothes.

Zhang Nanyan took out the clothes one by one to check, and folded them into a stack of intact ones and folded them into a stack of old ones.

Suddenly, Zhang Nanyan's movements stopped.

She looked at a light gray woollen shawl in amazement......

When Zhang Nanyan first arrived in the capital, she once worked as a nurse and unfortunately happened to encounter a patient who died of illness. The patient's family impulsively hit her, and she happened to have a fever at the time, so she fainted. It was a kind lady who took her to the emergency room, helped her pay for her medical bills, and put her own shawl over her. When she woke up, the kind lady had already left the hospital. Later, Zhang Nanyan went to the hospital to find her benefactor, but the nurse said that she could not disclose the patient's information, so she had to regret it.

At that time, Zhang Nanyan was in the most difficult time, she couldn't find a job, she was wronged, and she had no friends, and it was this kind strange lady who reached out to her.

She will not admit that it was this shawl, which gave her the most precious warmth when she was sick, and she cleaned it with her own hands, and entrusted it to the nurse to pass on to her benefactor.

Could it be that the kind lady is Xia Baiping?

Zhang Nanyan was shocked, she remembered the bits and pieces of getting along with Xia Baiping, although Xia Baiping was manic and gloomy most of the time, but she also took good care of Zhang Nanyan when she was in a better mood.

Could it be that Xia Baiping is his benefactor? He turned out to be a villain who will take revenge?

Zhang Nanyan was so confused that she picked up her shawl and walked to the living room, she was eager to ask the truth!

In the living room, Xia Zhen is sorting out a dusty box.

The box is full of Xia Baiping's beloved things before the car accident, since her legs were paralyzed, she buried her once proud and beautiful self deep in the dust.

"I've almost forgotten that Xiaoping used to be so beautiful and proud." Xia Zhen picked up a photo and said with a sigh.

"This is Teacher Xia? It's so pretty! The nanny leaned over to look at the photo: "Look, this is my brother, my brother hasn't changed much from when he was young, but why has Mr. Xia changed so much?" ”

Xia Zhen said regretfully: "If I had cared more about Xiaoping and discovered her psychological problems earlier, she would not have suffered so much." ”

At this time, Xia Zhen saw Zhang Nanyan, she raised the photo with a smile and said, "Xiao Zhang, look, this is a photo of Xiaoping and Zheng Fan when they were young. ”

Zhang Nanyan saw that in the photo, the proud and beautiful girl was wearing a fiery red short skirt and silver shiny high heels, hugging and dancing with a young boy. The boy's eyes were burning on the girl, as if at that moment, the beautiful girl was his whole world!

No matter who you are, when you see this photo, you will feel the warmth and beauty of love.

The girl's spirit in the photo burned Zhang Nanyan's eyes, and the focus of her eyes couldn't help blurring.

Behind Xia Zhen, there is a photo wall, which is full of places and landscapes that Zheng Fan and Xia Baiping have been to and seen more than ten years ago...... At this moment, the blank space and the photo in Xia Zhen's hand were strangely consistent.

Perhaps, this photo was once posted there, and was solemnly pasted in the most eye-catching position in the home by the newlywed couple, swearing the passionate love between the two.

Gradually, the girl could not face the glorious past and the bleak and ordinary future, and every time she looked at this photo, she inevitably remembered her current disability, and she could not get out of her grief, so she took the photo and locked it firmly.

However, the photo was locked, but the pain in my heart could not be locked. The girl was trapped in a limited space, her uncontrollable suspicions when her husband was not with her, and when he returned home, she vented her pain on him. Little by little, the depressed mood eats away at the girl's self-confidence and reason, and she gradually becomes sensitive, paranoid, until irritable and crazy.

The desire for control has twisted love into mutual torment, and the once affectionate love has become a cage that imprisons the two. They finally drifted apart.

To this day, do they remember that they once loved each other deeply?

……

Zhang Nanyan imagined the past of Zheng Fan and Xia Baiping, and only felt sad and trance. It turns out that love can never compete with time, I wonder if time will also smooth out Mr. Zheng's feelings for her?

"Xiao Zhang, what's wrong?" Xia Zhen called her.

"Oh, this shawl, Teacher Xia once gave a good deed to a poor girl, and then the nurse in the hospital returned it." The babysitter said.

“…… You look familiar...... Have I seen you somewhere? ”

At this moment, Zhang Nanyan made a choice.

She said to Xia Zhen: "Don't worry, I will persuade Teacher Zheng to return to Teacher Xia." ”

Xia Zhen was stunned, "Why are you ......?"

Zhang Nanyan stretched out her hand: "Can you lend me this photo for use?" ”

"Here you go."

Zhang Nanyan took the photo and put it in her pocket. She put her shawl on the couch and walked out decisively.

"I'm sorry, I was wrong!

I shouldn't be greedy for things that don't belong to me!

I shouldn't have ruined someone else's family!

I shouldn't forget the moral bottom line of being a human being!

I should not live up to the kindness of my benefactor!

I was wrong!

I just hope that it's still too late,

Let me return everything I stole from,

Sorry ......"

Zhang Nanyan ran desperately, she wanted to correct the deranged track.