It was very cold, Yinren returned to Yuqing Palace from Qianqing Palace, and his eunuch and grandmother were anxious to serve him to change clothes and wash, for fear that he would be a little uncomfortable.

Yinren changed into a azure homely cotton robe, washed his hands, and held ginger tea at hand.

After a few sips, Mama brought the foot stove and told him to step on it.

A group of people were busy serving him, and he was used to it, and only sat and drank tea.

After a long time, a reward was sent from the Qianqing Palace, which was given to him to eat and drink.

Yinren got up and thanked him, and there was no fluctuation in his heart, after all, such things are too common.

Even the eunuchs who sweep the floor in Yuqing Palace know that the prince is favored, and the emperor always has a reward.

When the eunuchs of Yuqing Palace go out, they are just one level lower than the eunuchs of Qianqing Palace.

There is no one who can hold them down.

The emperor loves the crown prince, so what else do you have to say? Isn't this how this palace should be?

All along, the minions of Yuqing Palace have always seen it this way.

Yinren also sees it this way.

He is the crown prince and the most beloved son of the emperor, in this palace, shouldn't he live wantonly and chic?

That was Yinren's idea when he was ten years old.

It was also that year that the emperor instigated the prince under the pretext of the eunuchs of Yuqing Palace, so he drove out more than a dozen eunuchs.

That was the first time, Yinren only thought it was true, and he also thought about whether he had indulged his minions too much and made them big-hearted?

However, he later understood that this was not the reason for how he should treat the eunuchs.

Whether it is a eunuch or a guard, he can't get close.

You can't rely on it.

A prince lives under the nose of the emperor and cannot have his own team.

There can be no courtiers to attach to, not even guards and eunuchs.

His own haha beads are not to be reused, and the only ones he can rely on seem to be the people of the Hesheri clan.

But at that time, he didn't understand that Suo Etu was also a person who was deeply feared by the emperor.

He had always been a smart kid, so it didn't take long for him to understand a lot of things on his own.

So, he started chanting Buddha.

In the beginning, I was just looking for a little peace, so I was attracted by the vastness of the Dharma.

However, he was born a prince, so how could he not know that Taoguang was obscure?

So, he really gathered strength.

At that time, he had just gotten married, and when he married Shi, he actually didn't have any resentment towards Huang Amma.

I just want to think that in all dynasties, the emperor is old, and the prince is too young, isn't it all to be feared?

He was no exception, but Huang Ama was still willing to teach him by hand.

But his belief is destined to disappoint himself.

He thought about it, be filial to Huang Ama and be a good prince.

But when Huang Ama imposed those trumped-up charges on him, as well as his biological mother who died early, he understood that Huang Ama was not only jealous, but also regretted it.

I regret that I made a prince.

He, the crown prince, even if he is in his twenties, still has to study, can't manage politics, can't do many things, but after all, he is the crown prince who respects heaven and earth, and the crown prince of the world.

If the emperor has an accident, he can directly replace him.

Huang Ama probably thinks that he will do anything for the throne.

Therefore, the people around him changed faster.

He watched his eldest brother be in high spirits, and watched his brothers go on errands one by one.

He also smiled, looking unconcerned, day after day, the sound of wooden fish sounded in Yuqing Palace.

But is his heart really quiet?

When his eldest son died, he seemed to be half broken.

He thought about it again, the child he had raised for ten years, the child he regarded as a treasure was gone, and he was heartbroken. So Huang Ama won't feel sorry for him, a child who has been raised for more than 20 years?

Or is it that distress can't overpower power after all?

Everything that followed seemed to go with the flow.

No one can be oppressed all their lives without resisting.

So, he made a decision, a decision that the world would never know was made.

The eldest brother himself didn't know, so he was condemned as a sinner.

And he himself, who was deposed as the crown prince, was still able to get out of the Forbidden City well.

On the day of Huang Amar's death, he really felt relieved.

He had been suppressed for thirty years, and he was finally able to feel comfortable for a while.

That's what he thought for years.

But......

However, his teachings are all courtesy, righteousness, honesty and shame, and there is a difference between good and evil.

His Emperor Ama tried his best to make his life better, even if the Emperor Ama forced him to this point.

He is the son of man, no matter how much hatred he has, he can't ...... Kill your father.

The first thirty years of his life seemed to be a mess.

The noble identity of the top one and two under the sky, and the exquisite cage of the top one and two under the sky.

He was like being led by a thread, doing one thing after another that he didn't want to do.

In the end, the thing he chose, when he thought about it, didn't dare to face it.

If it weren't for that incident, the eldest brother wouldn't have gone so bitterly, and if it hadn't been for that incident, so many people wouldn't have died.

If there is no such thing......

Maybe Huang Ama is still there.

More than three years after Huang Ama passed away, he suddenly thought, is his hatred for Huang Ama really to the point of wanting him to die?

He didn't even dare to ask himself the answer.

In fact, it was not the Prince Li's Mansion that trapped him, but himself.

It was ridiculous, he thought he was ridiculous.

In the first half of his life, he was trapped in Yuqing Palace, thinking of a puppet, and in the second half of his life, he was trapped in his own cage.

There is no woman who has lived up to it in her life.

Li Jiashi died with hatred, she was burned out and overwhelmed.

promised to protect her and the child, and in the end she gave birth to four, leaving only one Hongxi.

Fujin has only one personality, and his mother's family is not tired by him.

Hongjin's mother died of illness at a young age, and he didn't care about the life of Hongjin's mother and son in previous years.

Hesheri also perished because of his defeat......

Maybe he doesn't blame him for all these things, but people think so when they reach a certain point.

In fact, in the last year, Yinren had reached an extreme level of self-blame, but no one knew.

He felt that everything that happened to everyone around him was his fault.

Therefore, the person who should have had an accident the most is himself.

When Hongxi and Hongjin came back for the New Year for the last time, he looked at Hongxi and couldn't say a thousand words.

He thought, this child has also been ruined all these years.

He has hatred and unwillingness, but what else can he, who is Amma, do?

If Hongxi does anything in the future, how can he be worthy of Li Jia's family?

The only child she left behind could not be saved.

said that he had pampered that woman, but what did he do for her?

Look at how the imperial concubine is pampered today.

This emotion reached its peak until the time of Lin's death.

He sat there, listening to Hongjin's crying, listening to Hongjin say that he thought about taking his mother's hand......