He couldn't blame Hongjin for not being very close to him.

Even if he wanted to take E-niang away, he couldn't blame it.

Because all these years, he really ignored this child.

I don't know all his joys and sorrows.

It turns out that their mother and son have always had such a bad life?

But before, why didn't he know? Or is it not careful?

These are the two sons he has grown up, but he can't protect any of them.

Hongxi's eyes looked at him with unwillingness, injustice, and expectation.

When Hongjin looked at him, he only had the respect that father and son should have.

Yes, there is only respect, there is no desire, and there is no envy......

Yes, he has long missed the time to hold up a piece of the sky in Hongjin's life.

When the child was young, he only cared about his own sadness and sadness. When the eldest brother died, Hongjin was a little older, and he didn't remember what he had done for this child.

He seems to be full of eyes, and they are all children of Li Jia's family.

But in the end, he couldn't keep Li Jia's children, and let other children separate from him......

From that day on, his body took a sharp turn for the worse.

I have to be strong and not let the people around me know.

Once a person loses the heart to live, the body collapses too quickly.

After thinking about it, there are not many things in this world that are worthy of his nostalgia.

When he was called to the palace by the emperor, the last regret was made up.

He really wants to enter the palace, and he really wants to incense Huang Ama and Eniang.

If you say that your son is not filial, you will be gone in the next life.

Qianqing Palace is familiar and unfamiliar, he has been running around here since he could walk.

Now when I come back when I falter, I look at everything like a lifetime apart.

When Huang Ama was still alive, when he was still young, every time he came, Huang Ama would ask: "Is Baocheng cold?" It's hot, right? ”

At that time, he listened a lot, and he was used to listening to it, and it was just a sentence, which was nothing unusual.

But then, he could no longer hear this kind greeting, without any distractions.

He stood in the Qianqing Palace, in front of the fourth child who he hadn't seen for many years, but in his mind was Huang Ama......

Huang Ama said, Bao Cheng, you see, I read this book.

Baocheng, the mutton brought from the north today, our father and son will eat it.

Baocheng, the milk cake given by the Queen Mother, I don't love this, it's very crooked, you can eat it.

Baocheng, Huang Ama will not take you with him when he goes to Mongolia, so you can stay alive.

Baocheng......

"Second brother?"

Yinren came back to his senses, and then laughed.

In front of him is the fourth, not Huang Ama, Huang Ama...... went, and was killed by him.

"I haven't seen the emperor for many years." Yinren said with a smile.

Yinren had a lot of emotions in his heart, but he didn't want to say it.

Incense to Huang Ama and Huang Eniang, and said to Huang Ama in my heart that I was wrong.

Then, he only asked the emperor for one thing.

Hongjin is a good boy, ask the emperor for protection.

He thought that by now, he was powerless to stop Hongxi from doing anything, but he hoped not to do anything, but he knew Hongxi too well.

Sooner or later, something will happen.

Forget it, he has failed all his life, and there are too many people to be sorry for.

Only Hongjin, who is a simple good boy. He was not favored by him, and he did not get everything that Hongxi had.

In the end, maybe he deserves a life of comfort.

Hongjin can do it.

When leaving, he walked down the steps of the Qianqing Palace step by step, and every step was serious.

In the past, he walked through this place almost every day, and he never felt anything.

And today, he knew it was the last time.

He was born and raised in the palace. His home was the Imperial Palace.

He is different from every prince, because he is a prince when he is young, and he knows that he will still be here for the rest of his life.

Not even doubting this at one time.

Now when he thinks of the cramped Yuqing Palace, he misses it, but he no longer has the courage to take a look.

He lived in Prince Li's Mansion for ten years, and he never felt that it was home.

He has no home.

How ironic?

When he lost the emperor, he also had no home.

On the steps behind him, the fourth master looked at his rickety back, and his heart was full of emotion. The back is lonely and gloomy, and the hearts of those who see it are tight.

The man lost everything.

The fourth master thought that if he also lost everything, he was disgusted by Huang Ama and lost all the people close to him. What about losing the woman you like and losing so many children?

He is an emperor and deserves to be powerful. But when he thought about this, he couldn't breathe.

He can't do it, so how did the second brother do it? In the same way, he can't do it, so he will die in the prime of life.

Once upon a time, this man stood at the front of their brothers, and he was in high spirits.

But those days are really short, and even before the fourth master has raised his ambitions, this prince has already become a person who is disliked by the emperor Ama all day long.

Now, as soon as the brothers part, they will never see each other again in this life.

Yinren walked out of the Qianqing Palace and walked out of the Forbidden City. He never looked back.

One more glance will bring up so many memories that he is afraid of even memories now.

Thinking of the warmth of his childhood, he felt that it was too painful now.

Thinking of the depression later, he felt that he had failed to the extreme in this life.

That's it, this life is already like this, don't think about it anymore, everything is left for the next life.

If he has an afterlife.

When he left, he still thought of Huang Ama.

Huang Ama smiled and called him Baocheng, come and find Huang Amma.

Then, Yinren on the couch didn't know whether he really asked, or if he asked, he said: "Huang Ama, will you forgive Baocheng?" ”

Huang Ama smiled: "Silly boy, Huang Ama loves you the most, and he won't blame you." ”

The smile of the first emperor seemed to be as pure as it was at the beginning, and it was pure when he saw this child. It is the purity that Yinren has thought about for more than ten years. Just like in the past, when he first knew that he was called Huang Ama, Huang Ama just smiled.

Then, Yinren closed his eyes with a smile.

It turned out that in the end, he only begged Huang Ama to say that I love you the most.

A man dies like a lamp goes out.

But in the end, he satisfied himself, and when he was born, he fell to the ground and cried.

Endure all kinds of sufferings in this world, and experience all kinds of joys and sorrows in this world.

When you go, don't cry and go.

The regrets of a lifetime can't be changed, and when you leave, you can just lie to yourself, so let's laugh.

Anyway...... Close your eyes, and this life is over.

Later generations will conclude the coffin, and right and wrong have nothing to do with him.

Everything that can be done has been done, and what cannot be done can only be let go.

I owe too many people in this life, and in the end, let's satisfy myself.

Coming and going, passing by, in a few decades, who will know his joys and sorrows?

In the end, he could only end up with a sentence in his Japanese history books.