I sighed wistfully, "Alas! Oh, yes! That time I saw Han Xin's back holding the child and leaving, my heart was already dead! There were some good girls who came into my life later! But they're all just on the edge of my heart! Didn't even enter my inner world! I'll admit it, it's me who doesn't want to open my heart! I don't want to let them into my inner world! I don't know how to maintain that complicated relationship! So after getting along for a while, it's basically gone! ”

The psychiatrist was a little proud: "So you came to me because you wanted to get rid of this spiritual predicament, heal the wounds of the soul, and pursue your own happiness!" ”

I nodded, "Yes!" …… Doctor! Can you help me? Find a way so that I can love like a normal person and pursue my own happiness! Can you help me? I begged.

The psychiatrist looked serious: "Your situation is quite special, you have to get out of the spiritual predicament to find your own happiness, and you have to rely on yourself to get rid of this torment!" You have to redeem yourself! ”

"Thou shalt redeem thyself...... Self-Redemption...... Salvation! The voice echoed in my head over and over again!

"Why? …… Why? Why, exactly! Can you help me? I beg you! I cried out in anguish.

"Because you are me, I am you! I'm you, hahahaha......! The figure of the psychiatrist gradually disappeared.

"Don't go! Please help me! ”

The psychiatrist's voice turned from big to small: "You have to redeem yourself!" …… Redeem yourself! …… Redeem yourself! …… Redeem yourself! …… Salvation! The voice echoed in my head.

I rolled over and got up from the couch, and I looked around with a somewhat glazed gaze, and there was no one in the room.

I looked at the empty bottles on the coffee table, the upside-down wine glasses, cigarette cases, lighters, and cigarette butts scattered all over the place. Looking for my phone on the sofa, I picked up my phone and opened the screen to see that the screen showed a few big words of "depression" in the Baidu search box, and I didn't click search.

I touched my groggy head, and it was a little hot. Could it be that the scene with the psychiatrist just now was a dream? If it's a dream, why is it so real!

Think back to the face of the psychiatrist, isn't that me! I remembered what the psychiatrist said - "I am you, you are me, you have to redeem yourself!" ”

I couldn't help but mutter, "Redeem yourself!" ”

Was that a dream? Or is it a call from the depths of my heart that yearns for happiness and love? I patted my drowsy head and meditated.

I picked up the lighter and cigarette case, opened the cigarette case, and there was only one cigarette inside. I took it out, took a deep breath into my lungs, and slowly spit it out.

At this time, the mobile phone rang, I picked up the mobile phone to answer, and the voice of my good buddy Lin Bin came from the phone.

Feed! Where are you? Come out and sing and drink! ”

"At home! Also drink! My head still hurts! ”

"What's wrong! I didn't wake up last night! ”

"What is that wine! I'm not drunk at all! ”

"Then you just said your head hurts! Is it a person who drinks alcohol at home? Alas! I said buddy! Let's drink it together! I called Kaizi and them, continue tonight! ”

"I'm not going tonight! Just have fun! "I touched my hot head!

"What's wrong! Are you okay! ”

"It's okay! I made my own drink today! Now it's dizzy! ”

"What! Are you looking for inspiration for a novel? ”

I smiled wryly: "Haha! Sort of! ”

"Oops! I say great writers! Which one are you singing? Shouldn't you be singing the water of forgetfulness again! Let's talk about it! What kind of wine is blended? Lin Bin teased.

"Cognac Rémy Martin XO plus Red Bull!" I said it casually.

"Deep-water zha dan! You're good enough! A bottle of Rémy Martin XO grade cognac is a few thousand dollars, and you are really willing to buy it! What does it taste like? ”

"The taste of first love!"

"Yo! The taste of other people's first love is so soft! The taste of your first love is strong enough! Hahahaha! ”！ Lin Bin laughed teasingly.

"Life is full of variety! There are all kinds of sweet, sour, bitter and spicy flavors! ”

"What a meaningful! I'll come to you another day to ask for a few cups of first love! ”

"Yes! You'll have to tip enough, though! The wine I make is very expensive! ”

"Oops! My great writer! You're just slamming the door! ”

"Or else! Either you bring your own wine and I'll mix it for you! ”

"Got it! You're ready to switch to selling alcohol, aren't you? So be it! See you in the old place, I have booked a private room, and the room number will be sent to you later. Kaizi has a birthday tomorrow, let's go and have a good time tonight! We're already on our way! Waiting for you! ”

"Alright then!"

I hung up the phone, looked at the time, it was half past six in the afternoon, and I went downstairs to the restaurant to eat a little casually.

Coming to the commissary, "Boss! A bottle of hangover drink! ”

The boss said in a Chongqing dialect: "A drink that can relieve hangover? I really don't know what drink can cure hangover! ”

"So be it! Get me a bottle of herbal tea! Ice! ”

"It's in the refrigerator inside, you can get it yourself!"

I picked out a bottle of iced Wanglaoji herbal tea and came to the door.

"Boss! Can I pay with my phone? ”

"The QR code is here!" The boss said and pushed the payment code over the counter.

I paid and went to the side of the road and hailed a taxi.

"Go to Happy Chongqing KTV!"

When I came to the door of Happy Chongqing KTV, I was greeted by a beautiful waitress. "Boss! I'm here to sing! How many of you? ”

I responded, "I've booked a private room!" ”

"Good! Boss inside please! The beautiful waitress smiled and made a welcoming gesture.

In the aisle of the private room, I met Xiaoyu, the KTV foreman I knew, and the foreman Yu saw that it was me, and greeted with a smile: "You are here!" Come! This way, please! Your friends are waiting for you! ”

I smiled and responded, "Thank you!" ”

Entering the private room, Lin Bin saw me: "Brother Ming, you are here!" ”

I nodded, and Kaiko also shouted, "Come on!" Brother Ming, sit here! ”

Xiao Yang, who was sitting in the innermost, also got up and shouted at me, "Come, Brother Ming, you sit in the middle!" ”

Foreman Yu said to us: "A few bosses! Or are you calling the girls you ordered before? Do I need to change the batch? ”

"Brother Ming! Do you want to change to a different girl! Kaiko said to me.

"No! I'll order the one from that night! ”

Xiaoyang teased at me, "Yo! It seems that Brother Ming has to pick the stars tonight! ”

After saying that, a group of people laughed, and Lin Bin said to everyone: "What do you know! Brother Ming likes the taste of first love! This is not! Today he was alone at home and mixed a kind of wine, that wine! He called it the taste of first love! ”

"Ah......h And this thing! How does it taste, Brother Ming? Kaizi asked curiously.

I shook my head: "Don't mention it!" It's a great aftertaste! Now I'm still groggy! I pointed to my head.

"Hahahaha! The taste of first love is endless! It's a pity! This cup of first love wine can't be drunk often, for a lifetime! Only once! After Xiaoyang finished laughing, he said seriously.

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